If you want, I will sing

If you want, I will sing,

pull at your heartstrings,

checking all the boxes,

that you have dreamt.

Tell me if you desire,

to be put on a pedestal, 

where I would submit,

fulfill every whim & fancy.

To soothe your heart,

ease worries, address concerns,

so you don't carry the burden,

of the aches, & resentments. 

For, I understand your fears,

beneath that arrogant attitude, 

embarrassed to speak up,

your deepest feelings.

If you want, I will sing,

when only you allow me,

not demanding the results,

but gradually dissolving.

With moments, we spend,

with conversations we have,

finding that connections, 

passion that once faded away.

Strength vs roughness

They both feel same,

having similar denotation, 

still of contrasting character, 

of different connotation. 

Strength vs roughness...

The display of power,

can be flashy or subtle,

by emitting your virtuosity, 

through your temperament. 

The distinction had to be made,

how our emotions are surfaced,

presenting an unyielding exterior,

being imposing & resisting pressure.

For, strength is anchored deep,

rooted in purpose & containment, 

while roughness show turbulence,

fuelled by reactions and friction.

True strength is a shield of endurance, 

being dependable, solid foundations, 

the will to absorb distress & sufferings, 

bear the burden, making sacrifices. 

Roughness being volatile, is unrefined,

a perceived need to protect ego fragile, 

aggression creating the sharp edges,

which cuts & bleeds, with their actions.

While strength carry internal stability,

building trust with honesty & sincerity, 

underneath roughness, there's a fear,

of being hurt, controlled or exposed.

So, be mindful, when you project power,

What you display, strength or roughness?

Allure of larger structures

There is an allure, 

of building bigger structures, 

to show power or devotion.

We see it across the continents,

in large sculptures, massive monuments,

from ancient times to modern age,

humanity have never changed,

romanticize ideas of gigantic things,

investing wealth, effort and time.

Be it Asia, Europe or America's,

we had seen pyramid or temples,

and giant colossal structure.

They also carved statues,

of human, animals & deities,

leaving legacies forever. 

It is really awe-inspiring, 

to imagine what they achieved, 

with limited tools & knowledge. 

Still, the same could be seen,

creations of statues or buildings,

as a part of modern designs.

 

Hidden riches

We see statistics, national data,

representative of how much we fare,

in having population of millionaires.

Yet, there seems some mistakes,

of missing the mark, actual figures,

relying on information, from surface.

Hidden riches...

It's something we all realize,

as parallel economy openly thrives,

making people wealthy & affluent.

They don't live lavish lifestyles,

silently acquiring away from sights,

managing to live under the radars.

The first are the real estates,

absorbing unaccounted cash,

artificially inflating property market.

Then we're the informal sectors,

like private businesses, and traders,

cash based, outside the tax net.

Then there are agricultural exemptions, 

misused by large farmers & office holders, 

to mask massive earnings into zero returns.

Finally, large strata involve the corrupts,

bribes and embezzlement, as their modes,

stashed up in plots, investments & gold.

Hidden riches...

We may never arrive,

calculate the real size,

of millionaires around us.

Still, there are always signs,

development doesn't deceive eyes,

and official numbers...

Are pack of lies!

 

I used to collect

I used to collect, 

storing them in places,

finding corners of house,

in the loft, under the bed.

Colorful pebbles, seashells,

marbles I won in games,

playing cards, sports characters,

commemorative or older coins.

And I wondered why I continued,

taking efforts to gather and queue,

changing subject of fascination,

from objects to series and books.

Some would speak of hoarder mentality,

others find it way to preserve identities, 

when deep down we experience thrill,

of anticipations, hunts, rush of dopamine.

May be, it's like an anchor,

keeping us connected to bygone eras,

when we were genuinely invested,

unbound by worldly obligations. 

 

Symbiosis

Our world is interconnected, 

inorganic systems to organic life,

sustaining diverse ecosystems,

through invisible teamwork.

Symbiosis...

We might have learned, 

in various educative forums,

how they play their part,

in interspecies relationships. 

And we see them everywhere,

mutualism in plant & pollinators,

commensals living in body surfaces,

parasites benefits on other's expenses. 

Still, they survived a million years,

evolving into something durable,

till the cycles broken by invasions, 

interference by us humans.

There sacrifices often overlooked, 

paying the price of development, 

we find newer ways to destructions,

of lands, rivers, oceans & mountains. 

Symbiosis...

And I wonder, how much have we lost,

the delicate balance, between lifeforms,

when we have started civilization journey,

with the help of plants and animals.

Still, there's flicker of hope,

as we revert to nature's abode,

creating green infrastructures, 

and techniques utilizing microbiomes.

True intent

 If we really want to know,

What is the true intent of person,

We need to check their actions,

Over the years, 

Ideologies they follow,

When they don't pretend,

Nor trying to impress,

That inner drive,

Which forces them to act,

Not to play games,

But truly act,

Without caring about outcomes.

And then see,

Do they align,

With your views...

For, sooner or later,

The mask will fell,

When they are relaxed,

You could tell,

If they truly care,

About your vision.

To make the business flourish

There are startups and ventures,

emerging from different corners,

bringing something new & unique,

in the market for consumers.  

Yet, many couldn't sustain,

losing deposits & patience, 

when not rewarded with profits,

enough to keep them afloat. 

So, I wondered many times,

watching businesses closing down,

what helps survive changing times,

loyal customer base, or higher traffics.

For, qualities alone don't pull crowds,

visibility plays a significant role,

while affordability & desirability, 

creating openings, achieving the goals.

Still, I understand the value they bring,

helping in retentions and repeatability, 

when they capture people's imagination, 

through distinct features & brand values.

It helps in increasing the margins,

being resilient to economic dips,

but need years of investment, 

with dedication & discipline. 

So, what is the right way...

To make the business flourish?

 

Not on the same page

We fail to connect,

understanding on the subject,

making own assumptions,

before we communicate, 

leaving discussions stranded.

What influences interpretations, 

existing prejudices, or ignorance, 

a heart that reluctant to discover, 

of sailing uncharted waters,

never to leave the shores.

There's difference in perspectives, 

we only hear things that we believe,

missing out on important clues,

which were embedded in conversations, 

showing way of solving the puzzle.

Then again, we can be stubborn,

committed to move in single direction,

searching for the point of convergence, 

without abandoning our principles,

to enjoy fruit of our labor.

Not on the same page...

These moments don't wait,

as we spend our days,

in reinforcing positions,

when in reality, we want clarity, 

where thoughts find resonance. 

The divine procession

An auspicious day,

it's the start of divine celebrations, 

as we witness Lord Jagannath, 

step out of their sacred abode,

to meet with us devotees, 

on the Bada Danda. (Grand avenue)

Ratha Yatra...

This symbolic journey of deities, 

are not just mere ritual,

millions of devotees gather,

facing no prevalent barriers,

of caste, creed, nationality,

for, anyone can hold the ropes,

being part of the grandeur. 

The atmosphere is charged, 

with collective devotion & surrender, 

enduring the heat and suffocation,

of flood of enthusiastic crowds,

engrossed in pulling the ropes,

having their divine darshans,

in the sacred chariots.

Ratha Yatra, the divine procession...

Where divinity takes human form,

visiting Gundicha temple for a retreat,

a tradition where bhakt & bhagwan,

come closer for common goal, 

there's no distance that separates,

in this connection of souls.

Adult love for fantasy world

I have always wondered,

what makes fictional characters, 

so alluring for us viewers...

From childhood admiration for superheroes,

using magical powers in their adventures, 

action packed sequences fighting villains, 

being special from the start of the story,

or level up with struggles and friendships,

filling our heart with awe & excitements. 

When we grow, we become matured,

being graduated from juvenile narratives, 

involving ourselves in appropriate conduct,

meeting expectations of self and societies,

a blanket ban, making conscious efforts,

to repress our cravings for magical times.

Yet, there are many adults who hold,

diving deeper into the fantasy world,

after performing given duties.

It's their way of embracing inner child,

or understanding true value of myths,

helping them navigate hard realities. 

For, it not only an escape,

but a way of getting refreshed,

honoring lessons, inherent messages...

Deeply embedded in these stories!

Why we stay away

We tend to stay away,

from the tragedies that plays,

in immediate vicinities,

or occurring in distant places.

And I wonder underlying reasons,

that drove us in building positions, 

shutting heart to other's plights,

when situations demand attention. 

Sometimes people get overwhelmed, 

when brain mirrors their sufferings, 

activating brain's defense mechanism, 

preventing us from emotional drowning.

