Just walk on

Hello friends,

I haven't wrote for a while...mostly confining myself in poetry here. But then, it was the only way  I saw my blog, to convey emotions, wishes, desires, frustration, hopes, thoughts being philosophical or spiritual..anything that came out in rhythm..

These few days had been a little hectic for me, from the 4 months of oblivion, of laziness and relaxation...the wait of a result and finally posted in a village as a doctor while waiting for the result...the travel of 100 kms, tiring as it is, exhausts one mind to write something creative or imaginative. 

Life doesn't behave in the way we want it..but if the hard work is there or true dedication with oneself..any obstruction can be pushed aside to reach one goal.We heard it every time and follow the same in our moment of uncertainty and struggle. As per daily life, we can't find much thrill or changes that we seek, but then, there is always another day...never to lose hope is all I have learned these days. :)

just a few lines in the tradition of my blog....

Never to loose hope,
it's life you see,
new things, new possibility,
old ones seeks something new.

Just move ahead,
continue on your path,
who knows what lays ahead,
opportunities to discover !!


It may be long,
or just by your side,
few troubles,
or some struggling type.

time to decide,
choose your destiny,
or just to enjoy,
the moments on the way,

feet on the road,
tireless, as you go,
no worries, no haste,
learn as long as you last...

looking forward,
you lead the way,
or follow the examples,
to reach the ray.

Just walk on...

Things that I planned.

Things that I planned,
the dreams, the desires,
or just the sustenance,
of a good life.....
some adventure and fun,
or a stability of home...
to step up the ladder,
or strong base at ground.


it may be material security,
works to complete,
new ventures to start,
or celebrating small moments,
with family and friends,
to feel the joy of same.

it could be my profession,
places to visit,
to work in peace,
or getting the leaves,
as much I please,
still strike a balance in both.

it could be an opportunity,
competition faced from many,
to succeed or left behind,
not being broken down, 
not discouraged in adversary,
keep on fighting till the end. 

Things that I planned,
may not have worked out,
new things that being born,
after being fallen from old one...
some hopes, expectations,
or coping with things on hand,
an optimism, believe in oneself,
and stand up to face them all.

my boat and me

Standing on the edge,
I watched the water,
still, sparkling in the sunlight,
a boat it is,
sailing with the wind,
slow and steady, as it goes....

I had made my way,
faced lot of turbulence,
difficulties to be least,
but there were good times,
things being plenty,
time for merry..

I had company,
different boats big or small,
each one on it's own,
meet for a while,
spend some moments as friends,
then off to their destination.

So, it's a long journey, 
and lot of things to do,
situations to be faced,
beginning had been good,
focused on the second part,
and here I am standing, on my route...

It's been a while,
and I haven't noticed,
everything being silent, motionless..
temporary setbacks it seems,
but everything stopped for me,
boat being on standstill,

No direction, no wind,
as I searched for a hint,
felt so lonely in the sea.....
I searched for someone,
a companion for my journey,
to face these dull times!!

My boat is perfect,
so are the sails,
still there are things I missed,
difficult times that enforced,
worries and the craving,
Hope for a way out !!

In the faith I found strength,
my courage to take me away,
someone will come, take my sides,
I will move again, 
just a opportunity is all I need,
to reach my destination.

My boat and me,
a long way to go,
apprehensions, anxiety will come,
but optimism is with me,
the journey is all I have,
new things to discover, to know :) :)

Happy Holi,

The Holi season is here, the festival of colors and countless emotions, the fun, the masti, the joy of Holi....
We all love Holi, because it also become the festival of Love. A time of Family gathering, Lover's freedom, children play, elders too joining the game....So, here's a small tribute to such a grand festival,

Happy Holi,
the festival of colors,
playground of the kids,
filled with echos of laughs,
balloons and buckets,
powders and water,
carefree at heart,
be it strangers or loved one....
feeling the joy, the pleasure!

A time of meeting,
friends old or new,
sprouts of teenage love,
or juts the mischievous us,
requests or force,
color is a must,
to party and dance!

Greetings being exchanged,
sweets are distributed,
token of colors on the face,
or putting them on other's head,
some avoid, hide...not for long,
at last, accepting with a smile,
and then joining in this game!!

Elders were satisfied,
to see their children,
blessings were given,
in a time of  gathering,
feast and fun at a single place...
what more one asks from a single day??

Festivals are for us,
as a one society,
to be with family,
and being with friends,
to celebrate this time,
and these moments filled with a colorful life!!

Too cold

Too cold here,
shivering in my body,
is this the winds,
harsh and strong, 
forcing upon me,
pushing me back,

the thoughts inside,
tears in my eyes,
drops that comes out,
bringing out the memories,
the melancholy, the pain,
thorns that pierces the heart.

