Power attracts, altruism sustains

Power attracts, desired by many,

a strong hand, that holds the reins,

letting us free, of our worries,

make decisions, or fear uncertainties. 

And the one who wins the trade,

in that world of survival games,

would be crowned by the masses, 

to run the place, with iron fist. 

It could be anything,

from groups to communities, 

where the might is praised,

while softness, considered weakness. 

But it needs constant reminder,

not letting the strength falter,

using obedience, as preferred way,

to avoid free will or any rebellions. 

Yet, it's a brittle cage,

not prepared for longer stage,

breaking apart, like a pack of cards,

with a new flow, wind of change. 

It's been shown in studies,

societies that have stability, 

are built by deepening bonds,

listening ears, helping hands. 

It's an art of reciprocation, 

the ones with altruistic heart,

share the burden, raise the trust,

like a large tree, with sturdy roots. 

So, let's value these gentle qualities,

cherishing compassion and empathy,

for, we do get swayed, by displays of valor,

but a stable society needs more kindness.

Subh Deepavali

 In the auspiciousness, of the night,

families gather, with joy & delight,

placing diyas, as their offerings,

with prayers, for the prosperity,

Of loved ones.

Deepa-Awali...

These rows of lights,

decorated in our homes,

dispel negativity, in our life,

when our hearts unite.

And we join, to celebrate, 

triumph of good over evil forces,

we sing, dance, worship & play,

honoring traditions, in our way.

So we celebrate with fervor,

be it child, adult or elders,

making rangoli, hanging LEDs,

or play sparkles or fountains.

And we share, sweets & delicacy, 

a time together, strengthens bonding, 

with friends, relatives and community,

in these moments, of our gatherings.

May this auspicious day,

brings blessings, into our lives,

when we meet, share greetings,

while connecting, with the divinity...

That permeates, in our surroundings!

Subh Deepavali 🙏 🕉 

Firecrackers

 From sparkles to crackles,

heart breaks the shackles, 

holding to these pyrotechnics...

Lighting up the fuse, 

watching spark, as it goes,

reaching the shells, to blew...

Creating colorful displays!

From childhood, I waited,

to get hold, of newer bombs,

pencil, potato, Bijili & bullet,

rockets, spinners & fountains.

It started with cracker guns,

with loud noise, puff of smoke,

we chase each other pretending, 

finally reach home, for rest.

But, we were naive, unaware,

the scale of damage it brought,

spending joyous moments, 

playing with dangers of fireworks.

For, incidence did happen, 

damaging houses and living,

sometimes as unfortunate accidents,

otherwise intentional offenses. 

Firecrackers...

They were an integral part, 

bring joy, into youthful hearts,

yet, I learned as I matured,

risks it carries, for the world.

So, I limited, bursting crackers,

in many festivities & celebrations,

only few sparkles, held in hand,

giving options of easy disposal.

And my home illuminates...

With candles and earthen diya.

My introduction to Anime

I have always loved reading stories. In childhood, spending hours in library. Every genre appealed to my novice heart, be it fairy tales, Sci-fi, adventures, to detective tales. So, I already had the predisposition, to fall for Anime as a medium of entertainment. I mostly consider them as cartoons, just like mowgli, Scooby-Doo, and Tom & Jerry. Thinking back, my first Anime was Heidi. It really grabbed my attention, showing a life, in Swiss alps. Earlier, most of my exposure to European countryside lifestyle charm came from Enid Blyton stories. So, it was one of story based cartoon that I adored. 

I was again exposed to Anime as Pokémon and DragonBall, which I loved very much. Having Pokémon cards and sticker, my school days were fun. But till then, I considered them only cartoons. Yet, I had to reluctantly stopped watching it for my board exams. I lost touch of these ' cartoons' till my life settled as MBBS student. In 3rd year, I explored various Novels and TV series. There, I encountered the series Death Note. It impressed me a lot, but soon I was invested in my studies. 