Then, there are ones taking action,

feeling helpless in finding solutions, 

their mind makes quick calculations, 

forcing to disengage, to maintain balance.

Still, some don't harbor empathy, 

show genuine indifference to stories,

which doesn't impact their living,

remains insignificant or uninteresting. 

It's natural to avoid distress, 

such processes can be overlapping, 

from initial reluctance, to evaluating,

of how much involvement is necessary. 

Perpetual waiting room

Holding out for someday,

when coast is finally clear,

to live more authentically,

without worries or fears,

and fulfill all of my wishes,

of having experiences. 

There were expectations, 

being bound to obligations, 

not having time or fortunes,

to fuel my expeditions,

while days were spent,

add savings or preparations. 

Before long, getting comfortable, 

maintain status quo, while fantasizing, 

projecting dreams in fictional world,

short outings breaking monotony, 

anything more being ambitious, 

demanding sacrifices or risking objections. 

Years passed, opportunities pass by,

adding guilt & regrets to the inventory, 

watching others complete the quests,

reap the benefits of their efforts,

while I was lagging, level not rising,

stranded alone with wishful thinking...

In my perpetual waiting room!

Introspection

We need introspection, 

bit of self-reflections, 

evaluating our actions,

before facing outside world. 

One can't grow up, 

by living in their thoughts,

everything good happens,

when actions followed words.

Emotions are a wonderful thing,

but reality works on practicality, 

where efforts and contributions, 

are essential to build trust.

So, let's carry goodness in heart,

while pursuing desired goals,

giving attention, sincere intentions, 

our honesty becoming the proof...

For universe to respond.

Home : Freedom or prison

 For most of us,

Home is an emotion,

being a restorative sanctuary,

within a turbulent world.

And I wonder,

what are the conditions,

which provides us freedom,

or sometimes, become prison?

The most important part,

in the dwellings, are inhabitants,

their quirks, habits, routines, 

and interpersonal relationships. 

For, it provides warmth & safety,

where we could show vulnerabilities, 

dropping our social masks,

to enjoy & relax, without judgments. 

Yet, here lies inherent limitations, 

if there are conflicts & hyper-criticisms, 

constant disrespect, ignoring boundaries, 

where every moment, feels draining. 

Then again, some tasks & obligations, 

consumes energy, demand our attentions, 

when free time used in giving services, 

of greetings, support, & maintenances.

We have to see the environment, 

house structures, our surroundings, 

living in apartment, independent homes,

staying isolated or gated communities. 

Shared walls, noisy neighborhoods,

impacts our peace and freedom, 

inherited homes brings some security, 

rented or mortgaged have some concerns.

Home: Freedom or prison

It depends on how we perceived, 

even small rooms feel warm & cozy,

while bigger villas cold and empty,

that gradually become suffocating. 

In the end, we want that control,

physical structures or interpersonal, 

providing us spaces to assert power, 

choosing when to connect or retreat.

Zeigarnik effect

It's a curious thing,

of us keep returning,

continuing the daily streaks,

in apps, games, or shows,

before we know it,

we have made it a routine.

Zeigarnik effect...

First named by soviet psychologist,

a principle followed by human brain,

of remembering tasks incomplete, 

much better that things complete.

A survival trait from evolution,

is now being used to create tension,

by modern mediums & technologies, 

to never provide a sense of completion. 

We have checklists and progress bars,

displaying in games, for pursuing quests,

videos and reels, played in the loops,

by keeping the best for the last.

Even shows have utilized cliffhangers, 

an unfinished story, demanding attention,

a trapped mental state, wanting resolution, 

interrupting the flow, to influence decisions. 

Zeigarnik effect...

By taking advantages of this tendency,

they captured loyalty of the followers, 

slowly taking away thrill and enjoyment, 

as if continuing out of obligations...

Leaving behind a hollow feeling!

Greed is unquenchable

What is the drive,

that keeps them going,

having fulfilled needs,

still keep stealing, 

when they get chance,

to have easy money?

No place is spared,

corruption thrives everywhere, 

in the corridors of power,

or modest neighborhoods, 

when given free reins,

even sacred spaces were spoiled.

It is natural to aspire for more,

as opportunities are sought,

to increase financial status, 

catering to family's requirements, 

by sometimes bending rules,

for personal advantages. 

It always begins small,

then become slippery slope,

crossing their ethical boundaries, 

by exploiting some loopholes,

becoming bolder and bolder,

when there's no negative consequences. 

They rationalize, later trivialize, 

developing an illusion of control,

blinding them to the inevitability, 

as their confidence grows,

the vessels of sin were filled,

till they were discovered.

Greed is unquenchable, 

an endless hedonic treadmill,

never to make you satisfied,

as you sink into the darkness,

losing honor, respect, integrity, 

tormented by conscience. 

At someone's mercy

How does it feel,

to be at someone's mercy,

when your life breathes, 

at someone's whim and fancy...

We have seen through history,

how power enforced subordination, 

be natural world, or human civilizations, 

dictating the modern landscape.

We have been ignorant, 

enclosed in our curated world,

fulfilling needs, seek conveniences,

to ever examine the processes. 

So, when we ever encounter, 

we understand the price paid,

for our food, shelter, development,

by snatching the rights of surroundings. 

Does our heart pains to see,

feeling powerless to change destinies,

when forests cleared, lands defiled,

ecosystems poisoned, killing organisms.

At someone's mercy...

We are part of this relentless onslaught, 

as active participant, or mute spectators, 

dampening the voices calling from within,

to stop, protest and protect...

These vulnerable existences!

Our invisible ceilings

We often stop,

from taking the leap,

when there's considerable gap,

between expectations & realities. 

It also involves,

our deepest concerns, 

of what we lack,

the price to be paid.

Our invisible ceilings...

Limiting our potential, 

from attaining the goals,

which we have envisioned, 

still don't put the effort.

Provided with opportunities, 

we self-sabotage with activities, 

assuming rejections & failures, 

against perceived superiority. 

Yet, somewhere deep down,

we know our real value,

of the time, efforts, achievements, 

that brought us present positions. 

So, it becomes difficult to proceed,

carrying flaws, and shortcomings, 

still being proud to settle down, 

living a life of mediocrity. 

Our invisible ceilings...

It questions our worth,

acting as break, for our growth, 

confining us in a safe space, 

as world moves to a better place...

Without us!

Convictions : personal choices or conformity

I have always admired,

ones with strong principles, 

making conscious choices,

going against consensus,

holding to their morality. 

It's normal to passively adhere, 

rules of traditions & cultures, 

some may protest, act as rebel,

to project individual intentions, 

only few acting for larger good.

We have seen many examples,

being ridiculed for their decisions, 

a vegan diet in carnivorous lifestyles, 

or monogamy in liberated societies,

shows control and discipline. 

For, living in a vegetarian household,

having limited power and resources,

devoid of options or incentives to indulge,

we were naturally inclined to work,

in these restrictive environments.

So, I have always admired,

their commitments for the cause,

showing integrity of characters, 

by overcoming these temptations,

demonstrating self-mastery.

Why relationships break

Have we ever wondered, 

When feelings are mutual,

Why relationships breaks.

May be priorities are different, 

Having different goals,

But that doesn't causes,

Our feeling to fade,

Not the distance, 

Not the silence, 

But something deeper,

Influences...

By not putting effort,

While expecting from others,

Raising doubts,

By hiding intentions, 

Then lying, evading,

Blaming it on others,

When in reality,

Only serving self-interest,

Harboring negative attitude, 

By criticizing, make accusations, 

But when diving deeper,

It's about hiding insecurities, 

Not giving attention,

Or address genuine concerns,

But expecting rewards, 

Without making commitments,

Not mending the cracks,

Lack of sincere communication,

Yet, hoping bond to survive, 

Over a weak foundation. 

It takes years

It takes years, 

in honing the craft,

countless sacrifices,

to attain the top,

still facing shortage,

to fulfill envisioned goals.

It takes years,

dedicated to the service,

facing struggles & hardships,

undervalued, not compensated,

demotivated, lack of progress,

continuing, from fear or comfort.

It takes years,

waiting for the opportunity, 

exploring newer avenues, 

rationing time & resources,

adding revenue streams,

for managing households.

It takes years,

draining emotional energy,

physical strength exhausted, 

as if shackled in the chains,

of duties and responsibilities,

to never see dreams again.

It takes years,

only to witness the change,

entrepreneurial spirit of youth,

using modern technologies, 

to have financial gains,

even as a student!

And they rue, as they surrender, 

what's the point, of these years!

