fogs everywhere

fogs everywhere...can't see,

but still walking on,

don't know where I am,

or which way I being,

had to think but no time,

or just the momentum,

I am going to shine!!

yes, I doubt as I move,

or its just a dream,

why I am so inconclusive,

if its my own life.

had it been different,

had I been better,

just the clouds above,

so difficult to reach the high!!

moments to stop, moments to see,

to break the shackles, to be free,

then why I am just sleeping,

or just sitting on my knee.

I do hope for better,

its my place, I deserve for,

and still I view the world around,

as my own life being.

I am not detached,

nor I say spiritual words,

but still I am confused,

asking questions to hit the chords.

fog it is but we could clear it,

the perspective we want,

brood and waste our time,

or just live it out, for the same!!

last week in college

Hello friends..

hadn't written much these months because of being busy at the college...Its our last month of classes in our college and last week being enjoyed in full swing!!..
We had this interesting concept to enjoy our last weeks of college, where each day we would dress in some cool way, a type of fancy dress and attend the classes!!...

For Monday--> Men in Black...all of the students wear black shirt, pants, black shoes, black googles and some with black caps...

For Tuesday-->Tapori style, wearing dirty/ shiny shirts, googles, chain, knife, handkerchief being tied on the pants, on forehead, wearing small accessories like ear ring, ring over the eyes{obviusly not pierced!!}, thumb rings...for a cool attitude!

For Wednusday--> it was desi/ Odia style....thats kurta and dhoti!!....

For Thusday--> Bathroom style...to attend college wearing towel, vests/ banyans..some also took balti, mug and toothbrush with them!!...and singing...All izz well.....

For Friday--> fancy dress...sadhu baba, raja, women{in Saree}

So all and all we had some fun..though I missed the last two but still we enjoyed the class....our teacher were at first surprised but then its a tradition being held for many years so they didn't say much against it!...

It was funny at first to watch people reaction for us when we went being Tapori and also in bathroom style as they were confused to see medical students in this attire...our classes are little far from our hostel so it was inevitable, the patients, people looked at us bit puzzled and surprised but then, it was all we wanted....

College life is indeed fun though its our last year in the college!

a lonely traveller

a lonely traveller,
some windy day,
wearing a big hat,
gleaming in sun ray...
which way his path.,
or what's his destination,
keeping some secrets,
he is moving away....

it's all sand over his feet,
with patches of clothes being stitched,
and a bag on his back,
treading the road with the beat....
was he tired, or he bored,
drops of sweat on the forehead,
somewhere to wash..to be fresh,
or just wear the same dirty dress!!

we just watched as he crossed,
curious our eyes, checking him up,
the children teasing, the toddlers play,
while the grown-up busy with hay,
but I wanted more or just a greed,
went near and asked what he need,
he looked at me, frowning a bit,
then he smiles as he speaks....

"just travelling the places,
exploring the new,
unknown is my destiny,
unsettled are my views....
following my heart,
enjoying these moments,
I am moving on...
whichever the way!!

So, son..I don't need anything,
as everything is around me,
yet you can wish me luck,
to find what I want to see"...
I was confused and puzzled,
why should anyone be like this?
but one side of mine adored him,
the life he has, the freedom he gets!!

So, goes the lonely traveller,
with his hopes and his wishes,
leaving behind a trail,
a path to be taken,
as the children wave from behind,
he waves back with a smile,
he may not return back, we may not see...
but still a good memory it will be!!

guess who we are?

just trying to write different poetry, putting my imagination to a roll..hope you all like it...


swinging with the wind,
running on the field,
watching them take a feed,
storing up what I need...
days in and days out,
we just have to shout,
search everywhere being curious,
enjoying ourselves without a doubt!!

we had friends, we had foes,
yet someone near evoke our cries,
some got caught, other survived,
few got born, few dies..
we still had faith, still had the spirit,
still holding on, we had the grit,
but its inevitable, chances so bleak,
somewhere down, we were not fit.

alas they came, greedy..one day,
we didn't had our last say,
some left, running for life,
yet we didn't desert our way...
home shattered, we breathed our last,
on our beautiful place the death had cast,
we could see them laughing, wanting some more,
not had much time..it ended so fast!!...

we being nothing, voice so weak,
we had some friends but they didn't speak,
not supporting us, they let us vanish,
our only hope getting so meek...
guess who we are, in your conscience,
find us everywhere and be nice,
use power to restore not left out,
or just use us as your game of dice??

Influence

hello friends...

Just thinking how could we get influenced by small things as I was watching a reality show in T.V. Why a person be thinking about the life of this guy/gal in reality show, their family..I couldn't get it. To it, add the emotional 'drama', and background music..we could feel their pain..support someone, defend something...

