Careful consideration

 Yes or No,

there are no answers,

we didn't got much time,

to know about each other.

You live in a fantasy world,

desire things happen your way,

as everything had been planned,

just have to put them into action.

But life is not about greetings,

of compliments or niceties, 

there are choices to be made,

and then, face their consequence.

There would be clashes,

once the formalities subsides,

if we have opposite mindset,

left with our needs unmet.

So, my sweet friend,

with all my goodwill,

I would advice for a review,

that might give to some clue.

We are stressed, expectations are many,

there's sadness in our loved one's eyes,

but you have to be rational and stern, 

don't see politeness, or be uncertain.

Sometimes there's no double take,

there is too much at stake,

so use the mind and not emotions, 

give answers after careful considerations.

Selective Happiness

 To be happy,

fun games with friends,

spending time with family,

cuddles with the loved ones,

having intimacy and pleasures,

some achievements, having fulfillment,

strength to face bad days,

skill and knowledge to overpower them,

or be blessed by the world,

being born with a silver spoon,

having the means and fames,

followers listening to requests,

having the time for vacations, 

spending in luxuries and leisure,

to explore the mysteries unknown,

and life becomes an adventure,

more to spend, more to earn,

everything depend on your discern,

with kindness, or some pity,

might give donations to the needy,

then again, it's few moments,

for, precious time is wasted,

acquiring, creating dream empires,

putting many under your wing,

everything happening in fast pace,

no one to watch their distress,

slowly and steadily engulfing resources,

and exploitation of the voiceless,

display of goodwill and concern,

providing small section with support,

as the stage is set for the greed,

to grovel the nature at your feet.

Fuzzy night

 Fuzzy night,

I am on my ride,

driving on the side,

some music beats...in my mind. 

The blinding light,

blocking my sights,

the headlight so bright,

as I am driving...in the night. 

Fuzzy nights,

waiting for the turns,

someone honking the horn,

I just want them..leave me alone. 

And I run wild,

having fun and happy time,

like a bird, I am flying,

In this silence...of dark night. 

Empty road, clear path,

no one is there to watch,

it's liberating, so I dance,

to the rhythm, of fuzzy night.

Emotions

 So, what it is?

the thing we call emotions,

just thoughts of mind,

our brain's chemical reaction. 

Simple sparks sprung into motion,

as we go along with the notion,

feeling being stimulated as reaction,

to situations influencing our action. 

To be sad or being happy,

be distant or being sappy,

things that pique our interests,

touching our heart in the process. 

Sometime it's like an outburst,

of laugh, hysteria or anger,

strong desires that's can't be contained,

with our likes, dislikes and hatred. 

So, should I care,

or go with the flow,

to have a pleasing personality,

by creating a false facade. 

But we are social being,

connections are valued,

as we age, we learn to control,

in this journey of adulthood. 

From being spontaneous, to be tapered,

we start to restrain those impulses,

loosing the charm, naivity of innocence, 

we keep falling in this depth of reason.

Sparkling stars

Twinkling in the galaxy,

shining over the darkness,

like glimmer of hope,

illuminating over our kind.

So bright is their radiance,

every projection has a brilliance,

as we look towards the sky,

and wish that we could fly.

To the place, they reside,

while they swim over the tide,

enjoying leisure, having no worries,

as they relish life of luxury.

Stars they are, with many admirers,

having the means, elevated in status,

living their dreams with lavish lifestyle,

charming others into escaping reality.

There are many options to choose,

there is nothing much to loose,

everything is available in our palm,

as long as there's free time on hand.

Even if a lie, it's enticing,

in its charm and pleasures,

be it informative, or bad influence,

some distraction for lonely days.

A change of this information age,

be it a mere mortal or at universe scale,

we as a species need something special,

to follow, worship, or be inspired.

Awaited rainfall

 Summer days are here,

with its hot atmosphere, 

and sweat drenched clothes, 

are making me uncomfortable. 

Lucky are our times,

living in energy age,

with home or offices,

giving us some respite.

Feeling the cold air,

from AC or indoor ventilation, 

I watched from my window,

all the activities outside. 

Deserted trees under scorching sun,

street dogs lookin for some refuge,

someone carrying their umbrella,

many just feeling the brunt.

The juice centre are crowded,

few birds gathered near a drain,

everyone had a common goal,

getting fluids to quench their thirst.

Its a pity, I thought,

I hope they get a breather,

as they could get the strength, 

and avoid any dehydration. 

Like a blessing, cloud came,

the sky got a darker shade,

with gust of wind and thunders,

arrived the long awaited rainfall.

