thrill,
that coming my way,
trees waving over me,
So was I, on the road.....
My bike and some friends!!
Speed or race,just not all,
Nor ego or pride to fall,
we wanted to get it on,
the guy in us to have it done......
and the road was abandoned, only for us!!
our shouts and small talks,
moving along the Mahanadi's Bank,
Winds that push us back,
with its harsh blow to our face...
but that was Lot's of fun!!
standing at side of a bridge...
watching as the river flows,
feeling the force of the roar,
and taking some photographs....
just to capture the moments!!
Got to visit a near Beach,
and to bath with the summer sun,
running and playing on wet sands,
breaking or holding some hands......
just to heighten our spirits!!
Is it Innate, is it freedom,
or some crazy human stuffs,
is it dream, or some hope,
or to avoid the daily stress...
but it just on my writing!!
a little vacation on cards....
to feel all above..with some friends!! Nice try na??
hello friends...
this week was fun...and we had a H.S function in Friday and Saturday!...a function by our batch of interns/ house surgeons and also the welcome to our juniors!
We had this Intra class Cricket match all the week...from morning 7 am to 12 pm....in two batches..15 over match...It is our last year together so, we wanted to have some fun this function!
Our junior batch prepared fashion show and dances for the function ..which we really enjoyed it..
Function titled "Exordium--dawn of new hope", depicting the new life we are stepping to, so the juniors....our welcome batch. Our classmate too participated in Fashion show and dance show..and they were great too.....juniors had done lot of hard work to make the function a success...watching their and the applause they getting ....some part of mine too wanted to be part of the stage but then, I got this stage fear [:P] and better be a audience and support a show than be a part of it and make it worse...I say so becoz there were some amateur dancer and singer in juniors who really bored us...still they got the confidence to be on the stage..and I appreciate that!
we also gave welcome to our juniors...each senior giving a gift to a junior...then had dinner...and in the end came the best part....the DJ night...MRC
as the music came flowing..so are we started dance on the beats! The guys were on one side..and the gals on the other..and slowly, everyone joined and had fun..some guys took their chances and flirted with the junior gals :P and danced with them..and some just have 'drinks' and swaying like branches of tree..some showing their dancing bones..trying to impress the opposite sex and most of all doing our trademark barati dance!!
Anyway, I had fun..lot of jumping ..so much so that my legs started paining!!....after hat..at 4.00 am we went to our room, on my way, I asked my friend what is he thinking...he replied--this is the last time we all are together..then No one could meet with one another..each one busy with their life...and he will miss that...and may be that's the essence of that function--to celebrate our togetherness ....for the last time!!
To keep in back in our memory!!
I need to say a line for this--
doesn't matter if seeds sprout, sampling to trees but whats more important is the shades it gives, food to eat :)
and this could be our motto to life?
Hello friends,
Hope all well from your side...Mine are not so good :) :)
anyway, its ages since I had written something about my life, I always tried some poetry's....though not as picturesque as a lot out their...I do keep it simple, may be I don't have much words in my vocabulary to play with :P
so, talking about my creative self...I do limit myself in few aspects of life..deeper, just too direct in words...to tell others what I observed, felt. I have seen lot others out there in blogger, too imaginative and expressive in their pieces. I had tried something different, but then returned from where I have started. You can never leave the actual path of your beginning, even though you have modified your approach...that's something defines you right?
Anyway,I was never good at grammars , but still, its one of my hobby, to keep something at hands....its someway of taking your point out from the life...your takes.
Its a good way, to keep track at your feelings, reading books or writing something helps you some way or other. Its true, writing could be boring, but then, its refreshing too. Take an example of today, I had my exams on morning...doing some social networking in the evening and then thought of blogging something but no subject what so ever come to my mind for poetry..and here I am writing just what's coming in my mind!!
its all about creativity,
to keep alive the imagination,
the fire, the design,
to express what you got inside.
You may be good,
or just being different,
but then, that's what you...
be the real world, or be virtual!
just some writing for me,
to refresh my mind,
to represent what I believe,
or my takes on the life..... :) :)
survival....
the strength within,
the cry not heard of,
the fight everyday,
the unrest, the patience,
life, so hard fought for!!
had no time,
to watch others,
to feel these moments...
the emotions, craving,
to enjoy the blessings,
wish to be someone like you!!
you think its fun,
or you are the only one,
but a lo are there doing the same!
we run in despair,
your passion, our dare,
the pain , distress we felt....do you care??
yes, its survival...
or the fight to be fittest,
our endurance not thought of,
the dream, the duty,
the fear of fading away,
state of our living... truth so far off!!
