Our instincts activates

Our instincts activates,

when decisions are being made,

that breaks the flow of routine,

catching us unprepared. 

Like the signals on the traffic,

changing colors to yellow lights,

giving us moments to decide,

whether to stop or keep driving. 

For, life stands on the intersection,

crosswalks being the dilemmas, 

that troubles apprehensive hearts,

from taking decisive actions. 

There are some genuine concerns,

being analyzed by rational minds,

taking control over our impulses, 

calculate risks, in case of emergencies. 

And, our instincts activates, 

in that brief interval, we deliberate, 

not from fear, but mental clarity, 

choosing option, with the best outcome.

My senses still tingles

My senses still tingles,

with waft of roasted beans,

being ground and brewed,

sweetened & flavored, 

to my likings. 

When did it change? 

Becoming used to the void,

from the assumptions destroyed,

disillusioned, losing all care,

and maintain, vacant stare,

to vast expanse of nothingness. 

There are still spots visible,

where my lips sipped the nectar,

from sweet & delicate lighter roasts,

to darker ones, intense & bitter. 

The taste matured, as I grew,

seeking richness over subtle brew,

yet, the contents slowly vanished, 

from my reach, reasons unforeseen. 

My senses still tingles,

it remembers my struggles,

to bring back old times,

when I could savor mine,

a cup, filled with coffee. 

Yet, the taste fades,

just memories stayed,

holding empty cup,

heart that prayed,

only to be disappointed. 

Tremors

It's not just ground that shakes,

but deep wounds left in the psyche,

of the people and resident species,

who bears the brunt of damages. 

Natural calamities are devastating, 

yet, life finds ways of rebounding, 

little by little, creating the space,

for them to survive & flourish. 

But human actions are catastrophic,

disregard conditions & capacities, 

for absorbing such misadventures, 

without leaving behind lasting effects. 

Weapons were updated every year,

increasing levels of inbuilt powers,

refined with tests, and exercises,

in lands, seas, skies and mountains. 

Acquiring materials, gaining expertise, 

waiting for the day, unleashing strikes,

watch with pleasure, effect of violence,

while sending message of their might. 

Tremors... 

These ripples of the shockwaves,

shatter hearts, spreading far and wide,

while affected, will suffer silently,

as quakes, rise in frequencies & intensity. 

Era of war

Since ancient times, 

there have been fights,

individuals and communities,

regional or between countries, 

gaining traction each passing days,

depending on strength & influences,

through militaries or ideologies, 

in this battle of territories. 

Era of war... 

We might denounce,

but still harbor the doubts,

accumulating wealth & weapons,

instigating minds against enemies, 

through fear, bribe, and betrayals, 

keep them subdued or occupied,

till we achieve the means,

to command domination. 

Era of war... 

We naturally seek peace,

yet, are susceptible to the sins,

of desires, anger, hatred, greed,

fuelling our delusions & pride,

to seek control, spread influences, 

bringing others under authority,

regardless of cost being paid,

by our brethren or surroundings. 

Era of war... 

When it begins,

after an uneasy calm,

forcefully shake things,

and we are mere spectators, 

protest, or become supporters,

while the neutral suffers,

knowing the struggles, 

of ones affected. 

Let me take the lead

Let me take the lead,

you don't have to speak,

if you trust me blindly,

I will show you dreams. 

Taking you for long drives,

dining in cafe & restaurants, 

some movies and arcades,

would be our fun dates. 

I will bring you bouquets, 

satisfy cravings with chocolates,

with teddy and soft toys,

brings smiles on your face. 

We will watch your favorite shows,

playing board games when bored,

I would cheer, support your work,

while helping with household chores. 

Let me take the lead,

and I will make it special,

in the years of togetherness, 

I will protect you from fears. 

Will you trust, follow me...

Or you want more from it,

where you make the choice,

changing leads, in our journey?

Sustainable forestry

Human need are insatiable,

putting pressures on the environment, 

in our hunger to exploit resources, 

we have destroyed many forests,

still, people have learned the ways,

to build a harmonious relationship. 

Sustainable forestry... 

It's been used since long,

we might have forgotten,

to take a holistic approach, 

for long term development. 

Meeting our present needs,

compromises future benefits, 

if we are not responsible, 

for vitality of the forests. 

As it's an important concern,

prioritizing health of the ecosystems, 

including soil, water and air quality,

while protecting biodiversity. 

There are ways of conservations,

from reforestation to afforestation,

using selective logging & agroforestry,

implementing policies of administration.

It starts with breathing

It starts with breathing,

regulating the flow of prana,

inhale, exhale, finding rhythm,

and practice various postures.

Not just simple exercises, 

to enhance flexibility & strength, 

but these asanas are sadhana,

to unite with universe's energy. 

Energy that permeates,

yet, we remain oblivious, 

immersed in the noises,

which surrounds our lives.

So, when we dedicate time,

embracing the process inside,

we could succeed to find,

after our senses are aligned. 

It starts with breathing, 

we ascend through the movements, 

slowly, gradually, comes refinements, 

we mature, reaching the awareness. 

calmness settles, as we keep diving, 

in the ocean, of deeper consciousness, 

and we arrive, in stillness of our mind,

every element of nature combined. 

To the essence of our reality...

