An evening with you !!

I never listen, nor I say,
as we look to the horizon,
the sun sets, moon shine,
we don't notice, nor we care..
for, this is the moments we share...

I didn't wait, you were there,
the same smile on your face,
the joy, the pain in my heart,
also my mind going on pace.....

hesitated, unsure...I step forward,
shy or nervous in my mind,
our eyes met, steady gaze,
and the moment just froze behind!!

No one spoke, nor stirred,
a small curve in the lips,
as the breeze that flowed,
the strands of hair moved.......

the sun going down,
golden rays fell on you,
and there you are,
brightening up my life...
the moonshine on us,
as the darkness came...
and the stars twinkles.

we sat down,
the grass being wet,
trees showering their leaves,
we watched them fall..

Our hands met,
your finger on mine,
we didn't notice,
as we were close...

Just you and me,
and the world around us,
the calmness, the peace,
the comfort of being with you..

So, we watched, 
being together,
no one speak, nor listen,
just the thoughts of togetherness inside us...
it was so good to be true,
as I spent an evening with you!!

Cells of living being

We work hard, we really do...

our actions, our reactions,

for our only motive, our aim,

quest of survival, our gain....

Lots would dies, lost forever,

we fight relentlessly, steadily so...

we never got tired, nor rest,

as we work for the higher order.

sometimes we are attacked,

conspiracy being made,

or just a surprise changes,

that cam from within....

we survive, we tackle,

each unit being in shackle...

we get better..we triumph,

just for another day in the system.

There are are many of upper zones,

they got important tasks for us...

everything being special, we don't differentiate,

as we dedicate ourselves to the job.

They too falter, may become weak,

but get repaired just in time,

we help, bring it back,

and keep up with it.

But does the higher order ever acknowledge?

being in pride of superior taste.....

whatever it do will affect us,

for it's his decisions we follow...

decisions that damage, cut through us,

making our job harder or so...

the more ego, lazy it becomes,

or some reckless choices risking on whole...

We can't evade, struggle through it,

accepts whatever it gives,

as it slowly becoming thankless...

rewarding or punishing of it's wishes,

what are we, some foot soldiers,

or the building block of a system,

for each system, being the basic chain of life....

we are nothing but cells of living being 

Satisfaction and Content

Two words...Satisfaction and Content, 
one which can never have a boundary,
the other that doesn't need a boundary.
Which one to keep, inside so deep..
one cause happiness and other brings worry.

I ask of things,
whatever I need,
my wants got bigger,
my aspiration too high,
desires and dreams,
tempting to me....

I know it hurts,
hard to work,
looking for opportunity,
ways to find more,
to be happy, 
to be complete!

Patience being tested,
finding a way out,
past cause the brooding,
and future so tense,
I  chased for my happiness,
but still so unhappy?

Satisfaction it is,
that I am searching for,
but it's only competition,
that I find all over,
as I sit watching others...
I am so tired!

but then was this what I needed,
or the things I ignored,
but then it's responsibility,
the expectations of many...
will it ever satisfy,
or vanquish my hunger?

So, I asked myself,
where to pull the line,
what more to achieve,
to conquer it all....
or it's what the elders advised,
be content on what you get??

to be happy for things one have,
be thankful of this gift of life,
no jealousy or envious of any kind,
to accept without complaining,
not to run but enjoy every moment,
to be content....

Is it confinement,
an enclosure of some kind,
making oneself lazy,
decreasing their capabilities...
or  it's against one's growth,
asking for no more?

the doubting mind,
or just a rational view,
for analyzing something,
every thought had it's preview..
to have patience, it needed time,
still content brings happiness!


Something to satisfy,
or be content with,
these are the two words on my mind...
the world is moving, so am I!!

Watching the stars

Bright as they might look,
far and beyond,...
we look it in awe,
the vastness in our thought.
Shining, dull .....large or small,
each have their lights,
or just the emptiness,
darkness that follows.

It stand alone,
or comes with many,
each had it's own nature,
or just us to decipher...
a constellation, structure,
showing the life's color,
stories being told,
words to be followed.

As I watch them,
heads up, eyes focused,
look around, the life..
the trees, and the buildings.
I look beyond them,
with it comes the magic...
the world that I have, 
and the stars through them.


The rustling of the leaves, 
moving with the breeze,
the branches in dark shadow,
all over the trees...
stars blinking, shining a bit,
or disappearing for some times,
looking so mysterious, 
or a moment of tranquility to seize!! 

It brings hope...
thoughts too deep,
nothing as such at first,
but something of a meditation....
it's hollowness, and more,
the brightness of future,
or just a peace of mind,
in this chaos of life.

Silent and thoughtful,
with my steady gaze,
I watch and watch......
the stars near and beyond!!

Doomsday

Hello friends...so, it's again a new year....and this time it's after something after a kind of doomsday forecast by Maya and others....Nothing new, same old life, only our works to look forward to, and maintain our lifestyle.
So, what's there in a doomsday that some people were so interested in knowing...don't know may be some people are just fed up with their life, wanting some change,,,and these kind of rumor giving them false hope :P. Confused....nope just kidding....We just love to these rumors without giving them a serious second thought as long as it's entertaining!! Just a small poetry for the same...

