Changing colors

 

Colors,

we perceive, we appreciate,

remember for a while, 

keep them in our hearts,

but somedays, we forget.

Be the park we walked,

the music we listened,

bench we sat and talked,

ground where we played,

all become distant memories.

Your smiles and laugh,

the serious discussions,

planning and have an outing,

for eating and exploring,

as we walked on same path.

But life is always moving,

with changing situations,

be it success or failures,

in desires and aspirations, 

as we chase our dreams.

So, just occasional chats,

some yearly wishing and regards,

then getting busy or occupied,

in sphere of personal life,

acting like total stranger.

Colors,

we see within,

as longing subsides,

prioritize and value self,

while embracing our solitude.

Careful consideration

 Yes or No,

there are no answers,

we didn't got much time,

to know about each other.

You live in a fantasy world,

desire things happen your way,

as everything had been planned,

just have to put them into action.

But life is not about greetings,

of compliments or niceties, 

there are choices to be made,

and then, face their consequence.

There would be clashes,

once the formalities subsides,

if we have opposite mindset,

left with our needs unmet.

So, my sweet friend,

with all my goodwill,

I would advice for a review,

that might give to some clue.

We are stressed, expectations are many,

there's sadness in our loved one's eyes,

but you have to be rational and stern, 

don't see politeness, or be uncertain.

Sometimes there's no double take,

there is too much at stake,

so use the mind and not emotions, 

give answers after careful considerations.

Selective Happiness

 To be happy,

fun games with friends,

spending time with family,

cuddles with the loved ones,

having intimacy and pleasures,

some achievements, having fulfillment,

strength to face bad days,

skill and knowledge to overpower them,

or be blessed by the world,

being born with a silver spoon,

having the means and fames,

followers listening to requests,

having the time for vacations, 

spending in luxuries and leisure,

to explore the mysteries unknown,

and life becomes an adventure,

more to spend, more to earn,

everything depend on your discern,

with kindness, or some pity,

might give donations to the needy,

then again, it's few moments,

for, precious time is wasted,

acquiring, creating dream empires,

putting many under your wing,

everything happening in fast pace,

no one to watch their distress,

slowly and steadily engulfing resources,

and exploitation of the voiceless,

display of goodwill and concern,

providing small section with support,

as the stage is set for the greed,

to grovel the nature at your feet.

Fuzzy night

 Fuzzy night,

I am on my ride,

driving on the side,

some music beats...in my mind. 

The blinding light,

blocking my sights,

the headlight so bright,

as I am driving...in the night. 

Fuzzy nights,

waiting for the turns,

someone honking the horn,

I just want them..leave me alone. 

And I run wild,

having fun and happy time,

like a bird, I am flying,

In this silence...of dark night. 

Empty road, clear path,

no one is there to watch,

it's liberating, so I dance,

to the rhythm, of fuzzy night.

Emotions

 So, what it is?

the thing we call emotions,

just thoughts of mind,

our brain's chemical reaction. 

Simple sparks sprung into motion,

as we go along with the notion,

feeling being stimulated as reaction,

to situations influencing our action. 

To be sad or being happy,

be distant or being sappy,

things that pique our interests,

touching our heart in the process. 

Sometime it's like an outburst,

of laugh, hysteria or anger,

strong desires that's can't be contained,

with our likes, dislikes and hatred. 

So, should I care,

or go with the flow,

to have a pleasing personality,

by creating a false facade. 

But we are social being,

connections are valued,

as we age, we learn to control,

in this journey of adulthood. 

From being spontaneous, to be tapered,

we start to restrain those impulses,

loosing the charm, naivity of innocence, 

we keep falling in this depth of reason.

Sparkling stars

Twinkling in the galaxy,

shining over the darkness,

like glimmer of hope,

illuminating over our kind.

So bright is their radiance,

every projection has a brilliance,

as we look towards the sky,

and wish that we could fly.

To the place, they reside,

while they swim over the tide,

enjoying leisure, having no worries,

as they relish life of luxury.

Stars they are, with many admirers,

having the means, elevated in status,

living their dreams with lavish lifestyle,

charming others into escaping reality.

There are many options to choose,

there is nothing much to loose,

everything is available in our palm,

as long as there's free time on hand.

Even if a lie, it's enticing,

in its charm and pleasures,

be it informative, or bad influence,

some distraction for lonely days.

A change of this information age,

be it a mere mortal or at universe scale,

we as a species need something special,

to follow, worship, or be inspired.

Awaited rainfall

 Summer days are here,

with its hot atmosphere, 

and sweat drenched clothes, 

are making me uncomfortable. 

Lucky are our times,

living in energy age,

with home or offices,

giving us some respite.

Feeling the cold air,

from AC or indoor ventilation, 

I watched from my window,

all the activities outside. 

Deserted trees under scorching sun,

street dogs lookin for some refuge,

someone carrying their umbrella,

many just feeling the brunt.

The juice centre are crowded,

few birds gathered near a drain,

everyone had a common goal,

getting fluids to quench their thirst.

Its a pity, I thought,

I hope they get a breather,

as they could get the strength, 

and avoid any dehydration. 

Like a blessing, cloud came,

the sky got a darker shade,

with gust of wind and thunders,

arrived the long awaited rainfall.

