Too literal a person

Too literal a person,

I have become,

ignoring the nuances,

hidden conditions  

I have seen inconsistencies,

playing out in real life,

where words were not trusted,

for, actions were contrary.

Too literal a person, 

I had to be,

where lies & excuses,

sow seeds of doubts.

People call it games,

of solving the puzzles,

but it's their way,

of testing the waters.

Too literal a person,

I have my reasons,

hiding my hesitancy, 

of stepping onto the stage.

For, it requires clarity, 

with conductive environment, 

so that I don't get exhausted, 

by deciphering meanings.

Too literal a person,

is the way I deal,

when I couldn't see,

efforts with sincerity. 

The world requires actions,

so I maintain a discerning eye,

bearing the weight of words,

which were spoken or implied.