Doomsday they say, 
a time to come,
following celestial events,
or any other form.
Dates were set,
as the clocks ticks......
as the moment comes,
with our adrenaline kicks!!

Some thought its fun,
other as god's will,
some just ignore it as rumors...
other waiting for the kill.
it's weird for many...
as they being busy in daily chore,
why are few experts calling..
whole thing a  big hoax!

And so, the time comes,
as it also goes,
not a change to be seen,
for some good or bad....
day comes and goes 
and we went ahead,
not many incidence to see,
just those moments were dead!!

Their goes another date,
doomsday  being shifted...
as the people kept waiting ,
for the pattern to be repeated.
There will be movies, stories being written...
as people craze for thrill and adventure being taken,
or just plain fear deep seated in our mind...
for our doomsday theory to be awaken!!!

it's a long wait

It's there for some time,

as I have passed a phase..

or just stepping up a little...

still being a long wait!

Yes, I was unsure at first,

may be shy and reserved,

or just being so naive,

realizing it after being so late!

earlier life was easy,

simple to say the least,

every thing so organized,

not much worry at sight.....

friends and family took turns,

and studies too had it's role,

most parts being taken care of,

keeping these things to the fate!! 

people say it's needed,

I hadn't cared for,

a part did asked for it,

or it's a mere attraction ??

I was there realizing my dreams,

looked as my friends got away,

just to be occupied in their life...

keeping promise to their date!!

the sun rays on me,

also the moonshine,

the coldness of winter breeze,

or the raindrops on my face!

each had it's effect,

alone with me as my solace,
still my heart seeked,
or momentary desires,

to be spoken to, share moments....

spend times with my mate.

Yes, I could say this,

now, being the time,

not the world do I ask,

just a small happiness on my plate....

it's there for some time,

as my heart had spoken up,

someone to care, love to...

to find my soul mate....

for now, it's a long wait!!

Just some thoughts

Hello friends,

Its been a long time since I have blogged...it's daily workload, any exams or prior commitments that stops one from expressing their views in these forums. I mostly write in poetry as an hobby though I need to improve on that.
I was never a guy of literature, bad at expressing my imagination...but same is true with most of us. We try to hide our emotions to outside world just to avoid any embarrassment or mere shyness withing us. The world around us, our life, each have its effect on us and we prefer to ignore our feeling and move on in our life. Well, it helps if we have someone to share or we could have hobbies just to bring out the same. In my case I choose the latter. Its better, keep our mind free and it can act as a refreshment...a memoir too, to recall our memory.  

So, some people write diaries, some do it with photographs....we love to keep our precious moment as treasure, or just a gesture of remembrance...a lot of things that we wanted to do, the way we feel ....these all will fade by time but not if you have something that could help you look back to the whole of yours in stages that you had been in.....

These are just some thoughts of mine...coming to me, may be because of a state of mind I am in...but then if in future I would read this post, it will bring some part of me back which I might have been left behind in this blind race of struggle for existence...the competition that's called life.

So, what do you thing about this? What would be your take to this life..how would you want to remember it , how would you want to keep a life story for yourself...think about it....Just some thoughts!! 

when time allows...

Hidden from view,

hibernating in a way,

daily onslaught of responsibilities...

pushing it out of bay.

Its somewhere there,

waiting to come out,

knowing it's position....

being in some doubt.

It watches, observes,

accepts the realities,

but still have its thoughts...

as free as it be.

It's imagination, innocence,

carefree as a mind could be,

it's dreaming, wandering .....

to the world of unseen.

Practical, you could be,

ignoring the basic urge,

but this instinct would remain.....

till the attention returns.

so, it's there, let it be...

I have some other works,

with a hope within me,

to bring it back.....when time allows!!

On my way

On my way,
I was walking,
strides too fast,
not a moment to spare.
I had to hurry,
no time to wait,
covered so little....
yet my destination so far !!

These are my aspirations,
things that I craved for,
some nearer to me...
some still a distant dream.
I have been preparing,
avoiding all distractions,
with my vision being set,
left all for my passion.

So, I was there,
as I walk by,
did I heard something??
Someone on the standby......
I turned, looked on my side,
saw my self on both sides.
both were quarrelling,
a debate being made...
what's taking so much,
as I enquired.

The one on the right,
with a jovial sight,
replied in a sarcastic tone.....
" I am watching you,
being with you all the time...
I saw you missed the fun,
as your friend got by,
you faltered, you failed,
still clinging the way,
you are trying too hard,
yet the distance so far!!"

"You missed the rain,
and neglected your lane,
you waited for none...
still your heart cried in pain.
I know you remember,
you want them back,
but the addiction is so much,
you have no moment to spare!!"

"Why do you try,
time never come back,
what will you do...
after you got that you want??"

I stopped and pondered,
as he Mar a valid point,
but before I could answer,
the other on the left replied....
"I was with you always,
encouraging your every move,
and it was I for whom,
you have to reach your goal.
You have to move one,
for the others are doing so,
if you wait for the others,
you will have nowhere to go."

