Tuesday, December 29, 2009

was content better or greediness??

Blow of the wind..
or the flow of the river,
never stops for someone,
just move on there way.
had it been the mountain,
or our old banyan tree,
being patient, steady..
resisting them and be free.

Just watch the vulnerable fish,
risking life to go upstream...
or the poor dolphins in the water,
watching us and beam.
the believe, faith they have,
or the mere experience...
but yet with such sincerity,
use their natural sense!!

They grow where been planted,
never strayed from herd,
but it's being so predictable,
and made us so feared.
many things we watch in them,
few do we ever understand,
yet intelligent one always say..
always learn from the nature!!

We as human had excelled,
for survival of the fittest,
and dominating mother earth,
our genes became the best.
but we falter..try to overdo,
as we exploited the resources,
trying to get the alternative route
and now had to fight among ourselves!

Truth is simple..we would face,
or perish with our foolishness,
just a question being at heart..
was content better or greediness??

Thursday, December 24, 2009

life has so much to give!!

Take time to live,
life has so much to give!!

Running all days,
sleeping so little,
it's all about race,
we want to win!!

 
Why look at sides,
if we falter in our line,
days come and goes,
memories only grows,

 
Some regrets or recall,
why not give life a call,
don't be monotonous,
get refreshed....relax!!

 
Look at world..there so much,
revitalise your senses,
explore, experience, observe
just open the fences!!

 
Its the desire of freedom,
everyone feels, never says,
friends, families and oneself
it's where your happiness lays!!

 
Don't ignore, or run,
take out some time...for fun,
take time to live,
life has so much to give!!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

fire in our mess

Hello friends..

This is a incidence that happened in our mess this week and I would like to share it with you all.
It was just another day and we were having a lunch in our mess..it was Friday and we had chicken meal and mess a bit crowded. we were having lunch and chat all along.

It such happened that I noticed all guys are running with tightly enclosing there ear with there fingers as if there is a bomb in the room. I too panicked seeing them running like that and we too (me n my friends) started running toward the door and through it to outside to our room. All the way I was thinking what could be the cause...a practical joke, a bomb ??...

After asking some of my friends I realised that the cylinder of our mess was on fire ( just the gas pipes though) and it really gave me a scare. Everyone panicked, no one dared to enter the kitchen...what if the cylinder bursts!!...some of the mess members run to fetch someone. And we students were watching from a distance with our ear close and heart in our mouth, what will happen. Someone is saying to put water on it, or sand. We didn't have fire extinguisher in our mess so hadn't much option. Few student were showing some courage by going little nearer to have a better view ( as if they can control the fire if it bursts).

After many tiring minutes, one of the member brought a fire extinguisher from somewhere and courageously controlled the fire. We all relaxed, some of students captured photo of the cylinder and the men who had done such courageous act.

Though everything became normal still it gave some scare to us...just think if it would have be burst with we inside the mess, our life would have been in danger. Precaution should have to be taken to prevent such incidence and a fire extinguisher a must for such place . Hope they mess manager would took such precaution to provide security against these unfavourable events!!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

separate statehood??

Hello friends,

I know this is a burning issue which have been on a rise in India...Media and news showing the hunger strikes, burning of buses, bandhs all over Andhra pradesh for Telangana....same with the issue of Gorkhaland,...and recently Mayawati wanting to divide UP and bringing still another three states as Bundelkhand, Haritpradesh and Purvanchal!!

Till date 9 states are pending in state. Just to think that Sardar Patel would have been happy to see he way the Nation is crumbling for which he had done so much!!. I don't know much about politics, the issues of concern or the validity of such issues. But just as a responsible learned citizen I would like to give my point of view on the same....

To start with the fact that there is rising trend of regionality in our country...something our regional small parties openly supporting. We can't blame them as its us supporting them....everyone have a reason, some says its all because these regions are underdeveloped, given less importance, some for there identity...its what shows in the emotions of the people. But let me ask a simple question, how could they get deprived in a institute made by themselves??

Some state leaders and regional parties are taking this issue to a whole different level, like our U.P chief minister Mayawati...Have you ever wondered what will the people gain with a separate state or what did they loose if the state will not divide?? The life will go on as usual, No one wants a state...they just want there demand be met!!