Lake waves

I sat on the bank,

of this serene lake,

watching the waves,

as breeze gently wakes,

dormant sentiments. 

A pleasant stream,

of colorful themes,

beneath vast cerulean skies,

lies expanse of verdant green,

as far as eyes could see.

People gather in a throng,

to witness this natural show,

as outings or explorations, 

for the adults and children, 

chatting, playing, having refreshments 

There were ferryboats in distance, 

taking groups for limited sightseeing,

create radiating ripples on the surface,

along with cacophony in backgrounds, 

they disturb the tranquility of place.

I watched the ducks resting,

in the elevated edges of earth,

huddled together in the corners,

having exhausted their energy,

dealing with water & prying eyes.

I sat on the bank,

away from the swarming crowds,

soaking the atmosphere in silence,

as wind whispers songs of land,

through the lake waves.

Bronchitis

A change of season,

humid, damp conditions, 

with dust and allergens, 

triggers airway inflammation. 

Bronchitis...

We see elderly and children,

feeling under the weather,

having dry cough & fever,

sometimes difficult breathing.

And we worry, about their health,

seeing them wincing in pain,

having sudden bouts of cough,

persisting for days or weeks.

Acute illness are self-limiting, 

when we give care properly 

adequate rest, plenty of fluid,

keeping them warm with coverings.

Bronchitis...

If we suspect something serious,

do visit clinics, for check-ups,

prevention is ideal, reducing the risks,

still medications can be necessary,

for serious ailments.

Don't rain

A mild drizzle, sprinkle drops,

forecasting, dark clouds overhead,

I rushed, taking out my bike,

trying to outrun, incoming rainfall.

Don't rain...

I prayed to divine powers,

to delay the inevitable showers, 

till I reach, arrive at destination,

with dry cloths and footwear.

I picked up the pace,

hearing rumble of distant thunder,

navigating through the traffic,

cursing the slower vehicles.

I could smell the moisture, 

a hint of pleasant petrichor, 

but my mind is occupied, 

in covering distance to my home.

A sudden flash, followed by roar,

I got caught, in a downpour,

drenched from head to toe,

not enough time to wear raincoat!

I found refuge under makeshift shed,

watching the relentless sheet of gray,

soaked to the bone, shivering in the chill,

as puddles formed, trees sway violently.

Don't rain...

I whispered one last time,

then admired this monsoon surprise,

as nature itself comes alive,

when sky and earth entwined.

Who am I to stop this union,

for my own convenience!

Spudcell : Synthetic cell

A breakthrough in synthetic biology,

developing world's first "bottom-up" cell,

capable of completing full life cycle. 

Spudcell...

Irregular, blobby shape resembling potato,

can feed, grow, and replicate their genome,

using non-living chemical components. 

Created in soup of molecules, genes & lipids,

spontaneously formed cell-like membranes, 

as if performing a miracle.

Researchers celebrate achieving milestone,

still, there are doubts, some hesitations, 

to consider this cell truly alive.

It can't manufacture its own ribosomes,

borrowed components degrade over time,

lineage failing after 5 to 10 generations. 

Spudcells...

As we ponder on threshold for life,

would we consider it superior to viruses,

when viruses can survive while it decays.

For, scientific definitions are clear,

triad of metabolic network, membrane & information carrier,

which were fulfilled by Spudcell.

Still, it is early to speculate,

we don't know how things evolve,

and we might form artificial life!

When pride triumphs feelings

When pride triumphs feelings,

It creates dangerous conditions, 

Where surface seems peaceful,

But over an active volcano,

Waiting to erupt...

With the slightest trigger.

And each lies, every excuses,

Becomes means to assert dominance,

We may feel satisfied by our positions, 

But in reality, we are losing trust,

Compromising integrity, corrupting character. 

What is depth?

The distinction we made,

to experience conversations, 

which doesn't bore us,

by floating on the surface.

What is depth?

We need introductions,

before delving into unknown, 

to develop strong affinity,

to pursue it till the end.

We have varied interests, 

which may align, lead to disagreements, 

forcing us to choose, make adjustments, 

maintain balance, need arrangements. 

There are genuine concerns,

lack of effort, giving due attention, 

creating ideal conditions to interact,

gradually diving into deeper parts.

So, what is depth...

It's too subjective a value,

to label our preferences, 

when a future being lost,

falling victim to impatience.

Seeking therapy

"You should try therapy,

it would be a great help,

having assisted in my healing,

I vouch for its effectiveness"

She said it nonchalantly, 

as if it's a natural thing,

making me perplexed, 

of what it supposed to mean.

She was the confident one,

taking challenges head on,

achieved so much in life,

that were aspired by many.

So I ponder the reasons,

modern women seeking therapy,

something reserved for specific issues,

entering into normal conversations. 

Does lifestyle change play a role,

burdens associated with being independent, 

loss of community, outsourcing connections, 

a healing journey, or finding validations?

Seeking therapy...

From medical treatment to wellness model,

there's a cultural shift in the narratives, 

it reduced the stigma around mental health,

yet, romanticized it into something regressive...

When used to deflect responsibilities!

Manifestations

We have been told,

to picture our dreams,

believing it wholeheartedly, 

for wishes to manifest.

Many are skeptical, 

doubting veracity of claims,

who questions firm believers,

to show them such miracles.

Manifestations...

I wonder how many prevailed, 

securing a seat at the top,

boasting of a winning mindset,

brought them closer to the goal.

For, when we have achievements, 

we tend to exaggerate moments, 

which were part of ordinary, 

but played important role in success.

And they overlook a thousand things,

that were abandoned, lost in journey, 

getting diverted from starting point, 

a radical departure from what they have been.  

Then again, when we count outcomes,

not the efforts, and disappointments, 

we prefer to emphasize progresses, 

which projects our competence.

Manifestations...

In the cacophony of praises, 

we drown the helpless cries,

of those unfortunate ones,

who have lost to the competitions.

They, too, have trusted themselves, 

pouring heart & soul on the subject,

still faced obstacles, even failures, 

obscured from sights, as others dazzles...

Who truly won, lottery of manifestations!

(P.S. I believe in manifestations, but also a practical person. We  must work towards our dreams along with keeping our faith in the universe)

Popping a pill

It's a generation thing,

or changing lifestyles, 

as people replacing meals,

by popping a pill.

In the era of micromanagement,

there's an emergence of supplements, 

markets flooded with options,

multivitamins, and dietary gummies.

This sudden surge, as rapid boom,

is not happening in a vacuum, 

but shows alarming concerns,

of modern living, & changing nutrition.

Industrial farming has depleted the soil,

reducing availability of vitamins & minerals,

while cooking is replaced by conveniences, 

for saving time, adding some insurances.

There's also rise of health issues,

byproducts of stress and exposures, 

pushing towards preventive measures, 

as promoted by social media influencers.

Popping a pill, I was thrilled,

to fill the gap, clear the bills,

body demands, deficiencies impacts,

to reach closer, to healthier me!

Don't make it a burden

It's your life, 

it's your decisions,

path you have taken,

determines the outcomes,

so, don't make it a burden...

We all have our dreams,

been given different options, 

but choices were made,

taking many considerations.

There will be sacrifices, 

facing trials & tribulations, 

still, we could endure hardships, 

when efforts come to fruition. 

It's a universal occurrence,

some facing few, others more,

testing limits of our tolerance, 

and depth of the character.

One can rebel, or to grovel, 

acting as victim, or get empowered,

when they react, to the pressures,

having the patience, or show frustrations. 

Don't make it a burden...

Face challenges with determinations,

overcome obstacles to attain positions, 

be it your professional, or personal life,

dedicate yourself with love & devotion, 

when you have made a choice,

provide sustained cooperation!

Shared experiences

I always wondered, 

how different or similar, 

they live around the world...

So I watched, 

as they showcased, 

walking down the roads,

in local street markets.

And I saw them experience,

be it Europe, Asia, or America,

them rushing for the work,

buying & selling products,

electric wires tangling overhead,

dented scooters, broken vases,

some places were messy,

while others clean, being cared 

And I felt a connection,

observing routines, their interactions, 

there's a charm, even in imperfections.

It is something I have missed,

while browsing through high societies, 

with tall buildings, elite neighborhoods, 

projecting aesthetics of perfections, 

lacking these gritty, cultural markers, 

as if detached from the realities.

Then again, it all depends,

on the lifestyle, I have lived,

experiences might be different, 

for the ones from higher societies,

where streets become foreign, 

while affluent lifestyles, 

feels closer to home.

In the end, we all crave,

for that shared experiences!

Choosing our diet

 From ancient times, human species are flexiterian omnivores. Their menu depended on climate, geography and cultural era.