After I completed my MBBS course, and preparing for PG entrance exams, I needed something to watch, and recover from mental fatigue for monotonous routines. It was then, my sister introduced me into the world of Anime. (Or reintroduce, if we consider my previous history). The first Shonen Anime Bleach, that I watched during my spare time, blew me away. The actions, music and storytelling was all so different. I started it as English dub, but later shifted to English sub. At first, it was difficult to understand, but the feelings seems sincere. And I was hooked up to that subbed mode forever. As the series finished, I felt an emptiness, that I felt when I completed a great novel. I needed new series to watch and started online streaming Naruto. It was another gem, widening my worldview, where each character, had full of emotions, with deeper messages. It impacted me a lot, about how I perceive things. Again, my hunger grew and I completed most Shonen action and adventure stories. As I wanted some variety, I took recommendation from my sister's friends. And I found a complete different genre, slice of life,  that have become my favourite overall now. The first one was Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, and the second one was Clannad. Both were masterpiece, from my perspective.  For, one brought me joy, even in my boring routine lifestyle. While other totally shook me, bringing emotions and tears that I never thought I had. There are many more Comfy stories, or Iyashikei ones like Aria, Natsume Yuujinchou, that relaxed and brought peace to my heart. I have watched hundreds of such beautiful shows, even now keep a hour, to watch a few. Still, I don't exprience that magical feeling I had, when I first encountered these shows. 

Yet, I could say, it was one of the best thing happened in my life. 

Our days become special

Our days become special, 

when we are among loved ones,

to celebrate certain occasions, 

sharing our joy and pleasures. 

We have to give importance, 

sparing moments from schedules,

having genuine feelings for the events,

being present in heart and soul. 

Yet, life have its situations,

affecting moods and emotions,

being hurt, we maintain distance,

from other's goodwill and devotions. 

Time...it's the most precious entity,

in our turmoil, we may lose it,

regretting later, of our actions,

hoping to redo, missed opportunities. 

Not all have the required patience,

listening to our whims and fancies,

appreciating gestures, nurturing gratitude,

would only help us in return...

Keeping these bonds alive. 

So remember, our days become special,

as we put effort, in desired direction,

celebrating it together, sharing moments,

only to look back, after years have passed...

Nostalgic memories !

Personality development skills

Today's world has competitions, 

we need skills and validations,

that would give good impressions,

helping in growth and career advancements. 

One might be friendly and outgoing,

but there's things more valued in meetings,

the one, oozing in power and confidence, 

an expertise in the field, our proficiency. 

So, we need to strive for better,

and unlock our true potential,

but the process of self-development, 

involves learning and skill building.

It's a lifelong journey,

going through Maslow's hierarchy, 

from physiological needs, to raised self-esteem,

finally reaching the zenith, with self actualization. 

Let's start with growth mindset,

doing hard work, and facing challenges, 

as we face difficulties, accept mistakes,

a love for learning, promotes resilience. 

We should think like an entrepreneur,

adopting proactive & resourceful approach, 

cultivating creativity, with innovative ideas,

being adaptable to ever changing world. 

By setting higher goals, taking calculated risks,

identifying our strength and the weaknesses, 

striving through discipline & self-motivation, 

we build networks of supportive relationships.

But, we shouldn't neglect our health,

and practice calmness, to avoid stress,

segregating tasks, with time management, 

creating healthy boundaries, for self-care. 

Let's cultivate a positive mindset,

through optimism & practicing gratitude, 

surrounding ourselves with constructive environment, 

engaging in activities, celebrating success. 

Maintaining a healthy lifestyle is essential, 

a digital detox, sparing time for disconnection,

by meditating, or spending moments with families,

personal interactions encourages our emotional well-being. 

So, let's keep walking on this path,

a journey of our personal development, 

by prioritizing health and our well-being, 

through sleep, nutrition, and exercise.

Seeking knowledge through curiosity, 

welcoming challenges with optimism,

expanding mental horizon with experiences, 

and widening perspectives, in this quest...

Of lifelong learning.

** The content was inspired from "personal branding blog".

And they walked...

In the hot craggy path,

I watched them walk,

barefoot, with cracked soles,

towards their revered sanctum. 

Faith, can move a mountain,

they were mere mortals, a human,

some were young, brought by parents,

others too old, alone or with children. 

It was chaotic, an ocean of people,

pulling, pushing, moving in a flow,

too cramped, smelly, with sweats,

even the heat, making them dehydrate. 

Yet, they kept on walking, 

that distance, is not hurting,

dampening spirit, for them to fall back,

demanding some rest, before proceeding. 

Just a glimpse, of the sacred grounds,

infuses energy, for them to give a shout,

raising both hands in their veneration, 

praising their lord, of the universe. 