Then who will get profit from a separate state....Its the politicians as usual. A new state means new big offices, more money from to centre to gobble or to use. They are taking there chance for the same. But there are some genuine issues too...may be Telangana have some. In any case you just cannot justify breaking a Nation into pieces and advertising regionalism. Anyone can give any reason for dividing the country...You need heart to keep it as one!!

Note--> The things written is entirely my view and I am not intended to hurt any sentiments!!

Friday, December 4, 2009

strife within

Strife within,
asking me out...
which way am I in?
which is the right place to be....
not a place I want to hide,
nor do I ask to revive,
old times, good times...
moments, so little to lose!!

strife within,
for what I am...
my actions and reactions,
acts done willing or non-willing....
could have been better,
got more respect and power,
but then its all in us,
knowing and upbringing!!

strife within,
as I try to reason..
something is just faith,
hard work and luck with...
yes, I desire for more,
but that's so human nature,
accept things as it is,
and world a better place for me!!

strife within,
and all I ask you...
think and make your move,
a path you want to be...
tread on unknown..
or just queue up,
but the end be same,
just the memories being left!!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

winter..

winter..at last!!...
bless me with the cold wind,
with some respite from heat,
a season more awaited...
or just the moment so being!!
never I wished the cold bath,
nor waking up early,
but it had such flavor...
like water for a thirsty!!

so...don't we feel relieved?...the fear of summer, global warming, and glaciers being melted. Or just we wished to be walking in our warm jacket, mothers to make sweaters, purchase warm clothes, drink soups..sleep inside our blanket..such shivering in cold night,and all those things which make the winters so special!!

though not much cold here in my place yet I do remember the cold days in jammu n dehradun..and we do feel little worried in the change in winter patterns..but still I am going to enjoy this season..
the tea n coffee are so special this season 9also in rainy season) and walking in evening with hands inside my pocket, with sweaters on. Though every season has its feel and I am trying to enjoy it fully..
who knows if these season will retain their uniquity and the feel we really enjoy!!..what do you say??

feel the season, feel the moment,
it will not be same again,
its new now, afresh...
yet we are busy, why??

Saturday, November 14, 2009

it's my fear!!

Its the fear..
ohh!..my dear,
its not the time to see..
I just want to flee!!

I don't want to go,
there are so many,
and not to be alone,
they may see me!!
not so high, I may fall..
not so far, I can't call,
I am weak, I can't stand,
all so strong, not my land!!

why do I try,
failure inevitable...
I am nervous, so shy,
can't work, I am not able!!
can't believe the friends,
they may be fake,
can't stand the relationship,
it may shake!!

It's the fears,
they stop, they warn,
they make me so cautious,
that I don't thread new paths.
I want to be free,
but invisible bond enclosing me..
yes its my fear,
always I had to bear!!

they say to face it,
be confidence..get over it,
but will they know,
the pain is one with me....
time will teach..some says,
may be I can deal,
my mind not so clear,
yet I will fight...it's my fear!!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

something common

Fly like a bird,
run like a horse,
be ageless like a tree,
or swim like a fish!..
we wish, we imagine,
be a child making a rhyme,
all lost words, desires,
or just the part of our past.

we have those roots,
yet we have greed,
neither are we happy,
nor in a creed.
we meet, socialise,
discuss, debate all days,
we work , we act,
strike riches from the hays!

but still something missing,
its all we feel..
reasons so many yet so common,
things we just can't deal.
Had I been straight,
had I been true...
ask yourself...ask as a whole,
and then realise it, coming through??

Monday, November 2, 2009

it's just a dream??

Sensation all over,
as I visualize..
running places to places,
making desires to creations..
bringing characters to life,
to reach,
to find..
my search for something,
someone, I don't know!!

beautiful the landscape,
with forests, and rivers...
bushes, trees, and animals..
wild and real to be near,
quenching thirst in rivers,
to revitalize,
to flourish..
my love to introspect,
to perceive, I haven't known!!