Still I see,
changes I perceive,
I look around...find new hope,
will you be there,
keeping your promise,
so big responsibility to care off!!
Hello friends....its long time since I had written something....surely, time and work really don't work up together!! Having some tough time out there..studies and the scorching heat!!
So, here's another one from my side...
its too hot inside...
burning deep withing me,
tears in my eyes...
as I look around.
searching for something,
there is emptiness somewhere,
what was it, what I wanted,
the one that will satisfy my heart!
walking , this shadeless world,
facing the heat on my side,
had I be alone for long?
or I was waiting for the right one....
tired, fatigue on my face,
tiny droplets of sweats,
dry mouth and cracked lips,
deserted , far away from anyone!!
then the breeze came,
or the falling of afternoon loo..
few clouds, drifting towards me,
spreading those blankets of love on me...
I was elated, happy of joy inside,
the emptiness recedes, for something new,
and I saw, what I was dying to find...
A stall of ....fruit juice, Lassi and cold drinks!!
Thank God ...now I could quench my thirst,
drink to heart content...
really had a strenuous day,
and I entered inside the stall!! [:P][:D]
listen...the whispers, the music,
feel..the vibration, the touch,
see...those colors, the patterns,
perceive...the fragrance around you,
experience, get acquainted...
understand the story of life as you go....
to choose or to get parted,
the places you are familiar with.
And you just get along!!
don't know what you get of you,
done with intent or view,
decide or just loose to fate,
find what had been reached by few!
words, thoughts, action....
war, peace, love and hate,
anger, compassion allowed to one,
still living for life, work for living.
confused? but then you carry along!!
each time you ponder,
or you take a side,
but again there you are,
same eat, sleep, live routine ....
need to grow up for the moment,
or just be making one's position,
the train drives on with the steam,
and the direction with the stations.
tired though you drive along!!
to praise or to criticize,
some ego and some pride,
take you on, get so far,
mold you from inside out....
so, do you have time,
or the senses you had,
each one helped yet not last,
and I blabber all this for you.......
got it?? still you read along!! [:P][;)]
the joy of colors,
the texture, the smells,
the power, the freedom,
the water, the joy.....
don't mind ...it's just Holi !!
All the friends come,
move around, lets have fun,
spray water, balloons on hand,
color them all, in front of us....
don't mind...it's just Holi !!
Some ask us to withheld..
fall back, be safe,
just a tikka on head, small touch on cheek,
but do we listen, we want more,
don't mind...it's just Holi !!
just play Holi, take our chance,
make new relations, new friends,
may also search girls on line,
or just be mock fight or drills....
don't mind..it's just Holi !!
Yes, time changed, so the rules,
the choice, the time we had,
still we stick to roots,
as it give us the pleasure, so to others.....
just don't mind..it's just Holi !!
Simply put, have fun,
with family, had a great time,
with friends, meet new,
don't grow up,be in child play....
Don't mind....it's just Holi !!
Happy Holi friends!!
Its the dead night,
and the moon so bright...
somewhere wolves at distance,
howling at the sight.
are the sad or just happy,
sighing heavily or singing merrily?
or they are calling their kind,
to make the pack happening!
some say, they being the messenger,
to contact the dead ones, the soul,
or make the moon to sleep,
waiting for night to fall.
Do they prey in the night,
may be a simple fight,
in those dark shadows on trees....
on the rocks, at the height!
they are just formations of mist,
lively or creepy for time being,
their presence so fascinating,
folktales , characters on their name.
So, this dead still night,
echoed with those wails,
the wolfs, their howl....
had I been mesmerized,
by these nature's wonder at play?
on the boat,
along the sea...
and the moonlight over me....
I watched the stars,
looked so far,
in all the tranquility, wished someone be there with me!!
on the bench,
at a garden,
all these flower plants around me...
I watched the birds,
looked the branches of trees,
in all the colors, wished someone to appreciate it with me!!
edge of a cliff,
on the mountain,
all I see is clouds so far away...
I shout, feel the adrenaline rush,
hear echos, the vertigo on,
yet, wanted someone to be thrill with me!!
one my own,
walking on a street,
and I thought a lot, emotions in heart...
I was happy, having some fun,
or just for a hangout,
still, I would love someone to accompany me!!
I have my worries,
part of joy or sorrow,
living my life as it is.....
the experience I gain,
live for the moments or moments to live,
and I wish someone to share it with me!! :) :) :)
the cobweb,
its encircling me,
these silky threads of life,
the shiny ones invite...
but pains, deep down inside!!
all those glitters, calls,
to compete, exceed in goals,
no end of the gain, it explore....
taking me farther from my soul!!
these webs, being so sticky,
so difficult to free from it's hold,
everything so dull, loosing focus....
entangling within, down it pulls!!