Then I was watching some debate in News about the ideologies and the hate politics in mumbai by sena (shiv sena, MNS)...the guy representing MNS/Sena are directly supporting their view..when asked about their use of violence a method of propagating their ideologies..he said that our leaders are just opposing it, we can't stop some of our activist from taking violence..they were not at all taking the responsibility of influencing the young minds!!..

let me ask them a simple question ...if human mind can be influenced to become a killer machine or act as human bomb {jehadi leaders}...can't it be just influenced for act of violence...against the government {read naxalites, kashmiri separists}, against so called migrants {read Shiv sena, MNS}..against race {read recent attacks on Indians in Australia}

Now comes the responsibility of government...is it doing enough to protect the thinking of our citizens..is it acting against these anti-social gentlemen??..or any effective method been devised to divert the minds..How could Sena influence its cadre to be against being called as Indians?? against Sachin...national icon!!

Talking about influence, how could we miss this entire debate of culture, morality, western influence....we had recently heard about moral policing...let me tell my view on it..
Morality can not be forced on someone..
It should be accepted as a respected tool..

for this, T.V, Movies, current globalisation, everything is responsible..we cannot stop it..but we can make our culture more attractive towards the others..or else how could be ISKON, Hindu religion becoming popular outside??...Why not popularise Panchatantra, Bikram betal. Akabar birbal..each one could indirectly influence the young mind towards the good as I have studies those..I know!!

Influence is the key used by many politicians,businessman, people to propagate their agenda..we were bound to be affected by it!!..The only thing the government need is..how effectively it increases the good influence on us and protecting us against the bad.

Its all about the media..

We always think that the media is the fourth pillar of democracy...it gives us the news we required to know. But still there are a lot of exaggeration in any story it shows..just because competition, getting T.R.P...it had its effect on the people who blindly follow it!!

Take the fact-->

say why there is increase in incidence of attack on Indians these few years ...why there is growing level of insecurities between them??

why people like Raj thakeray, get publicity and popularising them to such an extent that there are ill thoughts about people from other region??..don't they see sooner or later same treatment they will get from other states??

How come a state of Telangana demand get the front page just due to someone fasting for it??..
sooner it led to riots, strikes and all...is that required??...that too against a government that they choose??...

There are a lot of such incidences where Media popularises things which are not good for the society just to increase their viewership!!...They would never take the blame to themselves just like a politician playing dirty game trying to show us that they were right but the situation showed them wrong.

Playing with emotions...an easy method to get instant fame, publicity but having a far after-effect!!...what really saddens me is that we the people, the responsible citizens living here easily fall in these traps. Its not always money for us but the faith we have on our leaders, we idolise them...not seeing the simple fact that they are too like us..humans with both good thing and bad thing in them. They too carve for money, and they also could take the meaner route for the same...we on our part must behave more responsibly and not to react to these small issues.
It will at least stop making it big!!..

Now come to Media..what we need is a regularisation of issues to be shown or not to be shown..
everything should be scrutinised and simpler, intelligent ways should be applied to display it!!..In a way that it wouldn't affect us so much that we would be on streets protesting for it.
Lets hope we would be responsible enough for this..!!

It not all about media, it's all about us.

A student's dillema

The poetry being inspired by some true story in our government college, where there are few teachers who just have a double standard while evaluating students, some personal anger, just showing off the knowledge and completely a negative attitude towards the students. In that case what could a student do??...you couldn't blame the teacher right??...just like the concept in "3idiots" !! {just one or two teacher are there...it's not about the others!!}



being sincere, I attended the class..
with much patience I listened..
not to say I studied too hard,
yet the result was not in my card!!

I was not brilliant, not half bad,
just in average, being rated as lad,
but why today my results are bad,
what made the teacher to be so mad??

never seen a person so filled with ego,
testing our knowledge..or just showing off??
we were just new..mistakes inevitable,
yet he expects..in each answers we are able!!

discouraging from the start...smirk on the face,
he says--"you don't know anything"
how could we replying with his fear on mind,
and the weaker just getting blackout!!

In contrast was another..so student friendly,
making us relaxing, bringing answers out of mind,
happy we could but brooding for the other,
how does it feel...to be fail for no reason!!

while you study and some have fun,
but they pass for no reason,
different the teacher, in equal the marks,
while you failed, they get passed.

yes, a student dilemma it is,
couldn't protest to the teacher.,
as the world see the fault in the student,
what if the wrong being on the other side???

being you as my friend.

Hey friends, just tried a new romantic poetry/song....hope you would like it!!...
apprieciate your comments--->


I had been there,
waiting for you ,
behind those dreams,
aspirations, your desires....
looking for you,
searching in your eyes,
insecure, nervous ,
saving those innocent cries!!

no matter the odd, you came,
not a moment did you blame,
strengthening that small part in me..
writing just your name...
softer, deeper I had gone,
with those sincere efforts,
and I waited, to be mend,
tender touch used to blend!!

and I changed...
being you as my friend,



I had been there,
waiting for you ,
with renewed hopes,
and the faith in us....
believing in you,
fearing the inevitable,
but gal..I'm so true,
its our love I only knew!!

have patience, we will wait,
time will come, will come the date,
we will be together, be complete,
be happy forever as we met...
till then have faith,
in us..our relation,
we will remember, keep at heart..
just know I will be there!!


and life would be changed..
being you as my friend.

was content better or greediness??

Blow of the wind..
or the flow of the river,
never stops for someone,
just move on there way.
had it been the mountain,
or our old banyan tree,
being patient, steady..
resisting them and be free.

