What name, should I give,
this deep-seated feeling of inadequacy,
doubting potentials, my abilities,
putting a ceiling on dreams seen.
Having complexes...
There are traumas, pressure from society,
also weaknesses, changing my tendencies,
with negative self-talks, constant criticisms,
eroding confidence, shaking beliefs.
It's not always about incompetency,
there are influences in my upbringings,
creating distance from normal conduct,
by passing judgments, or comparing.
I am aware of these aberrations,
seeing reality in distorted perceptions,
still feel helpless in changing directions,
being prone to emotional amplification.
Having complexes...
I don't deny the hurt,
but want to overcome narrations,
accept shortcomings & setbacks,
as means for the growth...
Of my personality.
No matter how much time it takes!
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