Why, what...my creativity not works,
imagination stale,mind so blank,
had I lost myself or being at spotlight...
or just some emptiness taking the toll!!
Yes, some freedom, all I expect,
frustration, stress not more to take,
the spider of life, has it's effect..
but still I could untangle, run away!!
The cobweb, weaving around us,
threads holds, tightening the grip,
but the courage, it's not weak...
I will overcome...these silky strings??
Hey friends....tried some new things in my poetry from another perspective.....hope you like it!!!
Living the way I do
Fun, love ,friendship desired,
hang-out, travel all places,
what are the worries do I ask?
Its just what I wish for you,
Living....the way I do!!
haven't thought of future,
not much time to waste,
this moment is eternal for me...
Why do you brood sitting at home?
just enjoy your time....the way I do.
The school were for learning to score,
college to bunk, Comment on girls,
not work,its just great vacation to spend!
Why are you serious...so tensed?
just relax a bit...way I do!!
No..Yes, Being so confused?
Trying new things,thrills that work,
why are you so tired...be sporty with me,
come one...life has so much to give,
don't fear ...be open like the way I do!!
I know you have problems,
may be not lucky as I am,
but still I call, you are my friend,
be with me and you will start living...
Yeah, Living the way I do!!!
Hello friends...
today I really want to say something about the plight of birds in cities, like the disappearing sparrows, and many more common birds, which made the morning beautiful with their chirruping...which when make nests in tree and fly in unison made a beautiful natural portrait to look to...something which we and our future generation got to miss now!!
We have this tall tree inside our hostel's garden...which had just shed all it's leaves looking bare but when filled up by all the birds (may be the only place in our college with so many birds...we have a large garden)....with their chirruping really elevates the mood.
Here is a poetry I write inspired by this.....
I was glad, pleased to see,
those small cotton balls fluttering around me...
with their dummy fight, pricking,
or their flying spree.
my leaves, my branches spreading,
fruits and flowers all being inviting,
they help me grew over and out,
and are my friends in lonely night.
But now where are you,
the empty nests searches,
so is the deserted view,
what happened ....why did you go?
I am not gone, only afraid,
what to do,not a place is safe,
they kill, take us home,
or they just destroy our nest !
changed our way of living,
those shades, bark, food,
poisoned soil and water we drink...
we wait, hope to swim afloat and not sink!!
These birds, they chirrup make me worry,
their droppings, wastes damages the beauty,
why give them home if it give me money,
Do what's good for me, will not be sorry,
Their sound and flying....how much I miss,
have I gone too far, no return to repent,
undo the loss, barren are the places,
the mere presence would be a bliss!!
Oh me, oh us why we ignored,
should have given a chance,
the tranquility of nature we going to miss,
the joy of watching, hearing and feeling their life.....it's all I wish!
I the bird, the tree , the conscious man ask....how much time we need to realize this fact?
So friends...here I am, after lot of gap, Now being a medical intern, busy schedules, not much time to write things other than some of my poetry....So, these few months have been special to me....
My first income...even if a stipend of 9000 bucks but still very useful for us now..in student days, to purchase books, cloths and ya Mobile too...I had been little responsible now..also in these month two of my friends are married, even though they are 2-3 yr older than me..[:P]
so, I am here with some of my experiences.....Normal routines and then ward visits...I have seen lot of emotions out there in the hospital...and then...the pain they felt....also the stress of appearing All India PG entrance, to study a lot...yes, their are time for fun too but it is slowly decreasing in frequency ...so, that's when I do write few of my poetry for venting out, for experimenting....more ever just for maintaining a hobby!....
so, friends here's another one , just something different I wanted to show;
They laughed as they speak,
they run within a flick,
they play on those land freely,
won't stop even if it's a bit hilly....
they sought their lungs out,
give raw emotion without a doubt,
they fall but No time to cry,
they reach out rather being shy!!
No one stops them, nor one care,
the whole place is their own, so they dare,
they live for moment, happy to share,
No price being tagged, all are fare...
Day goes so be the night,
time remains still, so their life,
just basic works done, to be alive,
It's all for joy, fun, do they strive.
Yes, the innocence is obvious,
the freedom so infectious,
No worries, no sadness they feel,
It's just not the way, do they deal....
I just watched them, thinking,
envied their life within, though winking,
so free, so much happy, they seems,
all those smile coming out as they beams!!
yes, carefree , joyous , fun ... with worries, stress being none,
I want that life, such carefree world for my own!!