"You have to make compromises,
for that's the way of life,
you have to compete,
give your all in this fight.
the fruits of your effort,
is waiting on the other side,
So, don't stop and keep ignoring,
whatever being said by the right!!"

Saying this the quarrel resumes,
as each one forcing there point,
I waited and saw both,
projections of my inner conscience.
I had to make peace,
as both were right,
and I told them my view,
on the whole fight.....

"Yes, its true that I neglected,
made a destination of mine,
and walked in a hurry,
to reach it on time,
I know I missed things around,
but had my part of it too..
to reach my goal is not all...
but the journey is desired."

"You both are my voice,
still you are in extremes,
and I will move on....
for my experience is on my side!!"
I hesitated a little,
as they both disappeared,
looking ahead, I continued,
On my way........

To write a diary

So...I was thinking of writing a diary..of daily routines, new adventures, twists and turns that the life could offer to me as it goes. And it could start my journey to be a novel writer that I would love to write someday. An exciting endeavor that I was ready to take just to realize my life hasn't much to offer right now.

  Yes, with most of times goes on sitting on my chair reading books, recalling and revising the things I learned as I bucked up myself for the entrance test for PG examination coming on November, you could realize nothing I would write could raise an bit of interest even to me if I do write those things in my diary...So, reluctantly I let go that thought of mine and brought myself to the study book I was reading. But the thought even though a flicker of it remained...if not a diary, I could try my hand in a small poetry on it right now...

  Its been time that I have been to my blogs and it would bring alive a little part of creativity that was inside me ..that's been gone to a slumber as I got busy in my preparation.So, friends its a small thought of mine that I would want to share with you...

I was alone, 
a moment with self,
revisiting, recalling the times,
life that I am having...
the time that goes past,
inner space that I shared.

I wonder, I pondered,
how will I remember the days,
the wonderful time I had...
I enjoyed, I observed,
made opinions and forgot,
to experience how I fared.

To write it down,
in the memory lane,
the words that not get erased,
time that could be revisited,
the good ones, the bad too...
the proud one, also when got embarrassed...

mistakes that taught me,
desires that asked to advance,
the people that helped me,
situations that allowed me to grow,
not the fear that put me back....
but the achievements that I dared!!

A diary it is,
a life story in front of me,
break that it could give,
examples may be set,
as I could bring myself to it...
when it will be the only thing I cared!!

Enough of inspiration,
moment of excitement may be,
why think now, I have time,
but a record of life of mine....
I don't have time now, 
still a good idea it is!! [:)]

True friends

We are friends,

I know we are,

we talk, meet, smile,

add in social network.

just a little chat,

Hi, hello...hows you?

with a little interest,

busy in our own routine!!

Just to say congrats,

with some happy news...

or a little sorry,

for something that going wrong!!

we exchange note,

plan visits for vacation,

we party, have fun...

or just tease someone.

But when asked meaning,

we hesitate...

think for some time,

just to describe!!

May be some from heart,

but most were just talks,

because not all were having,

a true friend.

A true friend,

that one wants,

to care, to support,

or speak out the heart.

everyone desires,

most ignores the thought,

but still is there...

small pains in heart?

are we ready,

just to explore,

and open up,

be there for someone...

for that true friend,

that we want,

we need to be one...

that they want!!

May be its all illusion,

as we may not see...

the life is full of them,

and we are blind.

May be a true friend,

is there by your side...

you just need to look out,

and its not difficult to find!!

Something more..

An usual day,
same old routine,
living with a dull life,
nor much joy inside.
And I hoped for better,
waiting for a change......
until...I saw you!


As a morning breeze...you came,
being so charming ,
with some magic in it,
as I kept looking at you.
Was it just for a moment,
or for days, I wasn't sure,
but a new change....that I wished for.


meeting of eyes,
or mere infatuation,
a little smile,
and some mischievous  looks.
You being so sweet,
making flutters in my heart,
just to realize...I like you!!


Making my first move,
just to say hi,
but seated at the seat,
I was so shy.
Talking to your friend,
exchanging some quick glance,
but I hesitated to return the same.....


So, it was usual,
I was so naive,
but with some courage,
tried my chance.
Just a friend, it may work,
still I could have my luck,
just to realize.....we were something more!!

An evil mind

An evil mind
fear inside,
or the hidden desires,
on the wrong side.
to be empty handed,
and lots of free time,
a little less accountability,
and too much ego on ride!!


An evil mind,
with no conscience,
with thousands of lies,
making up the whole life.
no trust nor fate,
will ever make a change,
as it spreads in society,
brings a lot of strife!!


An evil mind,
will it ever contained?
making the task easier,
not easier to be tamed.
Its tempting, 
an ideology of it's own,
slowly nibbling out the character,
not giving much time to blame!!


An evil mind,
bringing all the sins,
selfishness, power, lust and many,
taking on the toll.
stealing the precious moments,
blinding as it grows,
presenting great pleasures,
as you sink further into the hole!!


An evil mind,
needs just a moment to score,
a little trouble, a weak heart,
or just an opportunity to kill.
not that we can't fight,
a little courage it just needs,
A step inside and another,
controlling it with one's own will!!