And finally they reach the chambers,

some bow, meditate, or chant prayers,

leaving the place, for another batch,

hours of journey, ends in few minutes. 

A sense of blissful pleasure,

appears in their facial expressions,

having an audience, with their deity,

fills their heart with contentment. 

And I marvel their inner strength,

for, many were weak, old, debilitated, 

even social status were irrelevant, 

within the crowd of religious devotees. 

And they walked,

in their desired path,

to fulfill the spiritual journey,

by keep moving...for pilgrimage.

Let's bring colors

"Let's bring colors into our home,

nothing great about a world in monochrome, 

without them, life is dull and boring,

imbibing them, creates a vibrant reality." 

From the very first sunrise,

morning rays blessing our eye,

with Reds and Oranges, fiery hues,

chasing away, any ongoing blues. 

And we embark, for a morning stroll,

Green whispers, through forest's soul,

nature's promise, a world to explore,

life takes root, beauties that we adore. 

Looking up, at the vast sky,

calm Blue descends, a gentle sigh,

the serene reflection, a tranquil embrace, 

cooling our heart, providing solace. 

Witnessing wonders, as they unfold,

stimulating our brain, inspiring thoughts,

creativity sparks, imagination take flight,

imbibing them all, influencing our mind. 

So, let's bring colors, into our home,

stimulating senses, feelings & moods,

painting this world, with vibrant hues,

enriching our soul, being our muse.

Cyclones

Low pressures, at its inception,

when air rises, over warm oceans,

creating void, sucking up surrounding,

getting intense, under earth's rotation.

Cyclones...

They are incoming dangers,

bringing despair, from the destruction,

of life and livelihoods, on its path,

as it proceeds, make the landfall.

Strong winds assail the infrastructures, 

uprooting trees and power lines,

while heavy rainfall cause flooding,

displacing people, from their homes.

Storm surges, rising sea level,

drowning fishermen & sailors,

bringing distress to the traveler,

adversely impacting, our transportation.

So, warnings issued, by administration, 

with reviews, of disaster preparedness, 

planning ways, to mitigate its effect,

into the lives, of local populations.

#CycloneDana

A bit drowsy

A bit drowsy, I feel,

seeking rest, so I steal,

momentary glances, to have chance,

letting a yawn, or sneaking a nap. 

Eyelids heavy, ready to shut,

doesn't listen to orders or reasons,

like a gentle tug, that's pulling me,

into the world of sweet dreams. 

As my thoughts slows down,

senses become dull to the surroundings, 

so I slowly keep drifting away,

unable to maintain my composure. 

And I wish, to have an escape,

let sleep descend, like a soft embrace,

for, in slumber's lap, worries will cease, 

these weary eyes, find its release. 

Just a few moments more,

my work time will be over, 

and finally, I would be at home,

falling down, into my soft bed. 

Till then, let me try,

keeping open, my tired eyes,

let no lullaby or white noise,

act as a spoilsport...

And I will claim my rest,

surrendering body, to my bed. 

Meraki

Have we ever invested,

enough of our time,

that we leave behind,

a part of the soul inside...

The product of our labor. 

Meraki...

An ancient way,

of putting something of ourselves, 

be it the mind, creativity or passion,

as if our essence, is in the work. 

Started amongst the craftsmen,

an artist's dedication to the art,

final products being celebrated,

as the very extension, of their soul. 

So, let us learn this wisdom,

going beyond, doing given tasks,

by infusing our whole being,

in professional or personal sphere. 

We should practice mindfulness,

being fully present, at that moment,

infusing passion in our actions,

through our spirit and devotion. 

By taking pride in our skills,

doing it to the best of our ability,

and bringing a unique touch,

with purpose, in good intentions. 

Meraki...

It's not about attaining perfection,

but putting the best of our efforts,

as we enjoy the very process,

giving us satisfaction and fulfillment. 

Do animals cry

Tears...

Saline solution of eye,

a thousand meanings,

conveyed with the flow.

From childhood to adults,

the voice of caring human heart,

speaks volumes in each drop. 

Yet, I wonder,

when I see misty eyed,

animals on the streets.

Do they have feelings?

Coming out sometimes,

showing us inner emotions. 

For, they don't cry,

don't even show the sign,

of emotional intelligence.

In a survival of the fittest world,

it just wouldn't benefit,

broadcasting their weaknesses. 

Even in human, it varies

'Basal tears', for lubrication and cleaning.

