Outbursts

You keep testing my patience, 

getting on nerves, your arrogance, 

pushing limits of my tolerance, 

even when I practice forbearance. 

Some may blame, being short fuse,

I am overreacting, having a screw loose,

yet, they don’t see the struggles faced,

forcing an option, difficult to choose. 

For, I avoid, getting into situations, 

being wary, of any confrontations, 

trying to live, maintain the peace,

while strengthening my foundations. 

Yet, you invade, my personal space,

you action brings, pain & distress,

ignoring warnings, or my protests,

making me feel, weak & powerless. 

Outbursts... 

An anomaly, not a disorder, 

being pushed into a corner,

frustrations finds opening sudden,

a violent expression, of my emotions. 

Thus, I shouted, with fury,

an ugly display, of my worries,

though I don't regret, won't be sorry,

even if it harms, my pride & dignity... 

For, sometimes, 

that's the only option!