Had I been alone,
or being with many..
amusing myself with things around,
leaning their skills, the life..
gaining experiences all along,
to feel,
to realise...
my reasons in life,
beliefs I wanted to question!!

may be its all false,
a state of twilight sleep..
it seems so convincing and old,
yet so fresh as a morning dew...
to hope,
to imagine..
but to rise from dream,
and forget it in life.
or be in deep slumber....
living it in full time!!


it's just a dream??

Saturday, October 31, 2009

a appeal to mother Earth!!

just a drop of it...
or some sight,
what it matters for me,
to make the things right!!
for the ocean of love...
heart so big,
its not too much to ask for,
forgiveness is all I dig.

It might be too late,
or I am so weak,
cannot return you what's lost,
or bring your old life.
how can I ?
for my interests so different...
a false move,
make my whole life to repent!!

I may have been waken,
but I am still in dreams,
so, blurred is my vision...
to think things clearly!!
it will take time,
just you need to be patient,
just don't punish me so soon,
not giving some moments to relent!!

Me as a human will realise soon,
as you my mother had given,
and soon will I be with you,
before your anger become apocalypse...
Its just a matter of days,
for me to choose a path...
to take me more near to you...
to have a more serene view!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

to be known!!

To be known...
to belong,
how I wish,
to be someone!!
being in the crowd,
watching those empty looks,
the future, the past,
a mad rush not to last!!

why am I here,
so many of us,
all so different yet so same,
choices so many, hope so more!!
am I right to think?
or to just move away,
tell me just once,
which way my path being!!

When I know them,
learn so in experience,
will I realise the meaning,
or abstract thoughts its been!!
I have still time,
but way too little,
for I am just enjoying,
what I never meant to be!!

may be or mayn't be...
I know I can't answer,
nor anyone for sure,
can tread on the issue!!
still I have faith, the hope,
the dreams and aspirations,
walk as I go..looking for signs,
might get it or mightn't...does it matter??

being so alone in the crowd,
yet a part of society..the human being,
I think, I aspire..try to fulfill my desire,
may be I reach or may get invisible,
Till then be my wish...
to be known!!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I don't care

Hello friends,
just tried to write something different...hope you like it!!



I don't care,
nor do I want...
why are you here,
if not so sincere??
Got my own work,
lonely I better be...
I can do better,
away from your concern!!

Hate you..NO!!
just minding my business,
Can't stand your talk more..
just wanting my time alone.
far I would go...
better I would be,
just me and myself besides me,
who needs you in my life??

Anger...fire inside me heart,
not an ocean can drench it..
Hatred it's not or may be,
or just irritable my mind be!!
no remorse, no guilt do I feel,
more and more weaker I may be,
had I done right is the question,
just needed some time to be asked!!

Now the moment, now being calm,
just recalling the past things...
on the wrong path was I,
or just forced by the circumstances,
but far I did go,
from a point of no return..
time gone can't be forgiven,
mistakes being done at the high.....

looking back in life..just I see,
making up a decision in a hurry,
if ever I had the patience,
if ever I had the support...to understand,
I don't care??




Sunday, October 18, 2009

Maladive's cabinet meeting

Hello friends..

Some of my views on environment change...You must have heard in news that the Maldives (the island country in southwest part of India ) are holding there cabinet meeting inside the water!! Its all done just to show the world their fears...We could just make a laugh out of it, but we had to look for the cause.

On of the statistics shows that the way the ocean is increasing in its height ,This small country is in the face of extinction in another 100 yrs!!..That does mean a lot to there countrymen..just to think that the place you are leaving is going to submerge in the near future..just bring shivers in one's spine!! Does it matter to us??...No, not now. So why do we think for them??

We have to as it also means the coastal regions of our country also faces the same situation. We could talk of submerging of many small islands in Andaman and Nicobar, the melting of glaciers in Himalaya, the floods in coastal region...The same thing will affect many parts of the world. The only difference would be some of these countries would be better prepared than the others. We are talking of million of people, there life, home, culture..all at risk.

Can it be changed, reversed??..Yes may be but that would be the change too costly for today's world...things that our capitalist world will never listen or heed. The government , the people could just talk...they just don't understand the seriousness of the issue. We can only watch silently this small island country as it asks for help...as a mute spectator...or just laugh it out.
Who cares? 100 yrs are a lot...we can still enjoy our life...or will we??