Coming from accessory lacrimal glands.

Then there's 'Reflex tears'

responding to irritations and injuries,

functioning of primary lacrimal glands. 

Yet, it's the emotional tears,

that depend on mental state,

coming from lacrimal glands.

It's what make us special,

sobs of sadness, unique to man,

signalling stress and vulnerabilities. 

Tears...

It strengthens our social relationships, 

inhibit aggressions, promote empathy,

in our time of sadness or happiness. 

Still, I do want to believe, 

even if the researches say otherwise,

that animals too cry... 

In their moments of sharing.

What man has made of man

"If this belief from heaven be sent,

If such be Nature's holy plan,

Have I not reason to lament,

What man has made of man?" 

                              ---  William Wordsworth

From rivers to the oceans,

Vast grasslands to huge mountains,

Nothing remained untouched by the poisons,

Leaving behind their ugly stains. 

How much I adore the flower,

Wild berries that adorn the hedges,

I still meekly watch as they devour,

With the power they possess. 

The tall trees were cut down,

And they keep digging the ground,

Once a sanctuary, holding a golden crown,

An empty shell, where nothing is found. 

Let the sun be our witness,

As they carry out their plan,

And I would lament, asking for forgiveness, 

What man has made of man !

Katti Batti

Running in the fields,

showing their bright smile,

with echoes of laughter,

permeates in the surroundings. 

Childhood friendships,

days of being carefree,

more open to express emotions,

without the fear of consequences. 

For, they were still innocent,

unaware of the hidden motives,

where words were being trusted,

and promises, followed through. 

The biggest scare to their mind,

were the ultimatum by fellow kid,

"Katti" that breaks the bonding,

while " Batti" mend them easily. 

In these magical words,

lies the invisible threads,

simple enough to tie together,

loving hearts of gentle souls. 

And we lose, over the time,

pushing it down, in social hierarchy, 

as our priorities take center stage, 

be it work, family or relationships. 

And we make calculated moves,

keep acquaintances over friendships, 

it's scary to show vulnerabilities, 

hurting self from rejections or betrayals. 

There's no more Katti,

that stops cunning schemes,

or the magic of Batti,

helping us regain lost connections. 

So, let us rediscover, the inner child,

wishing to create, a genuine relation,

accepting others, for what they are,

while welcoming them, to our folds....

And spend time together. :)

Let me be complete

Let me be complete,

in my ways of living,

while seeking something more,

a form of enhancement of soul. 

I don't need much,

for a life of fulfillment, 

being content, within my space,

while marvelling the world's grace.

Of the knowledge, that I can learn,

of the things, keeping me entertained,

the ambitions and my aspirations,

beliefs forming the very foundation. 

Yet, I am being acutely aware,

there are many things beyond,

I can only able to understand,

while connecting deeply with someone.

There might be setbacks and failures, 

and some prefers their solitude, 

still, no one denies genuine intentions, 

the tenderness of a loving heart. 

Societies have changed, 

risen above necessities,

and priorities have shifted,

to diverse stimulants and activities. 

Having abilities to acquire much,

no requisite for a support system,

gaining the privilege to choose,

blaming others, for not being enough. 

Many rued, and a lot more welcomed,

being witness the generation of freedom,

as we gather, through our exposures, 

the meaning of our existence.

And I stand, on either sides,

finding balance in a swaying bridge,

being complete in my needs,

waiting to be evolved, to a higher being... 

For, it's the path, still eludes me.

Lagoa verde

"It's a wonderful place,

like a heaven, on the earth,

the sky would be too close,

the whole beach is our own..."

She passionately spoke.

"It's too dull and boring here,

let's build a new home,

the whole island is for our taking,

we might even have lagoons." 

And I listened, to her tales,

motivated by her sweet words,

took the journey of a lifetime, 

leaving all of my belongings.

"Destination Lagoa Verde."

Ten days and ten nights,

hiding from hot sun rays,

basking in warm moonlight,

to the deserted islets. 

Away from the mainland,

where nature is abundant,

beautiful place only for us,

for building a lover's nest.

And it felt exhilarating,

the first few days of living,

even the hard work done,

were like, our future's investment. 

But soon we realized,

it's not all fun and games,

there's no help in sight,

when hurt, or paucity strikes.

There were some disappointments,

leading us to fights and quarrels,

with no outlet or ears to share,

cracks developing in relationships. 