So, people can be vegan, vegetarian, and non-vegetarian under the ambit of our evolution. Even now, what we eat or how we eat is influenced by availability, interests, culture, and environmental conditions. Like people in temperate climate or colder regions are high-meat diet while people living in tropical or equatorial locations have high-plant diet.

Personally, I have a plant centric diet, with occasional inclusions of meat, predominantly eggs, and fish. It is primarily influenced by upbringing, as part of vegetarian household and a general aversion for animal-based diet.

I, like many in global communities, consider egg as vegetarian and as per traditions, consider milk product as best nutrition. 

But I completely understand the allure of protein heavy and highly pleasing taste of meats of higher animals be it chicken, mutton, pork, or others. 

The use of livestock as food resources can't be ignored when we see how much entrenched they are in people lifestyles. Still, I also understand the viewpoint of animal lovers to reduce sufferings of these sentient creatures. That is the very reason I have limited my intake, in special days or celebrations. Does it make me a hypocrite?

Looking back, I always had soft spot for animals. I stopping fishing in childhood, because I couldn't see them struggling once captured and taken out. Avoided the visits to meat stall or butchery. Even recently when visited chilika lake, I avoided crab curry because he asked me to choose the crab to kill and make it fresh. 

They say, people will stop eating non-vegetarian in commercial setups when they see how animals are treated in slaughterhouse. Sometimes I wonder how people can regularly visit or work in such places without impacting their mental health. Have they become numb, or lost their abilities for empathy or compassion. Then again, they have to feed their families, and someone had to do these works. Hunting is separate thing, when done for pleasure, thrill and display of power. 

So, I don't think we could reach any consesus on choosing our diets.

I like the world today

 I like the world today,

this era of globalization, 

having access to knowledge, 

which expands our perceptions. 

Having secured their basic survival, 

people have become more conscious, 

valuing aesthetics and individuality, 

with care for environmental concerns. 

For, we now have the conveniences,

allowing moments for inquisitiveness, 

reading, writing, indulging in plays,

creating personal space in digital age.

Our diets have become diverse, 

learning to optimize our nutrition, 

we kept moving towards efficiency, 

both in quantities and flavors. 

There's a drive for sustainable practices, 

we have been learning from mistakes, 

using technologies and innovations, 

to diversify the source of essentials. 

Yet, things haven't changed much,

with acceleration of modernization,

population still puts massive pressure,

through our consumption of resources. 

I like the world today,

as civilizations have matured enough, 

still greed for power & possessions, 

fuels the engine of global systems.

Hopefully, with newer technologies, 

we arrive at universal consensus, 

to protect, to cherish, to revive, 

what we have damaged...

Daily chores

I got bored,

doing routine chores,

these daily grinds,

of attending works.

I was supposed to have fun,

being passionate for my job,

feeling of joy and excitements, 

occupying my thoughts.

Yet, days were ordinary & predictable, 

there's no enthusiasm in my heart,

performing duties, engage in hobbies,

splitting time between office & home.

Sometimes having existential crisis,

re-evaluate my current directions, 

of desires and wishes fulfilled, 

beyond the graveyards of aspirations. 

Daily chores...

When I navigate real world,

I become weary of repetitions, 

in the monotony of living, 

for paychecks or elusive goals.

But then, I heard a voice,

speaking of my contributions, 

bringing smile in the faces,

facing hardships, & sufferings.

And I kept going...

Burn the bridge

I tried to evade,

look past the traits,

which seem intimidating, 

disappointing at best.

Burn the bridge...

An intuitive nudge,

I tried to ignore,

optimistic in outlook,

I opened the doors.

And it flooded,

bringing the elements,

of something raw,

of something important. 

Never have I felt,

feelings so intimate,

ignoring warning signs,

occasionally surfaced,

driven by hormones,

and naive imaginations,

I indulge on the treats.

Burn the bridge...

From fairy tales,

I was thrown into real world,

asking difficult questions, 

which were much needed.

Each time I gave a chance,

endured conflicting viewpoints, 

it furthered the distance, 

till nothing remained.

Bring back sweetness

Bring back sweetness, 

sprinkled into our hearts, 

this world has become toxic,

poisoning people's thoughts,

making them weigh actions,

building walls for precautions,

seeking benefits from interactions, 

than genuinely enjoy talks.

It was much easier in childhood, 

or villages, untouched by modernity, 

when interactions were sincere,

now becoming memories of past,

For, we have been conditioned, 

limiting perceptions for our growth,

putting burdens of expectations, 

misplaced priorities, for fleeting successes. 

Bring back sweetness,

enshrined in gentle hearts,

which softens the atmosphere, 

filling it with tenderness & comfort,

when it doesn't remain situational,

shared unfiltered in conversations, 

irrespective of age, and relations, 

creating warm and happy world.

Change of plans

Sometimes we face situations, 

where we run into hurdles,

as we embarked on the journey,

towards specific goals in mind.

From mild annoyance, to distress,

we might react to the predicament, 

caught off guard, being at a loss,

we may experience thought paralysis.

Then there are optimistic fellows,

using the setbacks as opportunities, 

to explore new, uncharted paths,

to clear objectives, salvage goals.

For, it's not end of the world,

sometimes things goes wary, 

even with the precautions taken,

we have to be prepared, for eventuality. 

Change of plans...

Not something we want,

but remain open to possibilities, 

without taking it to hearts, 

then maybe, we were blessed...

With something pleasant!

Too passionate a performance

Too passionate a performance, 

seeking hearts for resonance,

stirring emotions of the audiences,

for leaving a lasting impact.

One, two, there are many,

from pioneers to newer talents,

each bringing something different, 

to capture the attentions. 

When atmosphere is charged,

they consume energy so vast,

engaging senses of spectators,

till their interests were lost.

For, there's a limit to our concentration,

there's evaluations and distractions, 

if things happens as continuous sets,

some participants have advantages. 

Too passionate a performance, 

with similar skills and competence, 

creates a vicious cycle of fortunes, 

demanding ingenuity and artfulness.

May be, many develop the tools,

to gently hold, shifting the moods,

touching baselines, increasing thresholds, 

providing a fighting chance...

For performance!

Geomythology

When many have rejected, 

the beliefs of native people,

some researchers have understood, 

importance of this information. 

Geomythology...

It's the study of myths & folklore,

passed down through generations, 

which were not mere oral traditions, 

but record of real-world geological event.

For centuries, we have dismissed,

labeling then as primitive superstitions, 

but now, we have made discoveries, 

making it archives of eyewitness observations. 

When ancient people observe events,

which were catastrophic or spectacular, 

they translate into divine or heroic tales,

narrating floods, earthquakes & eruptions.

There were doubts and criticisms, 

of how memories not contaminated, 

when we couldn't remember for long,

false ideas are easier to manufacture. 

Yet, human brain works miraculously, 

when existence is under severe threats, 

imprinting precise wordings & information, 

to be spread without deviations.

Geomythology...

There's so much to be unearthed,

if we are attentive to these descriptions,

finding geological contexts in stories,

to reach the true history of humanity. 

Aroused

I see you in crowd, 

really standing out,

being so gorgeous, 

my heart skips a beat.

And I was drawn,

your mysterious charm,

as emotions swarm,

making my body hot,

I was aroused...

You came closer,

noticing my gaze,

wearing a smile,

eyes full of mischiefs.

I felt nervous,

so hard to converse,

while mind is racing,

whiffing temping scent,

trying to savor...

And we part,

couldn't give compliments, 

these overflowing desires, 

spilled into fantasy world.

I imagined our dance,

in the heights of romance,

where passion takes over,

exploring corners of body,

I wanted to devour...

Aroused...

Forgive me for indulging, 

envisioning your silhouette,

projecting my cravings,

for fleeting pleasures. 

Infiltration or migrations

The world had seen conditions, 

where people leave native region,

travelling to newer locations,

for alleviating hardships,

or following their ambitions. 

For, people want experiences, 

opportunities to attain higher positions, 

fulfillment of dreams and aspirations, 

meeting commitments towards obligations, 

providing for necessities & protection. 

Most of us love our homeland,

very few abandons without plans,

when it becomes uninhabitable, 

adversely impacting lives from reasons,

situations of economics, political & environmental. 

So, we see constant movements, 

towards the places with abundance,

trying to find a place for themselves, 

by taking strenuous, menial jobs,

needed by developed societies.

But it comes with disadvantages, 

with competitions for the resources, 

changes in demography & cultures,

which influences political discourse,

challenging nation's sovereignty. 