I sat down,
pulling the cloths close,
gazing the earth,
covered with mud,
small drops falling,
spluttering ,pounding on my head.

Nothing comes out,
nor being inside,
everything blank, 
just the emotions, the feel...
moments passed, 
but everything stopped, silent.

Your laugh echoing around me,
and the smile, comes before my eyes,
sweet curve of lips, that come and go,
words that flowed from your mouth,
as a song, soothing, smooth,
missing it all...where are you!!


Small things, times we had,
and now it's all alone,
just the memory, the pain,
something missing, 
the joy of my life....
its sharp, the voices outside,
forcing me down, deep.....

I don't sleep, nor being awake,
its too cold in my heart,
restless, impatient, I can't wait,
but there is not much to say,
the waving of branches,
showing your silhouette,

but then you speak,
in my half dream,
small warmth I gather,
with the thought of it,
As you call me,
bringing your hand to reach me,
the fingers I want to touch it,
to embrace you and  hold tight....

It had sweetness, it had pain,
living it up all the same,
you were near in my sight...
I thought these moments will last forever,
just to wake up,
to see the sunlight....
it's a dream all right :D

Just a day

Just a day, it went on,
the same routine, being on own....
I wait for something new,
to have some fun,
or just a normal routine,
of things that I haven't done!!

It may be mere bird watching ,
to see the nature world,
or to red some book,
experiencing some new thoughts.

It could be a gentle touch,

to walk with one I love,

or to join some friends,

and have an adrenaline rush.

new things, new possibilities,

to explore the crazy part,

try things that are forbidden,

or our inhibition causing the halt.

entertain oneself,

or support the needy,

be selfish to one's greed,

or sacrifice for many...

confusing or mixed are the emotions,

may be the free mind works,

the good or evil I don't know,

still an outlet, be it so !!

Just a day, as it passed,

comes the night, for my sleep,

resting my impatient mind, 

to make way for dreams,

and wake up another day,

exercising my brain for some new way..........again :)
.
..
...
have a nice day.

to realize my goal

Silent I am, clueless, confused, 
drifting with the wind,
flowing with the water,
I haven't stopped,
not backed down,
just waiting for something....
the light, the hope !!

I doubted, pondered,
worries that engulfed me,
too difficult to walk,
being resisted, pushed back,
stumbled, faltered, in my gait,
opportunities to few, 
destination too far,
that I dreamed of !!

apprehension were there,
diverted to different ways,
fear of future, 
uncertainty of present,
and the past that drags on,
I fought to get over,
come up to my triumph........

still, I have faith,
the struggle will end,
my hard work will pay,
the stress is evident,
thoughts being so blurry,
patience in the mind,
relaxing, focused, I wait,
to realize my goal !!

living the life..

Each aspect of our life is essential,

be it acquiring knowledge, experience , 

or having fun and time out with friends...

to be alone with self.

or sharing a laugh with others...

adventure and thrill at one place or fear of something else,

friends, family, society each should have it's place....

but do we get it all, 

or give a lot of our time on few parts of our life??

                                                                        

                                                                        ----  Mind thinks    :)

An evening with you !!

I never listen, nor I say,
as we look to the horizon,
the sun sets, moon shine,
we don't notice, nor we care..
for, this is the moments we share...

I didn't wait, you were there,
the same smile on your face,
the joy, the pain in my heart,
also my mind going on pace.....

hesitated, unsure...I step forward,
shy or nervous in my mind,
our eyes met, steady gaze,
and the moment just froze behind!!

No one spoke, nor stirred,
a small curve in the lips,
as the breeze that flowed,
the strands of hair moved.......

the sun going down,
golden rays fell on you,
and there you are,
brightening up my life...
the moonshine on us,
as the darkness came...
and the stars twinkles.

we sat down,
the grass being wet,
trees showering their leaves,
we watched them fall..

Our hands met,
your finger on mine,
we didn't notice,
as we were close...

Just you and me,
and the world around us,
the calmness, the peace,
the comfort of being with you..

So, we watched, 
being together,
no one speak, nor listen,
just the thoughts of togetherness inside us...
it was so good to be true,
as I spent an evening with you!!

Cells of living being

We work hard, we really do...

our actions, our reactions,

for our only motive, our aim,

quest of survival, our gain....

Lots would dies, lost forever,

we fight relentlessly, steadily so...

we never got tired, nor rest,

as we work for the higher order.

sometimes we are attacked,

conspiracy being made,

or just a surprise changes,

that cam from within....

we survive, we tackle,

each unit being in shackle...

we get better..we triumph,

just for another day in the system.