So, we chose to return,

for, normality is indeed hard-earned,

in the quest for things different, 

we might lose, something precious.

Beware of the extremes

"This world is our platform,

where we let opinions play...

Beware of the extremes,

nurture doubts, don't fall for narratives." 

We get easily influenced,

when we try to project ourselves, 

to take sides, support the cause,

perceived injustice or potential interests. 

It might start as casual inclinations, 

from childhood or social exposures,

filling our mind with certain beliefs,

establishing it into stronger convictions. 

And we ignore our life's reality,

facts were trampled, like fallen leaves,

falling victim to a dangerous game,

of those pitting, "us" verses "them". 

Lost in the storms of our emotions,

we make decisions, without reflection,

our thoughts were rigid, and not flexible,

for us to empathize, have compassion. 

We as human, are weak at heart,

it takes courage to realize, introspect, 

a little spice of healthy skepticism,

being sprinkled upon preformed notions. 

Yes, we do have grievances, 

or have personal preferences, 

we rather make the choices,

without being judged or questioned. 

Still, we have to see the larger picture,

being aware of words being spoken,

emphasizing reasons, open to discussions,

not narrowing it down to mere assumptions. 

Empathy is contagious

Don't be shy of spreading kindness, 

our conscious acts will bring the brightness, 

to the ever-increasing crowd of minds,

that are too indifferent to the surroundings. 

For, it's in our very nature,

shown through much research,

if taken appropriate measures,

we can shape empathy in humans. 

To understand the perspectives, 

feel other's pain and struggles,

being accommodating of concerns,

is responsible for the foundation...of civilization. 

Empathy is pretty fluid,

can be taught or learned,

if provided with adequate support,

and influenced through our peers. 

Even in adults, it's contagious, 

as we see other's reactions, 

that helps in formulating our own,

from being apathetic, to be involved. 

Yet, we need to fulfill conditions, 

an atmosphere of mutual respect,

is essential, for empathy to thrive,

nothing begins with negative thoughts. 

So, don't be shy of spreading kindness,

become the light, in the prevailing darkness,

let us be aware, empathy is contagious,

if nurtured under favorable environment.

A visit to the city

Skyscrapers...

Piercing the clouds,

like my aspirations, 

seeking the heights.

And I run amok...

With open arms,

on cobbled streets,

through narrow alleys. 

This was my dream,

that I wanted to live,

splashing vibrant colors,

to my dull life !

Do they hear my laugh,

do they see me cry,

these tears of happiness,

excitement, that I can't contain? 

Anyone, someone....listen,

why are your eyes so cold,

apathetic to things around you,

being glued to your screens.

Everyone is on a rush,

ignoring my very existence,

and I don't even know...

Which way I should go. 

Standing at the crossroad,

watching the unfolding chaos, 

with waves of people falling,

into an unending ocean.

I too, a grain of sand,

trying to assimilate inside,

to attain my inner desires....

Then why, I am not smiling? 

Idle snacking

Lying on our bed, or sitting on a sofa,

watching shows, browsing through pages,

a sudden urge, some sweet temptations, 

or just a lonely mouth, craving a snack. 

From afternoon yawns, to evening runs,

eyes looking, at cupboards in kitchen,

opening doors of fridge to forage,

a chips, a cookie, or some chocolates. 

Our body warns, it's not the time,

but the heart whispers, just one bite,

to accompany, providing encouragement, 

in our moments of laziness and comfort. 

Yet, we are unaware, of hidden costs,

climbing calories, in fleeting pleasures,

any professional, would give us advice,

it's a ticket to having wider waistline. 

How do we break free, from harmful trance?

When mind equates food, with our environment, 

should we be mindful, plan activities,

keep healthy goodies, for some nibbling. 

For, in boredom, and empty heart,

we seek quick fixes for dopamine,

rewarding self, without putting work,

stretching our hand, for good stuffs. 

So, let's make it hard for ourselves,

not leave snacks, at arm's length,

either make us healthy serving,

or walk to store, for our cravings. 

By doing a thing, that keeps us occupied, 

hydrating ourselves, and following routine,

we might be able to win over these cravings,

and replace idle snacking, for our wellbeing. 

The festive foe

In joyous occasions, the city gleams,

visitor throngs, creating chaotic scenes,

yet, lurking in shadows, danger awaits,

putting dampers, on their festive spirits...