Infiltration or migrations...

We may never find the balance,

to protect the rights of citizens,

while negotiating their intrusions, 

by creating legal boundaries,

for having regulated interactions. 

Mamihlapinatapa

From yaghan people of southern America,

comes one of the most succinct word,

capturing complex social dynamics,

which doesn't rely on sounds.

Mamihlapinatapa...

A look shared, by two people,

each wishing, other to initiate,

something, that they both desire,

but neither is willing to begin.

We have encountered, unspoken silence, 

either have witnessed, or experienced,

in professions, gatherings, & romances, 

where situations push us into stalemate.

In meetings, volunteers were expected,

we look at others, for speak up first,

being with crush, stealing glances, 

fearing rejections & awkwardness.

In the fights, conflicts & disagreements, 

when we feel sorry, wanting forgiveness, 

making eye contact, still being hesitant, 

pride takes over, making us reluctant.

Mamihlapinatapa...

A deeper connect, for mutual understandings, 

shared acknowledgement, accepting vulnerabilities, 

sometimes, we need a profound reminder,

that communication happens, in quiet space.

Look in the mirror

Look in the mirror, 

before you judge,

life's not some questions, 

that you can dodge.

We have tendencies, 

to look at what benefits, 

ignoring concerns of others, 

before we start to preach.

Each one have their flaws,

very few willing to show,

hiding behind pretence, 

to protect fragile ego.

Those who acknowledge, 

willing to rectify mistakes, 

open the possibilities,

to evolve, to be awakened.

Still, we are too fixated,

to our wishes & expectations,

getting hurt from disappointments, 

when things didn't work out.

So, look in the mirror,

before you judge,

when you are no better,

in actions and thoughts. 

 

"Things will work out"

I have heard her say,

as if comforting worrying brain,

faced with setbacks and failures, 

she was overcome with dread.

It's therapeutic to ears,

reducing anxieties and fears,

when such affirmative sentences, 

dispel the gloom, evoke optimism,

providing space, for fostering resilience. 

"Things will work out"

I admired her convictions, 

still felt a sense of disillusionment, 

watching her wait for divine interventions, 

having no urgency to take actions, 

hoping the problem solves by itself.

Becoming passive is not the answer,

or dismissing yearnings & emotions, 

it takes years to build safety nets,

which could protect us from situations, 

where it didn't pan out as intended.

"Things will work out"

I let out a sigh,

when she uses it as charm,

admiring her positive outlook,

still feel for her wishful thinking, 

when realities can be hard.

Take your rest

Take your rest,

you have done your best,

now it's the time,

to relax and rejuvenate.

So, enjoy, laze around,

let me serve, hold your crown,

all your demands will be met,

today is your special day.

I know you might feel uneasy,

to break away from routines, 

trained your mind and body,

anticipate orders or biddings. 

Society works in a curious way,

even socialization is exhausting, 

here, you will not face expectations, 

every moment is your vacation.

Let's make this atmosphere serene,

as if watching turquoise oceans,

swaying palm fronds, crimson sunsets,

enjoying refreshments in tropical islands.

Or would you prefer emerald valleys, 

towering pine forests, mist-shrouded peaks,

melodic chirping, with rushing streams,

as if transported to some hill station.

Take your rest,

make the most of these moments,

have some delicacies, play games,

share your thoughts, lighten burden...

For, today, you are the guest!

Happy Raja Parba!!

Clothes maketh the man

A century-old proverb,

still stands to this day,

of society making opinions, 

and confidence we gain,

when we wear better dress.

In our upbringings, it is shaped,

from financial status, interests, 

being affiliated to institutions, 

might demand certain uniform,

until we were freed from obligations. 

So, it begins with personal freedom,

influenced by aesthetics & opinions, 

dressing to express, make impressions, 

carving our unique interpretations, 

of comfort, style and presentations.

There are many who aspired,

allure by the beauty and desires,

flaunting capacities through attires,

using it to further their empire,

within relations, groups & communities.

For, dress functions as silent communication, 

commands respect, projects competence, 

inspiring confidence in self and others,

when we give attention to the details,

there's a positive shift in our behaviors. 

Yet, we have seen many examples,

of billionaires were rejecting fashion,

by wearing simple, casual dresses, 

not allowing outfits to define characters,

letting their work make the statements. 

Vintage ambience

There's an allure,

of these retro settings,

creating such spaces,

in restaurants or gatherings.

Vintage ambience...

There's increase demands,

of old-school aesthetics, 

using incandescent bulbs,

earthen pots & brass utensils. 

The walls show paintings,

of village life, humble designs,

nostalgic for older generations, 

exotic style for youthful enthusiasm. 

The decorations were added,

of bamboo handicrafts, wall hangings,

care taken for lights and music,

to gently envelop surroundings. 

Vintage ambience...

Triggers anemoia in my heart,

like an antidote for modern life,

transporting us to an era,

simpler, slower, more authentic. 

It shows...

It shows...

How you feel inside,

changing your features, 

getting it shadowed,

or shining right.

Not only your glow,

it changes your life,

letting people know,

how to be identified. 

People tend to project,

trying to see through lenses,

getting excited or disappointed, 

from your external appearance. 

When you get personal,

one discovers newer sides,

they might like or dislike,

changing behaviors or blinds.

It shows...

Still, a lot depends,

on how we see ourselves,

which then influences opinions, 

enhancing or waning interests. 

So, be mindful of your acts,

this art of making an impression, 

whose heart you want to capture,

or characteristics, you want to amplify.

Going down memory lane

Going down memory lane,

what was lost, what remained,

treasured songs echoing inside,

or the yearning, never attained...

Browsing through writing & pictures, 

from childhood to youthful years,

where days were colorful hues, 

feelings were latched, still blues.

Going down memory lane,

it's not nostalgia that stayed,

but regrets of lost times,

where goals have failed.

I tried to romanticize,

but the ache, made me wise,

it's not just symbolic explorations,

but requires judicious engagement. 

Going down memory lane,

I visited dreams forsaken, 

remnants of a radiance,

once inhabiting body.

And I lament, the stalemate,

ruminating through mistakes,

questioning actions, & my fate,

still leaving me in the lurch...

Going down memory lane,

provided me with some solace,

for the distance I have travelled, 

from my starting point!

Missed greetings

I keep forgetting, 

everytime needs reminding,

small hints and complainings, 

for this blunder...

Missed greetings...

I was preoccupied, 

been distracted this time,

having urgent works to do,

or I wouldn't have neglected. 

There are people keeping memos,

with mental notes, having demos,

to refresh, planning in advance,

leaving nothing to chance.

I do feel guilty, when I failed,

ruining such an important day,

when you are anticipating, 

something special coming your way.

So, I will not make any excuses,

greet properly, asking forgiveness, 

I might be late, but have well-wishes,

so, put a smile, it's time for celebration!

Staying honest

It's not easy to blend,

when society has requirements, 

to welcome us into it's fold,

by playing visible roles.

Staying honest...

I chose the difficult path,

to be transparent in my acts,

not lying, hiding my thoughts,

for personal advantages. 

I am not benevolent, 

been selfish for my turn, 

still, value other's contributions, 

not exploiting their goodwill.

So, I avoided such situations, 

limiting my involvement in activities, 

which might become unethical, 

swayed by lapse of judgments. 

Still, I understand circumstances, 

which forces others to take chances,

to pursue aspirations or obligations, 

that were contrary to my expectations. 

Staying honest...

I might be respectful for other's plights, 

wishing them happiness, as they rise,

still, be wary of deception and betrayals, 

when they show signs, having associations...

Which can have long-term ramifications. 

 

Peace or chaos?

"Better to be a dog in times of peace than a man in times of chaos" 

A Chinese proverb,

telling us something deep,

which the world today,

is lacking...

To be a dog in tranquility,

free from existential dread,

provided with comfortable living.

There's no sudden changes,

exposure to unpredictable weathers, 

stealing away peace and harmony. 

Chaos brings disturbances, 

putting immense toll,

on human consciousness.

Burdens of moral dilemmas,

navigating difficult choices,

forcing into hypervigilance.

Humanity with superior intellect,

could've prevented global unrest,

still corrupted by greed for power.

So, tell me, with limited capacity,

but maintaining equanimity, 

deprives them of growth...

Or truly become a luxury?

The essence of nature is to give

The essence of nature is to give,

return in full, what it received,

flowering plants, fruiting trees,

pays the price for what it needs.

What human calls food chains,

were the examples of that maintained,

from inorganic to organic matters, 

there's a presence of an invisible force.