Just watch the vulnerable fish,
risking life to go upstream...
or the poor dolphins in the water,
watching us and beam.
the believe, faith they have,
or the mere experience...
but yet with such sincerity,
use their natural sense!!

They grow where been planted,
never strayed from herd,
but it's being so predictable,
and made us so feared.
many things we watch in them,
few do we ever understand,
yet intelligent one always say..
always learn from the nature!!

We as human had excelled,
for survival of the fittest,
and dominating mother earth,
our genes became the best.
but we falter..try to overdo,
as we exploited the resources,
trying to get the alternative route
and now had to fight among ourselves!

Truth is simple..we would face,
or perish with our foolishness,
just a question being at heart..
was content better or greediness??

life has so much to give!!

Take time to live,
life has so much to give!!

Running all days,
sleeping so little,
it's all about race,
we want to win!!
 
Why look at sides,
if we falter in our line,
days come and goes,
memories only grows,
 
Some regrets or recall,
why not give life a call,
don't be monotonous,
get refreshed....relax!!
 
Look at world..there so much,
revitalise your senses,
explore, experience, observe
just open the fences!!
 
Its the desire of freedom,
everyone feels, never says,
friends, families and oneself
it's where your happiness lays!!
 
Don't ignore, or run,
take out some time...for fun,
take time to live,
life has so much to give!!

fire in our mess

Hello friends..

This is a incidence that happened in our mess this week and I would like to share it with you all.
It was just another day and we were having a lunch in our mess..it was Friday and we had chicken meal and mess a bit crowded. we were having lunch and chat all along.

It such happened that I noticed all guys are running with tightly enclosing there ear with there fingers as if there is a bomb in the room. I too panicked seeing them running like that and we too (me n my friends) started running toward the door and through it to outside to our room. All the way I was thinking what could be the cause...a practical joke, a bomb ??...

After asking some of my friends I realised that the cylinder of our mess was on fire ( just the gas pipes though) and it really gave me a scare. Everyone panicked, no one dared to enter the kitchen...what if the cylinder bursts!!...some of the mess members run to fetch someone. And we students were watching from a distance with our ear close and heart in our mouth, what will happen. Someone is saying to put water on it, or sand. We didn't have fire extinguisher in our mess so hadn't much option. Few student were showing some courage by going little nearer to have a better view ( as if they can control the fire if it bursts).

After many tiring minutes, one of the member brought a fire extinguisher from somewhere and courageously controlled the fire. We all relaxed, some of students captured photo of the cylinder and the men who had done such courageous act.

Though everything became normal still it gave some scare to us...just think if it would have be burst with we inside the mess, our life would have been in danger. Precaution should have to be taken to prevent such incidence and a fire extinguisher a must for such place . Hope they mess manager would took such precaution to provide security against these unfavourable events!!

separate statehood??

Hello friends,

I know this is a burning issue which have been on a rise in India...Media and news showing the hunger strikes, burning of buses, bandhs all over Andhra pradesh for Telangana....same with the issue of Gorkhaland,...and recently Mayawati wanting to divide UP and bringing still another three states as Bundelkhand, Haritpradesh and Purvanchal!!

Till date 9 states are pending in state. Just to think that Sardar Patel would have been happy to see he way the Nation is crumbling for which he had done so much!!. I don't know much about politics, the issues of concern or the validity of such issues. But just as a responsible learned citizen I would like to give my point of view on the same....

To start with the fact that there is rising trend of regionality in our country...something our regional small parties openly supporting. We can't blame them as its us supporting them....everyone have a reason, some says its all because these regions are underdeveloped, given less importance, some for there identity...its what shows in the emotions of the people. But let me ask a simple question, how could they get deprived in a institute made by themselves??

Some state leaders and regional parties are taking this issue to a whole different level, like our U.P chief minister Mayawati...Have you ever wondered what will the people gain with a separate state or what did they loose if the state will not divide?? The life will go on as usual, No one wants a state...they just want there demand be met!!

Then who will get profit from a separate state....Its the politicians as usual. A new state means new big offices, more money from to centre to gobble or to use. They are taking there chance for the same. But there are some genuine issues too...may be Telangana have some. In any case you just cannot justify breaking a Nation into pieces and advertising regionalism. Anyone can give any reason for dividing the country...You need heart to keep it as one!!

Note--> The things written is entirely my view and I am not intended to hurt any sentiments!!

strife within

Strife within,
asking me out...
which way am I in?
which is the right place to be....
not a place I want to hide,
nor do I ask to revive,
old times, good times...
moments, so little to lose!!

strife within,
for what I am...
my actions and reactions,
acts done willing or non-willing....
could have been better,
got more respect and power,
but then its all in us,
knowing and upbringing!!

strife within,
as I try to reason..
something is just faith,
hard work and luck with...
yes, I desire for more,
but that's so human nature,
accept things as it is,
and world a better place for me!!

strife within,
and all I ask you...
think and make your move,
a path you want to be...
tread on unknown..
or just queue up,
but the end be same,
just the memories being left!!