Naive hearts, getting easily swayed,

distractions worked, in negligence, 

with cunning hands, & sly intentions,

snatch funds, from their wallets.

It takes moments, them to realize,

with an unease, keeps them occupied,

checking for cash, finding it empty,

worries & distress, affect their minds.

For many others, it's a time of despair,

IDs & documents, has to be shared,

ATM withdrawal, enhancing their scare,

depriving them, of much-needed cheers.

Thieves & pickpockets...

They are the festive foes,

creating victim, out of many,

seeking joy, from other's misfortunes, 

they are the evils, that needs cautions...

When we tread, in crowded places!!

Puja fairs

Neon light shines

flickering in the night,

red, yellow, blue colors,

illuminated the road bright...

The chaos descends,

as the crowd ascends,

breaking the flow of traffic...

And the atmosphere vibrate, 

with the music, & chanting,

dampening noises of honking.

The ocean of people gather,

irrespective of creed or color,

for the glimpses, of devi's idols.

Some visit, in their festive spirits,

others, for offerings devotions,

in this divine Puja celebrations...

The organizers oversee arrangements,

being proud, of puja pandal display,

creating majestic decorated stages.

These artistic presentations captivates, 

people use camera, captured moments, 

keep it as souvenirs, for future reference.

While the stalls welcomed visitors, 

bustling with locals and outsiders,

pulled by the carnivals, on the sides.

Puja fairs...

It's an annual affair,

being celebrated with fanfare,

by both young and old.

And we cherish, these moments,

being spent, with family & friends, 

while visiting various pandals. 

Institution of marriage

Have we ever wondered, 

what was the need,

of creating an institution,

in legal and moral binding,

with announcement and fanfare,

about engagements of two hearts, 

as connection of families? 

By choosing an auspicious day,

bringing respected personalities, 

overseeing an important occasion,

through local customs and traditions, 

reciting words and promises,

witnessed by friends and families,

consenting our participation. 

Be it with one partner, or many,

depending on financial capacity,

having to follow set of activities, 

before attaining the given role,

along with it's desired perks,

and accepting responsibilities,

that would come with it. 

It was a memorable event,

being ingrained through upbringing,

that brought them joy and pleasure,

in their limited dreams and exposures,

although it slowly became rigid law,

afflicted by social ills and flaws,

exploiting the ones, in weaker position. 

And so arrived, the modern era,

letting us have the taste, of our freedom,

not restrained by pledges or ceremonies, 

enjoying the fruits, without planting seeds,

while mocking these cumbersome rituals,

to achieve our passion and cravings,

choosing individualism over communities. 

The world did changed for better,

granting equal rights to everyone,

but, it also brought, an act of rebellion, 

people were limited to self gratification, 

which slowly invaded mind, like a poison,

obscuring boundaries, of bonding and separation, 

as they start deflecting, it's accompanied obligations. 

So, tell me, what's the need?

In present day, of that institution...

The practice of marriages,

when we wouldn't value it's sanctity !

Rejoice...

Rejoice...

For, you have seen,

the fate of my choices,

the struggles and hardships,

in the path, I have taken. 

And you might be happy,

of my prevailing misfortunes, 

secretly glad of the situations,

challenges I would be facing. 

Rejoice...

I do regret,

the decisions taken,

after careful considerations,

from our reality checks.

We have disappointments, 

expectations were not met,

responsibilities and aspirations, 

putting on the constraints. 

Rejoice...

For, you are still present,

in my thoughts and memories,

even if, we were far apart,

connecting for a brief moment.

Still, I have made peace, 

to accept whatever life throws me,

for the things, that I wanted,

for the dreams, I once had. 

Rejoice...

Even if you condemn,

for, it was nobody's fault,

sometimes, we have priorities, 

people have different goals.

And I want to face this world,

with patience and gratitude...

I will still be your well-wisher,

as we keep walking, in separate paths.

Zephyr's land

Beneath the cloak of velvet sky,

where stars glitters, and moon shines,

I went for a stroll, to visit the place,

away from the crowd, a safe haven. 

Walking leisurely, letting eyes wander,

from bigger buildings to smaller huts,

and wider roads, to narrow lanes,

getting more secluded, as I tread. 

The path got a bit bumpy,

with broken stones and rocks,

even the streetlights got dim,

with increase in vegetation. 