The river flows to the oceans,

playing roles in water cycles,

and when we delve deeper,

every element goes through recycles. 

Oxygen and carbon dioxide in the air,

nitrogen, phosphorus in ecosystems, 

even rocks transforming with time,

going through geological activities.

The essence of nature is to give,

all organisms sustain another being,

creating a web of mutual reliance,

that is rooted in very design of life.

Yet, human being are sole exceptions, 

acting purely as consumers, 

having broken the sacred cycle,

destroying this delicate balance...

Which is difficult to reverse!

Efficient thinking

I don't know when it changed,

random thoughts became scant,

oscillating between extremes,

dopamine surge, or being productive.

Efficient thinking...

As I grew older, having exposures, 

climbing the ladders, focusing career, 

before long, filling specific contents,

restricting space for imaginations. 

It's natural for our reasonings, 

recognize patterns, process information, 

using mental shortcuts, early decisions,

maximize capacities, optimizing systems.

Society prefers the ones finding solutions,

having the skill set for crisis management, 

to become a cog in ceaseless machine,

necessary for the long-term survival. 

Yet, it does come with demerits, 

being susceptible to cognitive biases, 

while missing nuances, creative pursuits,

in my inclinations for over-simplification. 

Efficient thinking...

I am fortunate to have learned, 

still wish for exploring dimensions, 

diving into the creative artistry, 

beyond the boundaries of reasons.

Trophy travels

In old days, people stays,

living their life in one place,

where travelling is dangerous, 

and responsibilities, 

kept dreams at bay.

Trophy travels...

With advancements of technologies, 

we have reduced time for transit,

having every tool at our disposals, 

we are visiting newer locations,

for work, leisure and learnings.

Yet, there's growing narratives, 

of flaunting it as achievements,

creating a form of status symbol,

by gamification of visiting countries,

passport stamps as visual currency.

Now it's more tourists than explorers, 

vacationers were replacing seekers,

where casual visits were entertained,

to clear bucket list, adding memories, 

adding as feat of accomplishments. 

Trophy travels...

Even if the journey is exhausting, 

facing crowds, procedural delays,

they still attract ordinary people,

for the sense of personal growth,

when in reality, it's curated isolations. 

So, I wonder, 

What makes it as trophy, 

To be gloated upon?

El Niño and Monsoons

The arrival of monsoon delayed,

forewarning coming bad days,

our much loved monsoon,

is facing some interferences.

El Niño...

Abnormal warming of pacific oceans,

disrupting global atmospheric circulation,

as it influences, altering wind patterns,

pulling rainfall away from us Indians.

Cross-equatorial winds carried moisture,

with transforms into seasonal rainfall,

but these warming heavily suppressed, 

causing below normal, potential downfall.

These gloomy backgrounds are concerning,

but weak westerly winds weren't helping,

too disorganized to push moisture inland,

to replace vast stretches of clear skies.

And we worry, of severe dry spells,

as El Niño gradually gain strength,

impacting central & northern states,

of life dependent on monsoon rains.

White space

We were used to working,

by following schedules, 

where time is utilized, 

by planning & performing.

Yet, not all days are same,

sometimes we are occupied, 

sometimes remain free,

depending on demands met.

White space...

These deliberate gaps,

between meetings & tasks,

acting as buffer, mental reset,

or for planning & reflections. 

But, now things have changed,

with arrival of information age,

life became easier & convenient,

adding distractions in its place.

With constant flow of dopamine,

watching reels and playing games,

these empty moments being unsettling, 

increasing the feeling of restlessness.

Many create schedules, define boundaries, 

learn newer skills, refreshing knowledge, 

others include movements, and exercises, 

or just do nothing, taking power naps.

Bioluminescence

We have always been fascinated, 

by the flickering glow of fireflies,

lightening atmosphere in dark nights,

in the marsh, lakes and jungles,

but there's something more,

which capture our attentions, 

is seeing these shining colors,

emitting from living organisms. 

Bioluminescence...

From sunless depth of deep sea,

to terrestrial forest floors, it unveils,

mysteries hidden from our eyes,

as evolutionary tools of organisms,

as various forms of communication,

for offenses, defenses, mating rituals,

in shades of blue, green and yellow,

intriguing our sensory receptors.

And we are fortunate to learn,

through documentaries & researches, 

there's more concealed from eyes,

which are behind ethereal displays, 

be it chemicals, luciferin & photoprotein,

or complex relationships, between species,

like flashlight fish harboring bacteria,

or glowing mushrooms beneath soils.

Bioluminescence...

From survival instincts, to sheer aesthetics,

we truly are captivated by this masterpiece! 

Culture influences communication

There are cultural influences, 

in how we interact or converse,

some were loud & expressive,

others prefer quietness, being reserved.

Societal norms create perceptions, 

adding nuances on deeper engagements,

developing into communication styles,

for conveying closeness & enthusiasm. 

It varies with regions, races, classes, 

choices on leaders, work & lifestyles, 

where individuality & upbringings, 

were enhanced by beliefs & customs.

And we see, how people interact, 

while forming biases, in our hearts,

where certain sections were perceived, 

as being overbearing, or too distant.

It also changes with our tastes,

higher amplitudes, magnified presence, 

or avoid limelight, prioritizing silence, 

whichever feels real, piques our interests. 

So, cultures strongly influence,

how we interact or communicate, 

but its about personal choices,

of which way we want to express. 

Verbum sap

"Verbum sapienti sat est"

A word to the wise is sufficient, 

there's no need for elaboration, 

the ones perceptive & intelligent, 

can easily understand the situation.

We have been suffering for long, 

creating unnecessary scenarios, 

using roundabout languages,

to convey underlying emotions. 

People face struggles, people are lost,

without directions, guided to the posts,

choosing to blame, indulging in criticisms, 

than to reflect, on own shortcomings. 

There's no point of exaggerations, 

when path lies in having reflections, 

enhancing our discerning power, 

to detect underlying reasons. 

So, the true enlightened ones,

prefer silence to demanding attention, 

using subtle cues, brief gestures, 

to comprehend, and evaluate options. 

Verbum sap...

We gain it with experience,

having the discipline & patience,

deepening connections with surroundings, 

to attain the mastery over interactions. 

Inspired music : Theft or homage

We have fond recollections,

of the songs stirring emotions, 

those catchy beats, soft melodies, 

or great ones, being the support,

of our life's decisions. 

Growing up, we get attached, 

praise the magic of performance, 

a symphony of vocals & instruments, 

under the Midas touch of composers,

bestowed upon us average people. 

Yet, we discover the brutal truth,

secrets behind those masterpieces,

being stolen, copied from outside,

embellished with pieces for covers,

taking the credit of other's creations. 

It's not a theft, they argued, 

but paying homage, their tribute,

taking inspiration, using the chords,

for spreading the charm to masses,

by sampling, & re-imagining the tunes.

The universal appeal of music,

transcends ages and geography, 

we celebrate, share our favorites, 

in a way, to generate interests, 

what truly matters...

Our passion & intent!

Role of entertainments in civilizations

Since ancient times, 

humanity understood the values,

what entertainments play in life.

From chipped stones & mineral pigments, 

they carved primitive rock paintings, 

using oral narrations, clay tablets,

stories were shared among generations. 

Singing, dancing, creating folklore,

celebrating harvests, religious festivals,

commemorate events, grand occasions,

using sports and fights, off-seasons.

We see them developing separately, 

every region has its special traditions,

while it served as powerful glue,

transforming diverse groups, 

into cohesive society.

In the epics, rituals and performances,

we preserve history, promote values,

as they become living archives,

unifying codes, strengthening identity.

With expanding population, demographic changes,

came diverse opinions, individualized choices,

there were misgivings, of social hierarchies, 

while feelings needed some expressions.

So, leaders brought common stages,

from dramas, conflicts, and carnivals,

temporarily releasing social pressures, 

where everyone's experiences are equal.

Role of entertainment in civilizations, 

have only advanced with innovations,

and now deeply ingrained, 

as an important part of our lives!

Don't expect from others

Don't expect from others,

what you cannot give,

with outstretched palms,

waiting to receive. 

You set the rules of the game,

but others will seldom play,

until there's level playing field,

where each party has a say.

You can make mental scenarios,

but world moves at its own pace,

having a small window of time,

for grabbing passing opportunities. 

There's no use of blames or regrets,

one has to be rational in approach, 

nothing happens by holding grudges,

when you don't take initiatives. 

Then again, we have always known,

dreams incubating deep in hearts, 

which drives decisions, overcoming hesitations, 

encouraging us to follow directions. 