The birds were bathing,

branches of trees swaying,

with a smile, earth welcomed,

the life giving nectar.

Time wait for none

 

Gone were the youthful days,

being carefree, with innocence, 

playing games, making friends,

every place, we could blend.

A bag full of homework,

was enough for a day work,

hide and seek till sunset,

having snacks after returning.

Every event was exciting,

even plastic medals were gratifying,

just living for the present,

without worries of future endeavors. 

But things changes as we grow,

without us realizing the time flow,

graduation brought us to working society,

facing competitions, managing duties. 

Gone were the teenager days,

of aspirations and desires,

as the explorations and adventures,

became some distant memories. 

For some it was slower,

as they wait for results and position,

and many more, it was faster,

while getting immersed in their passion.

If things worked, there was fulfillment, 

feeling the joy and happiness,

even the one easily satisfiable, 

lived the days being content.

For many, there were disappointments, 

experiencing the pain and sadness,

having their struggles and failures,

spending moments in regrets.

So, we live though our adulthood, 

this monotonousity through convictions, 

reliving old days in special occasions,

with certain stimulus and communications. 

Till we get occupied,

become older and disconnected,

embracing solitude, forgetting many, 

as we keep drifting away.

Whatever be our situations, 

the reality is always consistent, 

be it past, present or future,

time waits for no one.

Proper approach

 What more I can say,

being honest in approach,

in desires and fear,

be it thoughts and actions,

conveying my emotions. 

It's not in my nature,

an approach through persuasion, 

just chasing without conviction,

ignoring their needs and aspirations, 

or reluctance of any connection.

But there should be clarity, 

an autonomy of choices,

independent values and principles, 

that matches our vibrations, 

with commonalities of interests. 

Many outings and interactions, 

simple and natural conversations,

strengthening of the trust,

with regular communications, 

by sharing of perspectives. 

When the bonds are stronger,

and feelings are acceptable, 

we could take the initiatives,

for taking a decision,

on the viability of relation. 

Once there is an understanding, 

we could involve our close ones,

some introductions and convincing, 

and taking their blessings, 

for making this bond everlasting. 

Flying away

 It's a miracle,

soaring above in the sky,

watching tiny structures below,

feeling the force of the wind...

sometimes struggles, sometimes supported,

as they rides with its flow.

This is a vast open space,

uncharted, unexplored, 

but then like a magic,

or blessing of the divine...

they spread their wings,

flying towards their freedom.

A fruit of evolution,

at every stage of being,

with different methods,

to achieve their dreams...

and they reach new heights,

away from dangers and constraints. 

Their sense of freedom,

put others at envy,

watching their awe inspiring feats,

as they sail over me...

be it birds or bats,

every time it's a surprising act.

So, I wondered,

just how they feel?

when they could travel every place,

be the land, mountains or oceans...

beyond their exhausting flapping,

of birds or insects hovering over me.

When their world opened up,

they could go anywhere unhindered, 

gliding over the clouds,

or floating on the sea...

to be free of the chains,

as they keep flying away.

Search for truth

 In search of truth,

I traveled through different worlds, 

created with philosophies and experiences,

wisdom of the old souls.

In the quest for clarity,

I explored many narratives,

presented with different scenarios, 

influenced by historical realities.

We all have our convictions, 

motivated by upbringing and traditions,

creating some confusions and contradictions,

that might bring about some friction.

So, I wondered...

which path is legitimate,

that's easy to follow and explain,

without being doubtful and uncertain.

The way of modernity has its benefits,

things are with proof and understandable,

but there are things unexplainable, 

which makes this journey incomplete.

I am nothing but a seeker of knowledge, 

gathering informations as a learning process,

being bound by social and materialistic obligations,

taking time out for deeper contemplation.

But isn't it's true for all of us,

when we are in tune with the world,

setting aside our personal issues,

ask questions, a calling of soul.

Dream self

Dream of Future Self

A gentle breeze flowing,

sitting on a bench, outside my home,

listening to a songbird, watching over the flower garden,

a smile forms over my lips.

As the wind got stronger,

the branches sways, leaves rustle,

I looked upward, as the petals fell over my face,

extended my hands to grab the fruit near me.

Biting the fruit, I return,

opening the gates with other arm,

the door was open, could hear her voice,

as she called me to her place.

Hugging me from behind,

I was welcomed with a smile,

as she asked for a help,

in doing some of chores.

My house is not that large,

but its good enough for us,

filled with many decorations, 

we have brought as souvenirs.

Each had its memories,

as we traveled and explored,

learned and grew together,

finally purchased this dream home.

We are getting older,

but still have the youthful heart,

being aligned with the nature,

we took many conscious decisions.

I am still charmed by her beauty,

as she been so gentle and kind,

as we created this dream world,

that displays shared value and aesthetics. 

I remembered old days,

working in a monotonous routine,

aspiring for some spontaneity, 

beginning of an adventure. 

And she arrived in my life,

days were filled with romance,

we complimented each other,

as a friend and companion.

Now I have all,

a place to call home,

friend in a partner,

families that supports,

financial security and freedom,

making independent choices,

as I do what I love,

while looking forward to many more.