So I reached, the top of the hill,

my treasured secret, for the feel,

where footsteps echo, soft and lone, 

in silent rhythm, of my solitary pace. 

For, here lies the ambience, I crave,

my heart soothes, in the zephyr's caress, 

on skin, feeling so light and cool, 

a symphony of wind and rustling leaves. 

Yet, a pang, an ache rises in the chest, 

yearning, for hands to hold, eyes to meet, 

this magical moment, for a shared delight,

to walk beside, under the lunar light. 

So, I whisper this wish, in the air,

to be carried, on the wings of zephyr's, 

watching together, this enchanting world, 

unfolding itself, under the night sky. 

Till then, I would visit zephyr's land,

being hidden, far away from crowd,

imbibing the ambience, in night strolls, 

savoring these moments, in my solitude.

Game of wealth

It's a game of wealth,

how the riches circulate,

everyone wants to wash their hands,

in this flowing river of finance. 

It's ideal, if they come easy,

a bit difficult, when we are lazy,

use our body or race our mind,

to discover a loop, any lucky find.

Few were more fortunate, 

millions might lose in the process,

for, it never remains at one place,

changing locations, every moment. 

From ancient times, it was sought,

from divine blessings to cunning methods,

working hard to secure their assets,

sharing with families, or losing to outsiders.

Prosperity were desired,

even envied for its power,

so, we create mechanisms to control,

the revenues from this abundance. 

Taxes levied by the kings,

stolen or looted by barbarians,

also misled to be given away,

by unethical practices of merchants.

Now, it's under many governments,

using our income for their benefits, 

which would be invested in policies,

that may or may not affect our lives. 

So, it's a game of wealth, my friend,

no one is left untouched by it,

falling deeper in corruption and greed,

without providing reasons or logic.

It was much easier in older days,

limited transaction, smaller states,

every expenditure was accounted for,

and new demands, needed its rationale.

Trust me

Trust me,

I only loved you,

for, this heart belongs to you...

Now, learn the real truth,

I was lying!

Listen to my confession,

when I said these words...

I wanted your attention, 

for my cravings and desires,

it was all a game for me,

when we made those promises, 

to be in a serious relationship, 

building a deeper connection, 

I never had the need,

for any future commitment, 

I try to avoid such situations, 

diving further into any feelings,

looking beyond the physical attraction, 

It's not possible, 

Trust me... 

Just an amateurish attempt. Now read it, from down to up. :) 

It's a story ( Palindrome poetry)

It's that story,

Of fallen land,

A tragic tale,

Once prosperous, but now,

Lost in the void,

An ancient civilization,

Our forefathers knew,

Passed through generation,

Written in songs,

A mysterious place,

That we called,

Palindrome...

That we called,

A mysterious place,

Written in songs,

Passed through generation, 

Our forefathers knew,

An ancient civilization, 

Lost in the void,

Once prosperous, but now,

A tragic tale,

Of fallen land,

It's that story.

It's not much

It's not much,

even crumbs or peanuts,

are enough of a meal,

for these gentle creatures. 

Some do fly, others scramble,

treading cautiously, in encounters,

but the hunger supersedes, 

forcing them into interactions. 

They don't have much,

just their momentary touch, 

or allowing us in their space,

as we slowly build the trust. 

And it's really endearing, 

they are cute and cuddly,

showering with occasional kisses,

as a return of our favors. 

They're our connection to nature,

a way to provide some contributions,

while correct mistakes of forefathers, 

by providing respite from foraging. 

So, don't take any advantages,

measure through gain and losses,

for, we have been blessed with excesses,

let some be shared, with our neighbors. 

Be it freshly cooked or leftovers,

some dry nuts, fruits and vegetables, 

even the ones expired, considered wastage,

would be enough to save innocent lives. 

It's not much...

To live a good life

To live a good life,

one needs a healthy mind,

that dictates terms of living,

with patience and discipline.

Some say, work till old age,

others try retire after 40s,

yet, it's an interesting thing,

body doesn't differentiate aging. 

It's not the personal or professional space,

only matters is mental activities and rest,

either being at office, or living in home,

it's the lifestyle, that makes a difference. 

Sleep and stress, two important parameters,

that help us navigate through experiences...

Sleep, a time where body recuperate, 

and stress, that promotes inflammation. 

Our brain produces toxic wastes,

using lymphatic system for drainage, 

that only a deep sleep can activate,

or insomnia would lead to ailments. 