The birds were bathing,

branches of trees swaying,

with a smile, earth welcomed,

the life giving nectar.

Time wait for none

 

Gone were the youthful days,

being carefree, with innocence, 

playing games, making friends,

every place, we could blend.

A bag full of homework,

was enough for a day work,

hide and seek till sunset,

having snacks after returning.

Every event was exciting,

even plastic medals were gratifying,

just living for the present,

without worries of future endeavors. 

But things changes as we grow,

without us realizing the time flow,

graduation brought us to working society,

facing competitions, managing duties. 

Gone were the teenager days,

of aspirations and desires,

as the explorations and adventures,

became some distant memories. 

For some it was slower,

as they wait for results and position,

and many more, it was faster,

while getting immersed in their passion.

If things worked, there was fulfillment, 

feeling the joy and happiness,

even the one easily satisfiable, 

lived the days being content.

For many, there were disappointments, 

experiencing the pain and sadness,

having their struggles and failures,

spending moments in regrets.

So, we live though our adulthood, 

this monotonousity through convictions, 

reliving old days in special occasions,

with certain stimulus and communications. 

Till we get occupied,

become older and disconnected,

embracing solitude, forgetting many, 

as we keep drifting away.

Whatever be our situations, 

the reality is always consistent, 

be it past, present or future,

time waits for no one.

Proper approach

 What more I can say,

being honest in approach,

in desires and fear,

be it thoughts and actions,

conveying my emotions. 

It's not in my nature,

an approach through persuasion, 

just chasing without conviction,

ignoring their needs and aspirations, 

or reluctance of any connection.

But there should be clarity, 

an autonomy of choices,

independent values and principles, 

that matches our vibrations, 

with commonalities of interests. 

Many outings and interactions, 

simple and natural conversations,

strengthening of the trust,

with regular communications, 

by sharing of perspectives. 

When the bonds are stronger,

and feelings are acceptable, 

we could take the initiatives,

for taking a decision,

on the viability of relation. 

Once there is an understanding, 

we could involve our close ones,

some introductions and convincing, 

and taking their blessings, 

for making this bond everlasting. 

Flying away

 It's a miracle,

soaring above in the sky,

watching tiny structures below,

feeling the force of the wind...

sometimes struggles, sometimes supported,

as they rides with its flow.

This is a vast open space,

uncharted, unexplored, 

but then like a magic,

or blessing of the divine...

they spread their wings,

flying towards their freedom.

A fruit of evolution,

at every stage of being,

with different methods,

to achieve their dreams...

and they reach new heights,

away from dangers and constraints. 

Their sense of freedom,

put others at envy,

watching their awe inspiring feats,

as they sail over me...

be it birds or bats,

every time it's a surprising act.

So, I wondered,

just how they feel?

when they could travel every place,

be the land, mountains or oceans...

beyond their exhausting flapping,

of birds or insects hovering over me.

When their world opened up,

they could go anywhere unhindered, 

gliding over the clouds,

or floating on the sea...

to be free of the chains,

as they keep flying away.

Search for truth

 In search of truth,

I traveled through different worlds, 

created with philosophies and experiences,

wisdom of the old souls.

In the quest for clarity,

I explored many narratives,

presented with different scenarios, 

influenced by historical realities.

We all have our convictions, 

motivated by upbringing and traditions,

creating some confusions and contradictions,

that might bring about some friction.

So, I wondered...

which path is legitimate,

that's easy to follow and explain,

without being doubtful and uncertain.

The way of modernity has its benefits,

things are with proof and understandable,

but there are things unexplainable, 

which makes this journey incomplete.

I am nothing but a seeker of knowledge, 

gathering informations as a learning process,

being bound by social and materialistic obligations,

taking time out for deeper contemplation.

But isn't it's true for all of us,

when we are in tune with the world,

setting aside our personal issues,

ask questions, a calling of soul.

Dream self

Dream of Future Self

A gentle breeze flowing,

sitting on a bench, outside my home,

listening to a songbird, watching over the flower garden,

a smile forms over my lips.

As the wind got stronger,

the branches sways, leaves rustle,

I looked upward, as the petals fell over my face,

extended my hands to grab the fruit near me.

Biting the fruit, I return,

opening the gates with other arm,

the door was open, could hear her voice,

as she called me to her place.

Hugging me from behind,

I was welcomed with a smile,

as she asked for a help,

in doing some of chores.

My house is not that large,

but its good enough for us,

filled with many decorations, 

we have brought as souvenirs.

Each had its memories,

as we traveled and explored,

learned and grew together,

finally purchased this dream home.