So, don't expect from others,

when you are not ready,

to contribute, to reciprocate

devoting your life to desired goals.

Or you can keep aspiring, 

for better alternatives. 

Lucky sneezes

I know this feeling, 

there's warning itch,

as tension is build,

before incoming sneeze!

"Wait, pause for a moment, 

or let out another breeze!"

My mother calls me out,

as I was about to leave,

"Don't you know it's bad omen,

if you embark with this?"

"Hey buddy, bless you,

God have sent divine message!"

My friend cracks a joke,

sending light-hearted greetings,

"Don't you know soul gets expelled

 as heart stops momentarily?"

"Someone is remembering you,

this one sneeze is the proof!"

My sister tried to tease me,

getting her laugh at my expense,

"Oh, another, they are criticizing, 

again? You have a secret lover!"

And I sneeze, sometimes on repeat, 

when encountered dust or smoke,

even when a bright sunny daylight,

triggers reactions, as reflex response, 

making me relieved, even overjoyed, 

my mucosal defenses, working perfectly!!

De-extinction

From fictional settings of Jurassic Park,

we have imagined a world we lacked,

where ancient species would thrive, 

showing us glimpse, a magical sight.

De-extinction...

We have romanticized, 

scientific breakthroughs excites,

but reality is harsh, anticlimactic, 

when we finally realize. 

For, nothing survives for long,

cells were dead, long gone,

even DNA become fragmented, 

after a million years, becoming dust.

There are some recent excavation,

discoveries of frozen specimens, 

raising hopes for their revival, 

if we succeed in the extraction.

Yet, complete DNA is elusive,

we only have shattered frames,

contaminated with other organisms, 

making us misinterpret information. 

De-extinction...

We may never have woolly mammoth, 

but have chance to save endangered, 

with moments like cloning dire wolf,

there's way to resurrect other animals.

With help of biotechnology!

Homeschooling or public schools

Most of us have great memories, 

are from times of our schooling,

from initial reluctance, to eagerness,

while separations causing distress. 

Most of our earliest friendships, 

were built within the premises,

going through the curriculum, 

in studies, sports, and activities. 

Yet, now, we have newer trends,

where children taught at homes,

by their parents, professional tutors,

outside the ambits of traditional school. 

For, they provide flexibility & security, 

where learning can be personalized, 

with specific skills, structured courses,

which can lead to desired successes. 

And I wonder which path works,

what should be criteria for education,

when history of gurukuls & boardings, 

were preferred over vocational trainings.

The criticisms of modern schooling,

is more about economic viability, 

when degrees lack enough depth,

wasting precious times of pupils.

Maybe the answer depends,

on family needs or preferences,

but I still support traditional schools,

for, it is more important...

For creating life-changing memories. 

** There are exceptions,

Those who were bullied, 

Children with professions, 

which make it difficult to attend.

Once in a blue moon

Been too late, took eons,

bring to surface, happy vision,

when stern look, with deep frowns,

soften a little, showing curves,

your beautiful smile, long overdue.

What is your worries, or concerns,

shackles heart, against the moments, 

which brought joy, cheerful thoughts,

appearing on face, spilling over,

brightening the atmosphere. 

There were compliments, and requests,

of your charms, increasing attractiveness, 

when you display, flaunt your features,

those crinkles in the corners of eyes,

widened cheek, like rounded apple.

You don't realize, how great a sight,

stealing heart, when caught a glimpse, 

an invisible pull, of sincere presence, 

when you radiate, energy that glows,

an expression that connects soul.

But, you seldom gave it a chance,

holding it for ransom, having demands,

when feelings be liberated, unattached, 

you avoided, kept it for last...

Once in a blue moon.

King of fruits, Mangoes!

Come summer season, 

my heart does a tango,

to get my hands on,

some delicious mangos.

I couldn't wait till they ripe,

bring raw ones, for a bite,

little sweet, sour & crunchy,

enhanced by black salt & chillies. 

Oh, I just love the chutneys, 

also the pickles, amba khatta.

exciting the receptors of tongue,

whole experiences is lip-smacking.

When floral aroma reaches nostrils, 

my stomach growls, while salivating,

so I devour them in one sitting,

slurping the content inside.

The big ones are cut into pieces,

served on sides, with main course,

but the best consumed wholly,

squeezing with hand or mouth.

There are so many varieties, 

I seldom keep the counts,

Akhu rasa, Dasheri, Amrapalli, 

even unnamed local ones.

Capturing my heart with flavors,

with juicy and fibrous textures,

the pulp is prized possessions, 

they are indeed, king of fruits!

The third man factor

A mysterious phenomenon, 

encountered during extreme stress,

when survivors & explorers,

feel an unseen presence, 

encouraging, giving guidance.

The third man factor...

It really intrigued my mind, 

to understand underlying cause,

reading or watching accounts,

of those who made it through, 

from life-threatening crisis.

Mountain climbers enduring blizzards, 

stories of shipwreck survivors, 

those lost in deserted lands, 

or traveling alone long distance, 

being exhausted to their limits.

When being vulnerable or in danger,

they could sense another presence,

which could be person or shadow,

accompanying, cheering, even directions, 

until they overcome the predicament.

Researchers have given explanations,

skeptics doubt, even question intentions, 

biological culprit being brain stimulations, 

triggered from sensory deprivations, 

attributing to evolutionary mechanisms. 

The third man factor...

We may never discover the reasons,

physical symptom or spiritual revelations, 

but it's comforting to believe something,

that might help us in precarious situations, 

be it human psyche or metaphysical existence. 

In a bind

In a bind,

I am struggling, 

to make a move,

towards desired directions. 

There are concerns,

but there's no solution, 

an uninformed choice,

doubting intentions.

When principles compromised, 

for the sake of convenience, 

foundations become fragile, 

to sustain it long-term. 

I am aware of limitations, 

stemmed from my perception,

not putting enough trust, 

halting required progression. 

So, I tried to be accommodating, 

to the demands, I am cooperating, 

until it ignored, breached boundaries, 

I had to protest, refuge conditions. 

In a bind,

when situations not provide,

space to convey my wishes, 

while being compelled,

to make early decisions...

End it in a positive note

In our interactions, in our thoughts,

we have conflicts, or have loss,

which influences, guides response,

getting heated, fomenting discord.

We feel guilty, after some time,

or keep ruminating, perceived hurt,

getting angrier, as days progresses, 

poisoning emotions, damaging mood.

It's few episodes, we are complacent, 

when it becomes habit, reducing tolerance, 

pride takes over, concealing insecurities,

frequency & intensity, changing personality.

We give excuses, of unrestricted expressions, 

while in reality, find pleasure in declarations,

unaware how it impacts, our relationships,

as brain learn patterns, for communication.

So, wise ones speak of harmony,

it's not being polite, but being steady,

as these experiences forms memories, 

which we evaluate, and make summary. 

The brain stores intense moments & endings,

favorable impressions drives our optimism,

which motivates, ensures relation continuity,

eventually defines, our mental narratives.

Wagging tails

In animal world,

tail have different roles,

for balance and support,

or mode of sanitation, 

but the mostly utilized,

as way of communication, 

to show their happiness, 

even fears and irritations,

giving others warning signs,

or show of deep affection. 

Wagging tails...

It's so common to see in pets,

to show love and excitements, 

from the dogs wide & sweeping,

to the ducks, rapid side to side,

while cats, gentle & slow waves,

battles and larger mammals,

use tail position for signalling, 

inviting people for some play,

with joy being easily conveyed, 

through the movement of tail.

Wagging tails...

With its display of emotions,

our moments become enjoyable,

creating stage set for games,

building trust with merriment. 

Environment & genetics

Have we wondered about diversities, 

that we see today in our vicinities, 

which took millennia to established, 

from the cradles of ancient humanity.

From braided streams of Africa,

we emerged and reached corners,

through land, rivers and ocean routes,

to develop colonies & settlements.

Yet, the path was never straight, 

we have to adapt and propagate,

passing the traits to our offsprings,

to survive in newer conditions. 

Those who moved to colder regions,

become thick build, for heat retentions, 

while ones living in tropical climates,

have increased melanin & sweat glands.

The ones living in high mountains,

have gene variants for oxygen efficiency, 

while ones living with the seas,

have developed larger spleen.

Our food habits also influence,

milk diet promote lactase persistence,

while agricultural ones amylase gene,

meat heavy diet have efficiency,

in fatty acid oxidation.

So, every race have inherent qualities, 

which were embedded in their genes,

some were strong, some highly immune,

others more healthy, or remain younger.

It's indeed fascinating!

