Jumbled up

In state of mental disarray, 

my thoughts lacking clarity, 

feeling bewildered as I process,

all the information gathered. 

Jumbled up... 

I am confused,

as my brain refused,

to assist in my work,

of finding an inspiration. 

Setting targets motivates,

until I exhaust resources, 

and in panic, my empty head,

starts exploring for stimulations. 

Yet, my heart lacks the passion,

disturbed by various distractions,

to nurture ideas and perceptions, 

and produce personal creations. 

It might be writer's block,

hampering my thoughts to flow,

with anxiety and desperations, 

overwhelming me into submission. 

Jumbled up... 

It might not work,

but I have to take initiatives, 

alternating between break & brainstorm, 

and start writing, without expectations.