Enlightenment!

Gift of the gab

People are attracted, to certain traits,

an ability to speak well, being confident, 

for, we evaluate, how one communicates, 

that is engaging, connecting with thoughts. 

Gift of the gab...

It's a skill most sought,

ability to express freely,

and charming our hearts. 

Some may have the blessings, 

naturally possessing the fluency,

yet, most of valued individuals, 

cultivate this great ability. 

By expanding their knowledge,

exposures to various concepts,

staying informed to current events,

build a strong foundation. 

They practice active listening, 

paying attention to other's saying,

fostering meaningful dialogues,

while providing valuable insights. 

They find ways to overcome fears, 

of social interaction & public speaking,

the willingness to face challenges, 

comes from motivation acquired. 

They have to learn the techniques, 

to focus, articulate message clearly,

developing abilities to tell stories,

that captivates audience, into believing...

The doorbell never rang

There's a rustle, outside the doors,

a faint voice, mumbling some words,

sensing a presence, I walked close,

but overthinking mind, creates doubts,

what if, I am hallucinating... 

Tap, tap, those soft knocks,

ticking like hands of clocks,

incertain, being in a bind,

I relented, taking it as sign,

decided to open, after a while. 

Yet, silence followed, calming mind,

in the meanwhile, I got occupied,

investing in interests, of my life,

away from chaos, of the strifes,

in the comfort, of my solitude. 

Then again, I heard murmurs & sighs,

some urgencies, in muffled cries,

compelling thoughts, needing attention, 

making me act, dismissing concerns,

to reach out, to these voices. 

The doorbell never rang,

yet, slowly I was made aware,

of those hopes, I had quashed,

of the dreams, never realized,

waiting for door, to be opened. 

And visitors left unseen,

with messages, kept unread.

Gaslighting part 2

Gaslighting, a cunning crime,

stealing person, of their rights,

to trust their thoughts & feelings,

forming opinions, about their surroundings. 

There's awareness, people have learned,

identifying signs, connecting the dots,

confronting abuser, preventing effects, 

helping victims, from being exploited. 

Yet, there's always another side,

do we really understand the drive,

is it manipulation or genuine criticism, 

that contradicts, hurting our pride?

Have we tried, analyze the intent,

getting clarifications, or feedbacks,

where the goal, was to communicate,

sharing perceptions & perspectives? 

Discussions...

It carries fact and evidences,

which may cause disagreements, 

still, it's foundation, is mutual respect.

While Gaslighting, 

attacks our sense of reality

relying on blaming & lying,

making others feel insecure. 

So, do differentiate, when you decide,

by observing patterns, gaining insights, 

occasional banters, or persistent occurrence, 

ending in resolutions, or uncertainties...

Gaslighting part 1

A term coined, in 20th century,

gained prominence, in recent narratives, 

presenting a form, of psychological control,

through manipulation and abuse of power. 

Gaslighting... 

It makes others question their sanity,

by denying events, or contradicting, 

while dismissing concerns or feelings,

confusing victims, by twisting reality. 

And they fall, to the abuser,

believing words, from their mouth,

causing them to loss self-esteem, 

by doubting their own judgment. 

But now, with growing awareness, 

there's recognition of the damages,

people discussing, identifying behaviors, 

using social media, to disseminate information. 

Groups were formed, sharing experiences, 

getting validation, fostering deeper bondings, 

as emphasis given, caring mental health,

where therapy sought, in extreme cases. 

Still, we need to be cautious, 

let such terms, be not misused, 

understanding positives & negatives,

before labeling something...

Gaslighting. 

Torn...

Torn...

Between feelings and reason,

causing conflicts, in my perception,

disoriented, I am losing directions, 

strayed from path, having hesitations. 

So I seek, to follow the lead,

clear this fog, blinding me,

taking cue, creating my own,

with a clarity, to navigate life. 

Torn...

Between restraint & impulses,

dedicated to follow my principles,

yet, desires flow, emotions grow,

making me falter, lose composure. 

There are thought, that may arise,

along with urges, hidden from sight,

considering options, accepting temptations, 

while holding, to guilty conscience. 

Torn...

I am confused,

entertaining notions, that may include,

ideas & beliefs, I should have refused,

yet, fell victim to circumstances. 

And I wonder, am I wrong,

when the world moves along,

with an increasingly diverse societies, 

providing us many options. 

Torn...

Am I scared, or just concerned, 

letting go of my obligations, 

chasing the idea of freedom,

might break my mental rhythm.... 

And I am stuck!

Don't waste your time

Don't waste your time,

and wait for some signs,

of divine interventions, 

to make things right. 

Spending hours on screen,

sitting on bench ruminating, 

or lounging on the couch, 

playing games or snacking. 

Resting keeps heart light, 

only if, you earned the right,

by investing in certain tasks,

performing duties, giving a fight. 

Yet, we prefer conveniences, 

enjoy pleasures of indulgences, 

getting addicted to the voices, 

controlling desires & impulses. 

There might be setbacks,

breaking our will to persist,

frustrated & disillusioned, 

we lose the drive, to continue. 

Still, it shouldn't be the excuse,

for you to abandon your journey, 

cultivate patience & discipline, 

act with a purpose and devotion. 

Just don't waste your time.