Standing in the queue

Standing in the queue, 

among many of fellow residents, 

waiting for my turn,

to fill the tank with petrol,

as there's artificial scarcity,

for, caution fueling panic buying.

In the crowds, there's chaos,

intense heat adding pressures, 

some shout, some are patient, 

putting blame on the government,

for not helping, doing enough,

to mitigate ongoing crisis. 

And I wonder, how countries fare,

a global turmoil, bearing the brunt, 

increasing taxes, putting restrictions,

and their citizens, silently following,

knowing the efforts, made concessions, 

which had kept the economy stable.

Then I see, such complaining,

feeling of entitlements, even subsides, 

blind to shockwaves, creating the ripple,

playing victims, of unprovoked assault,

when their comfort is compromised,

due to price correction & waiting line.

Aggression in games

It's interesting to observe,

a change in people's behaviors, 

becoming aggressive in games,

who once were polite & courteous.

And we wondered, were they fake,

maintaining facade, while hiding intent,

but in reality, responding to triggers,

which influences biological changes.

The most changes we would see,

in high-tension situations in games,

where they finally win over competition,

releasing surge of dopamine & testosterone. 

For, here, in this temporary world,

there's no fear of social consequences, 

with own set of rules and regulations, 

where dominance won't damage reputation. 

Anything can happen in heat of moment,

when we lose our sense of self-awareness, 

if provided with safer environment, 

we can be released of mental inhibitions. 

So, when you see the aggression,

remember they are performing rituals,

of claiming status, signalling competence, 

a show of power, lacking in real life. 

Provability

Modern theories hinge on provability, 

requiring us to demonstrate hypothesis, 

for making it acceptable to the masses.

One of the major challenges, 

that afflicted ancient systems, 

were to test scientific conceptions. 

For, they had limited in resources,

of equipment & intellectual landscape,

prevented by lack of accessibility.

So, people believed knowledge bestowed, 

by the leaders and respected individuals, 

never to be subjected with scrutiny. 

Carried on the shoulders of visionaries, 

there were fewer proponents for discoveries,

concentrated in specific fields of interest.

Thus, with availability of information, 

drastic changes in education systems,

we have more options and instructions.

So, we experiment with documentation, 

under supervisions & proper guidance,

for us to observe, learn, and confirm. 

Provability...

We may have steered away from intuitions, 

but become practical with clarifications, 

leading our path on right directions. 

Virtuous shrewdness

It's difficult sometimes, 

to manage our relationship,

without navigating through, 

intellectual scrutiny. 

Virtuous shrewdness...

Not cold or manipulative,

situations demands us to be perceptive, 

of underlying reasons or intentions,

when we deepen our connections. 

To see the world as it is,

while standing where we want to be,

being practical, with a conscience, 

we build our trust with clarity.

Our mind scans for inconsistencies, 

structural weaknesses & hidden motives, 

still heart remain open, more welcoming, 

when we have set our boundaries. 

Virtuous shrewdness...

Let us not harbor the guilt,

when we are creating safe environment, 

wearing an armor over vulnerabilities, 

to survive in this complex world,

Protecting relationships...

I don't ask for much

I don't ask for much,

just your undivided attention, 

when we meet, when we talk,

caring deeply my heart.

For, our time is limited,

with priorities shifting, 

every time we lose interests, 

or pursue better alternatives. 

Something are not entertainment, 

might have issues to be addressed,

we harbor misgivings for absence, 

of desired qualities we expected.

There are also insecurities, 

act as barriers against disclosures, 

differences were being emphasized, 

to provide opening for evasion. 

So, I understand uncertainties, 

it takes time to be convinced,

but nothing sustains for long,

if we lack sincerity in involvement.

I don't ask for much, 

still hope you to devote,

be present in conversations, 

receptive of our concerns.

Only then, the path will open...

Vacant

Vacant,

dreams seem distant,

I don't remember, 

when was the last time,

I awakened,

to exuberance...

Wistful, 

gazing through the windows,

reflecting on memories,

buoyant heart slowly receding, 

enclosing itself in a shell, 

of indifference...

Excellence, 

sought in performance, 

being rudely awakened, 

to its fragile existence, 

burdens being shifted, 

on individual liability. 

Adjustments,

weakening resistance, 

fragments of heart's cries 

buried or being abandoned, 

when process feels taxing,

survival gains prominence.

Resigned, 

treading on sacrifices, 

layering with resilience, 

hollow out feelings, 

for better outcomes, 

still being betrayed.

And moments stayed...

Forming patterns!

When I play

When I play,

in tedious days,

there's nothing going,

in my way,

and I find,

something exciting,

for entertainments, 

or as distractions, 

from dull moments. 

When I play,

I find it amusing, 

sometimes nostalgic, 

rush of adrenaline, 

in the adventures,

of this pixel world,

changing platforms,

but spirit remains,

to clear obstacles. 

When I play,

I feel satisfied, 

still there's a guilt, 

of passing time,

being unproductive, 

in my adult lifestyle,

still, I am tempted,

when not occupied, 

there's a charm...

In games, I try!

River wastes

One of the major challenges, 

we face when wastes accumulated,

obstruct channels, clogging drains,

contaminated water polluting sources,

from flowing rivers to the oceans. 

River wastes...

Population grow in fast pace,

municipality & authorities trails,

chasing ever-increasing demands,

with illegal dumping & disposals,

being continuing headaches. 

Earlier administrations showed apathy,

and residents, remained indifferent, 

to the gradual deterioration of habitats,

from careless approach, incompetency,

to preserve our land & wildlifes. 

But now, people have awareness, 

having access to modern technologies,

to segregate, and provide treatment, 

before being distributed to consumers. 

River wastes...

They will create havoc,

if neglected long enough, 

but with right guidance, 

can transform lifestyles,

while protecting ecosystems. 

Challenges of changing demographics

A shocking realization,

an undeniable truth,

some countries facing,

population collapse, 

and with it comes,

difficult choices to be made!

Clash of generations, 

dragging into the fray,

nation that wants to survive,

develop and make progress, 

yet, getting much harder,

for balance to be maintained. 

For, it's really a challenge, 

to address underlying problem,

when managing aging population, 

with fewer children being born,

while resisting immigration, 

needed to solve shrinking workforce.

It's natural to fear changes,

encountering incompatible cultures,

which invade their treasured spaces,

gradually diluting traditional values,

bearing the brunt of the outcomes, 

through encroachments & homogenization. 

So, symptoms seen in sporadic incidences,

as leaders follows prevailing sentiments, 

rise of conservatism in local residents, 

alienation of skilled labor & migrants,

putting pressure on various services,

further damages future prospects. 

Many have shifted to automation, 

increasing retirement age of population, 

encouraging young to become parent,

through incentives & reducing barrier,

while allowing the ones who integrated, 

sincerely promoting grand vision...

Of national identity.

Culmination of efforts

You might feel bound,

to the things that surrounds,

never providing much relief, 

sometimes doubting beliefs, 

walking in this journey of life. 

Starting from the harshest conditions 

you slowly rise in your positions, 

with hardships, tiring your mind,

seeking escapes from daily grinds,

still delaying, a lack of confidence. 

You exchange pleasantries, 

while being envious of accessories,

just for appearance, not functionalities, 

when you have bare necessities, 

being part of your living.

There are reasons to celebrate, 

feeling the joy and happiness,

only if glimpses of affluence,

make you question your virtuosity, 

working against your interests.

Years spent, decades were gone,

sacrifices made, relinquished aspirations,

struggle seem futile, losing your zeal,

becoming mechanical, even docile,

to not enforce opinions, your will.

One day, your relentless chase 

brings you closer to cherished goals,

where others might falter or fail,

you arrive unscathed, strengthened, 

for, every effort was added.

So, don't stop, as you tread,

remain humble, rectify mistakes, 

there might be frustrations, 

but never surrender, nor break, 

there's blessing waiting...

It's the same earning

It's the same earning,

accumulating heap of money,

showing off their talents,

of their mind or bodies...

Yet, what matters the most,

is the intentions and purpose,

of collecting large hoards, 

spending in genuine cause.

Some say, it's for family,

fulfilling long term goals,

of having security or possessions, 

spreading goodwill through donations.

Others strive for higher purpose, 

investing them for conservations, 

of vulnerable species & ecosystems, 

preserving heritages with sincerity. 

Yet, most chase materialistic benefits, 

acquired by attaining better positions,

providing them power to dominate,

indulging in every form of luxuries. 

It's the same earning,

but people follow the currents,

social expectations or passion inherent, 

flourishing in conductive environment. 

So, tell me...

What provides the best feelings?