But, people now do late night shifts,

some take pride being night owls,

being young, one can get away,

but face struggles with declining health. 

An uninterrupted deep sleep is essential, 

our afternoon naps would not recover,

it needs 4 cycles of NREM and REMs,

atleast 6 hours, upto 8 hours of slumber.

So, don't remain active till late nights,

slow down gracefully, after age 25,

don't fall victim, pressured by peers, 

listen to your body, for brighter future. 

But we might face many hurdles,

as we try to heal, rest and recover,

conditions like sleep apnea, due to obesities, 

or nocturia dues to underlying disease.

Many more have anxieties in mind,

having trouble to calm themselves down,

others are addicted to drugs or alcohol,

messing with brain while initiating sleep. 

Even increased screen time,

is one of the prevalent culprit,

might manifest as migraine, 

forcing them into medications. 

so, avoid mindless scrolling, 

protect your circadian rhythm,

for healthy functioning of hormones,

let your bed be your sanctuary. 

Then, take care of stress,

relaxing through deep breathing,

expanding lungs, that stretches diaphragm, 

or vibrate vocal cords through chanting.

As they both increase vagal tone,

stimulating parasympathetic nervous system, 

relaxing brain, shifting to prefrontal cortex,

from the emotional, primal limbic system. 

Any pro inflammatory conditions, 

like obesity or high body fat volume,

will be stressful to our body,

bringing myriads of disease.

But, don't feel ashamed of your weight,

it's also stressful, to have negative image,

love your body, but be more practical,

working for achieving a healthy body weight. 

So, strive to build good habits,

but don't rely on emotional side,

the limbic system, desires short term results,

it doesn't have patience or resilience. 

Give Prefrontal cortex, the upper hand,

say no to these instant gratification,

for, it's mature, more logical one,

help us create plans, for long term. 

So, to live a good life,

one needs some sacrifice,

do have fun and some indulgence,

but, body prefers more discipline. 

Inspired by Youtube podcast discussion between Dr. Pal and Dr.Sidwarrior

Not an emotional lover

I am not an emotional lover,

falling deeply, head over heels,

following every word you say

being blinded by your attraction. 

It's been too long, I have lost touch,

to the hidden cravings, of my soul,

using reasons and understandings,

for building deeper connections. 

I am not an emotional lover,

making you worry, about the future,

doubting my words, as I conveyed,

opinion of mind, and feelings of heart. 

I do admit my inexperience,

of handling our tender relation,

sometimes coming too dry,

in my acts and expressions. 

I am not an emotional lover,

hadn't got a possessive attitude,

showing jealousy or more concerns,

while seeing you with another person. 

And you question my sincerity,

using silence as your weapon,

putting me in many trials of life,

evaluating the care, I should've given. 

I am not an emotional lover,

been too slow, in the progression, 

but do realize, it's my nature,

taking time, have meaningful interactions. 

So, forgive me, I couldn't answer,

give assurances, through my conduct,

for, I desired moments, not just gratification,

over everything, I valued...

Respect and reciprocation.

What's in a personality test?

What's in a personality test? 

Dividing people in different sets,

depending on some inherent traits,

that putting labels on our faces,

helping us understand inner voices. 

By ticking boxes, making our choices,

giving data to the programmed systems,

letting it evaluate, make an opinion,

from a snapshot of our thought process. 

Myers and Briggs, with the colorful charts, 

extraverts, introverts, playing their parts. 

be it DISC, an employment attribute test,

or Eysenck's test for three elements. 

Even business community built,

Hogan's personality inventory to succeed,

Enneagram's compass, a nine-pointed guide, 

for our life's path, to be confined. 

It's fun to explore and learn,

analyze self or other person,

still, a heart doubts and fears,

would it hinders our progression. 

Even the researcher have not found,

the key to open, our inner mind,

some do believe, it's fixed nature,

while other think, we are flexible. 

As we pass through different phases, 

from childhood, teenager to adult years,

our mentality is influenced by experiences,

helping us to change our ways. 

And we might acquire newer traits,

modified steadily with interventions, 

practicing self-control, improving self-esteem,

we evolved into a higher being. 

So, what's in a personality test?

Let not the test, be our final decree, 

it's a map, not a prison, a chance to be,

embracing the unknown, the chapters untold... 

For, the truest version, is yet to unfold.