Seeking happiness

Shrouded in the darkness,

you have learned to be alone,

facing all the unfairness, 

kept fighting for your ambitions.

Always ready to fight,

you have been too proud,

of the journey, the hardships,

adorning it as your battle scars.

Living at the edge,

feeling the power in hands,

standing on the higher stage,

is addictive to your mind.

Willing to sacrifice everything,

for accomplishment of your dreams,

become oblivious of what it brings,

consequences of living extremes.

Lack of sleep, all the worries and stress,

heightened alertness, accompanying headaches,

pain in the body from overwork,

nothing matters in the path of success. 

Even if not spoken aloud,

you mocked ethics of normal people,

who valued personal time for themselves,

considering them lazy and unmotivated. 

But you too feel lonely at times,

wanting someone's shoulder to lie,

yet this lifestyle haven't been compatible,

to spend together in a relationships.

Having created a wall, that's difficult to climb,

left many suitors high and dry,

while the anger and disappointments,

made you more distant and confrontational. 

Indeed it's a viscious cycle,

of pain, hurt and anger,

if harmony is not maintained,

it will end in an empty success.

So, give it some thoughts,

make plans and choose your path,

walk with confidence, without regrets,

for, life is all about seeking happiness.