We are getting older,

but still have the youthful heart,

being aligned with the nature,

we took many conscious decisions.

I am still charmed by her beauty,

as she been so gentle and kind,

as we created this dream world,

that displays shared value and aesthetics. 

I remembered old days,

working in a monotonous routine,

aspiring for some spontaneity, 

beginning of an adventure. 

And she arrived in my life,

days were filled with romance,

we complimented each other,

as a friend and companion.

Now I have all,

a place to call home,

friend in a partner,

families that supports,

financial security and freedom,

making independent choices,

as I do what I love,

while looking forward to many more.

Beginning of an adventure

"It's so boring, nothing changes. Same work life routine, things are monotonous."

It was one such evening, Ravi was resting at his house. It was Sunday evening and he was in his room, browsing through internet. His parents were in living room watching television.

It was normal life every Sunday as he had nothing much to do after his work and friends have been busy with family. Being in  his 30s, single man, workaholic,  he never had the chance to be on dates and his heart was not ready for arranged marriage and start his own family.

So, here he was sitting in front of laptop, browsing through You Tube. 

" So, what should I search today? " Ravi wondered. " Lets try travel blogs and see beautiful locations." 

 It was one such blog of a woman visiting different countries. The joy and excitement of her narration captivated him.

" Ah, such a lucky person to be free and exploring world." Ravi sighed with envy. " And I have work to do tomorrow."

" What are you doing? Come out and have tea with us." Ravi's mother Rekha called him.

" Tea, I am coming. I was just watching some travel blogs. Those were great, even I was inspired" Ravi answered back.

" Then why don't you go out and travel." His father Shyam commented.

" It would be easy for you to say, but it cost money and I have my work too. " Ravi said.

" Then have a short trip to for a start." Rekha said, " Rather than watching them in screen."

" You know, may be I will" Ravi answer while thinking about it.

" Sir, I need to take casual leave for 7 days." Ravi asked his boss next day.

" Why? Is your marriage fixed. " Boss joked. 

" No I would like to take a trip." Ravi ignored the jibe and asked casually.

" But you have so many work to do, 7 days is long." Boss questioned.

" I haven't taken much leave, and I really need it. " Ravi requested.

Boss finally allowed him and he planed for the trip. The first one to Andaman islands.

So, the day of travel came, and he started his packing.

As he opened the wardrobe, he could find all those new clothes he brought that he could try and it still had the tags on. Now he could use it.

He brought the empty suitcase from the store house, that was full of memories from his college days. Today it would be used. He booked a cab for the airport, and the car came to pick him up.

" Mom, Dad, I am leaving." Ravi called his parents before he left the house.

" Have a safe journey " Rekha blessed him.

" Have fun, have a great trip." His father said.

" Take me to airport, I have a flight in 2 hours. ." Ravi entered the car and told the driver.

So, the car took him to airport. But the road was a bit crowded, and he was getting late. He started to panic as they stopped over a traffic stop. The light was red, as the time slowly passed.

" Brother, can you make it fast, as we are getting late." Ravi requested to the driver.

" Sure I can, but it would cost more." Driver replied.

" No problem just make it fast. This is my first travel after a long time, I don't want to miss the flight."

" Then, be ready for an adventure. " driver laughed and pressed the accelerator and the car accelerated before the signal turned green.

" Yes, it's a beginning of an adventure" Ravi smiled.

Changing identity

As the seasons changes,

so is my heart,

each passing year brings,

it's own nostalgia.

The memories are created,

with the experience we gather,

new mask are decorated,

leaving behind the old ones.

Gone were the innocent days,

all our emotions were bare,

now every response is calibrated,

to avoid the prying stares.

Changed our likes,

changed were the outlook,

changed as we interact,

making friends in the student days.

The disappointments and frustrations,

gulping down of humiliations, 

as we aspire to achieve,

suceed in the competitions.

Life is not bed of roses,

we bleed as we move,

building castles in the air,

living as an open book.

By hitting the book,

or covering our bases,

still there are days of biting bullets,

and go back to the drawing board.

We mature with every mistakes,

gain precious wisdom of world,

build a place in society,

and contribute our share.

Does it mellow us down,

making it easy to compromise,

as we lose the adventurous spirit...

valuing tranquility of life.

The days of freedom,

of explorations and escapades,

the rebellious heart of young,

got shadowed by the reality.

But the path is still long,

there would be many fellow travellers,

each bringing their point of view,

coloring us with each interactions.

The essence remains the same,

every moment has its change,

every phase, every situations

a shift of focus...each passing day.