Gray

What can I say,

not much to convey,

even in your disdain,

it's indeed colorless.

It's been too long,

have lost my sparkles,

in the world of rainbow,

I might have become gray. 

I had my days,

influenced by the urges,

even small momentum,

would have made me stray.

Yet, I ignored the play,

it was never my way,

been too self-centered...

To be part of this game. 

I never swayed,

still it always weighed,

in my thoughts and impulses,

to ever be given away.

Now in the midway,

a forlorn attempt to escape,

from this region of gray,

for, it's never too late.