There are are many of upper zones,

they got important tasks for us...

everything being special, we don't differentiate,

as we dedicate ourselves to the job.

They too falter, may become weak,

but get repaired just in time,

we help, bring it back,

and keep up with it.

But does the higher order ever acknowledge?

being in pride of superior taste.....

whatever it do will affect us,

for it's his decisions we follow...

decisions that damage, cut through us,

making our job harder or so...

the more ego, lazy it becomes,

or some reckless choices risking on whole...

We can't evade, struggle through it,

accepts whatever it gives,

as it slowly becoming thankless...

rewarding or punishing of it's wishes,

what are we, some foot soldiers,

or the building block of a system,

for each system, being the basic chain of life....

we are nothing but cells of living being 

Satisfaction and Content

Two words...Satisfaction and Content, 
one which can never have a boundary,
the other that doesn't need a boundary.
Which one to keep, inside so deep..
one cause happiness and other brings worry.

I ask of things,
whatever I need,
my wants got bigger,
my aspiration too high,
desires and dreams,
tempting to me....

I know it hurts,
hard to work,
looking for opportunity,
ways to find more,
to be happy, 
to be complete!

Patience being tested,
finding a way out,
past cause the brooding,
and future so tense,
I  chased for my happiness,
but still so unhappy?

Satisfaction it is,
that I am searching for,
but it's only competition,
that I find all over,
as I sit watching others...
I am so tired!

but then was this what I needed,
or the things I ignored,
but then it's responsibility,
the expectations of many...
will it ever satisfy,
or vanquish my hunger?

So, I asked myself,
where to pull the line,
what more to achieve,
to conquer it all....
or it's what the elders advised,
be content on what you get??

to be happy for things one have,
be thankful of this gift of life,
no jealousy or envious of any kind,
to accept without complaining,
not to run but enjoy every moment,
to be content....

Is it confinement,
an enclosure of some kind,
making oneself lazy,
decreasing their capabilities...
or  it's against one's growth,
asking for no more?

the doubting mind,
or just a rational view,
for analyzing something,
every thought had it's preview..
to have patience, it needed time,
still content brings happiness!


Something to satisfy,
or be content with,
these are the two words on my mind...
the world is moving, so am I!!

Watching the stars

Bright as they might look,
far and beyond,...
we look it in awe,
the vastness in our thought.
Shining, dull .....large or small,
each have their lights,
or just the emptiness,
darkness that follows.

It stand alone,
or comes with many,
each had it's own nature,
or just us to decipher...
a constellation, structure,
showing the life's color,
stories being told,
words to be followed.

As I watch them,
heads up, eyes focused,
look around, the life..
the trees, and the buildings.
I look beyond them,
with it comes the magic...
the world that I have, 
and the stars through them.


The rustling of the leaves, 
moving with the breeze,
the branches in dark shadow,
all over the trees...
stars blinking, shining a bit,
or disappearing for some times,
looking so mysterious, 
or a moment of tranquility to seize!! 

It brings hope...
thoughts too deep,
nothing as such at first,
but something of a meditation....
it's hollowness, and more,
the brightness of future,
or just a peace of mind,
in this chaos of life.

Silent and thoughtful,
with my steady gaze,
I watch and watch......
the stars near and beyond!!

Doomsday

Hello friends...so, it's again a new year....and this time it's after something after a kind of doomsday forecast by Maya and others....Nothing new, same old life, only our works to look forward to, and maintain our lifestyle.
So, what's there in a doomsday that some people were so interested in knowing...don't know may be some people are just fed up with their life, wanting some change,,,and these kind of rumor giving them false hope :P. Confused....nope just kidding....We just love to these rumors without giving them a serious second thought as long as it's entertaining!! Just a small poetry for the same...

Doomsday they say, 
a time to come,
following celestial events,
or any other form.
Dates were set,
as the clocks ticks......
as the moment comes,
with our adrenaline kicks!!

Some thought its fun,
other as god's will,
some just ignore it as rumors...
other waiting for the kill.
it's weird for many...
as they being busy in daily chore,
why are few experts calling..
whole thing a  big hoax!

And so, the time comes,
as it also goes,
not a change to be seen,
for some good or bad....
day comes and goes 
and we went ahead,
not many incidence to see,
just those moments were dead!!

Their goes another date,
doomsday  being shifted...
as the people kept waiting ,
for the pattern to be repeated.
There will be movies, stories being written...
as people craze for thrill and adventure being taken,
or just plain fear deep seated in our mind...
for our doomsday theory to be awaken!!!